Books & Badges – Chapter Forty

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Just before midnight, Theodore fell asleep on the couch, his head on Russell’s chest. Russell paused Nurse Jackie and set the remote on the end table. He shut off the lamp and wrapped an arm around Theodore. He wasn’t sure how sleep would go for him that night, but he hoped he could manage more than an hour or so. If he ever wanted to find the bastard that had killed Vincent–not to mention Lauren–he would need sleep. He needed even just one day of being well-rested and hangover headache free.

Tomorrow was a Saturday, but that wouldn’t stop him from working. He hoped Saturday would be that well-rested day he needed to gain some traction on the case. As he closed his eyes, he crossed his fingers for a good Saturday.

***

Unsurprisingly, when Russell’s alarm went off, Theodore was already awake and off the couch. Russell pressed the button on the side of his watch, silencing the alarm. Before he could even sit up and open the drawer of the end table, Theodore walked into the room, a water bottle in his hand.

Russell smiled faintly, grabbing the bottle from him. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” Theodore sat down beside him, hands wrapped around his cane. “Working today?”

Russell tossed the orange prescription bottle back into the drawer as he swallowed the pill. “From home, yeah. Just little things here and there, I guess. But overall, nothing I can’t do from here. Why?”

“I was thinking Vera and I could stay for a while. I mean… if you wanted.”

“I’d love that.”

Theodore smiled. Hesitantly, he patted Russell’s thigh before drawing his hand back to himself. “Umm… I scheduled a playdate for Vera today at noon with Gina’s son. Do you mind if I give her your address so she can come pick us up?”

“Not at all.”

“Thank you.”

“No problem.” Russell cleared his throat, pulling a leg to his chest. He rested his chin on his knee for a moment before turning to face Theodore, cheek falling to his knee instead. “Can I ask you something?”

“Umm…”

“About Vera.”

“Sure.”

“If Shane’s the only person you ever slept with, is Vera the result of a surrogate?”

“Yeah. Umm…” Theodore cleared his throat. “Gina’s son is Vera’s twin. Uh… Gina and I both wanted kids, we were both single, and we both worked to accumulate the funds for IVF. After two tries and an extra nine months, Vera and Boyd were born.”

“So you have a son, too?”

“Well… technically. For the purpose of logistics, I’m his uncle, just like Gina is Vera’s aunt.” Theodore met his gaze. “Does that bother you?”

“God, no. I was just curious. I’ve been curious about it the whole time.” Russell reached out and squeezed his arm. “So Vera and Boyd don’t know this, either?”

“No. Initially, we had planned on telling them once they were old enough to understand the concept of it, but Shane kept me from hanging out with Gina, and that kept Vera away from Boyd. We still want to tell them, but we’d like to wait until they’re not strangers anymore.” A pause. “They go to school together, but they aren’t best friends or anything. We just want it to be a bit of knowledge that doesn’t harm them in any way.”

Russell rubbed a hand down Theodore’s arm. “You’ll do great. And the kids, I bet they’ll take it great. I don’t know about Boyd, but Vera’s smart, and she loves the heck outta you. She’ll understand why that information had to wait, and it won’t harm her. She’s got you for a daddy, Theo. She’s got the best support system she could ask for, Theo. It’ll be okay.”

Theodore smiled, leaning into Russell briefly. “Thank you.”

“No problem.”

“You wanna help me make breakfast? Won’t be too long before Vera gets up.”

“I would love to.”

“Awesome,” Theodore whispered. In his usual hesitant way, he laid a hand on Russell’s back. Russell loved the warmth of Theodore’s hand between his shoulders, even though it didn’t happen often. Theodore still had plenty of issues when it came to physical touch, and Russell expected it to be that way for quite some time. But it didn’t change how much he loved his touch in the meantime.

“Do you need a moment? Or are you good?”

“I’m good. Good as I can be.” Rusell offered a smile. “Thanks for checkin’.”

Theodore nodded, patting Russell on the back before he rose to his feet. One hand on his cane, he stuck out his free hand. Russell slapped his hand into Theodore’s, happily accepting the help to his feet. “Thank you for massaging my shoulder last night, Russ. I can finally walk without it hurting every time I move the cane.”

“My pleasure. I hated seeing you in even more pain than usual,” Russell said. “Have you ever considered massaging your hip, too? It’s called massage therapy for a reason, you know.”

“Yeah, my mom suggested that, too. Attending physical therapy in the beginning was hard enough. People…”

“Make you nervous,” Russell finished for him.

Theodore nodded. “Even women make me nervous. My physical therapist was a woman, and I was still…”

“That’s okay. After you’ve been subjected to the darker parts of humanity, it’s hard to trust anyone. It’s hard not to be nervous around others. They don’t have to remind you of your abuser. They just have to be capable of reminding you of that darkness. Anyone’s capable of that.”

“Thank you for being the first person to explain that in a way that doesn’t make me feel crazy.”

Russell smiled. “I hated when I was in your shoes, when people would talk down to me or pity me, when people would try to explain what I was feeling with these long, deepy analogies and metaphors. I don’t wanna be that person. I wanna be the person I wished I had when I was in your shoes.”

“I think you’re doing a great job of it. I mean, if the person you wished you had was simply… incredible,” Theodore said.

Russell laid his hands on Theodore’s cheeks and pressed a kiss to his forehead. “It was, and thank you.” Theodore only nodded. “If you ever want to, I can try massaging your hip. I’m more versed in shoulders and backs, but I’m sure a couple chats with my sister and a few trips through Google would help me get the gist of it.”

Theodore chuckled. “Tempting. I’ll consider it, thank you.” He cocked his head to the side. “Chats with your sister?”

“Yeah, she used to be a massage therapist. I still have issues pop up from that, uh, car accident sometimes, so she walks me through some of the massages I can do myself. I’ve also picked up a thing or two for other people’s shoulders and backs.”

“Now, that, I was aware of.”

Russell smiled. “Enough about me, huh? Come on. Let’s go make some breakfast. Most important meal of the day, right?”

“Right.” Theodore grabbed his hand. “Let’s go make some breakfast then.”

***

Russell sat in his little home office, one of the only rooms he had appropriately ‘decorated’ in his house. It was where he kept his family photos, his high school diploma, his college degree. He had never had an office in any of the places he had stayed when his family had bounced around from place to place. He figured that gave him a sense of security when it came to making the room appear less cold and a bit more homey.

He’d been alone in the house for nearly half an hour. As planned, Gina had picked up Theodore and Vera for their playdate around noon. Since Theodore and Vera’s usual Friday chat had been replaced by time at Russell’s, they planned on spending most of the day together. Russell took no issue with that, despite Theodore’s vocal fears that he would despise the very idea of it.

Russell let out a breath, flipping open his in-progress case file for Vince’s murder. The day before, during his conversation with Marilyn Briggs, he had discovered some details about the missing car that concerned him, to put it gently. For instance, Marilyn had a security camera outside the house, pointed at the driveway. She had given that footage to the police, and as far as she knew, nothing important had come from it.

Or, at least, the detectives had never followed up with her on the security footage, either.

He had requested access to the file for the missing car, but he’d yet to gain permission for it. It was a robbery case rather than homicide. It needed to run through a separate approval system before being handed off to him, as though a homicide officer glancing at the damn thing would jeopardize the case no one had remotely tried to make progress in since it began.

Outside of the chain of command protocol, Marilyn had promised to find the original file of the security footage and send a copy to him. Though he was still waiting for that, he felt reasonably confident in the fact that she would send it. There was no chain of command or approval system. There was only a woman who still wanted her damn car back.

Russell looked down as his phone dinged with a text message from Theodore.

Theo: Do you want us to join you for supper tonight? By which I mean, would you like us to bring supper so you’ll eat food tonight?

A little smile tugged at one corner of Russell’s mouth. It’d been so damn long since he’d been in a meaningful relationship, but even the simplest texts from Theodore made him feel that the wait had been worth it.

Russell: I’ll be fine if you wanna spend the evening with Vera and/or Gina

Theo: Are you sure?

Russell: Yeah I’ll manage. Have fun with your BFF, Theo. You deserve that.

Theo: Okay

Theo: We’ll bring you something after. Do you like Chinese food?

Russell: I do.

Theo: Perfect. My place or yours?

Russell: Which do you prefer?

Theo: I don’t know.

Theo: I like that your house isn’t filled with… Shane, but your house is also very, uh

Russell: Empty as hell?

Theo: A bit.

Russell: We could sit in my office. That’s not empty.

Theo: A grand idea.

Theo: You have an office?

Russell: Yeah down the hall from my room. There’s also a whole master bedroom/closet/bathroom on the other side of the kitchen. Empty except the laundry room though

Theo: Okay, definitely your place, because I need to see this secret section of your house.

Russell cleared his throat, shifting in his chair. He tended to avoid the master bedroom section of the house, but it wouldn’t kill him to show Theodore around just this once.

Russell: Sounds like a plan to me, Theo. I’ll see you then.


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S. Carved – Chapter Thirteen

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Chapter Thirteen

Sunday: February 10, 2008

Thanks to Ed and a couple nightmares thrown his way, Dallas had spent another night sleeping like garbage. He scratched at his scalp as he made his way out to the kitchen, still dressed in his pajamas. On his way past the living room, he found Bo still asleep on the couch, legs pulled to his chest. He hardly took up the room a dog would.

At least he had slept. Dallas figured he had to chalk that up to a plus.

Or we could’ve killed him, Ed said. Dallas stopped walking. You were tired, Tex. So, so tired. Do you know how easy it is to take control of you when you’re exhausted?

Dallas took a few steps back and stared at Bo, waiting for any sign of Bo’s life. He lay on his side, the blanket tugged up to his shoulders and tucked under his feet. If he was breathing, there was no sign of it.

Heart pounding in his chest, Dallas walked over to the couch and pressed two fingers to Bo’s inner wrist. It took a moment of feeling around to find a heartbeat besides his own, but it was there. Bo was alive.

Ed laughed, a sudden headache shattering every cohesive thought in Dallas’s mind. Oh, I got you so good, Tex.

Dallas managed to make it to the kitchen before falling to his knees. He squeezed his eyes shut, bowing his head as he slammed his left hand down over his ear. It wasn’t long before he felt a hand on his. He opened his eyes, squinting at Bo, even the dim light in the kitchen proving to be too much to handle.

Bo sat in front of him on the floor, legs folded. He grabbed Dallas’s left hand and, without ever making a noise, rubbed his thumb in a small circle in the space between the base of Dallas’s thumb and forefinger. Dallas didn’t know how long it took, but eventually, the headache faded, as did the loud noises and overwhelmingly bright lights.

“How did…?”

“Acupressure. I assumed it was a migraine, based on… everything.” Bo offered a smile. “How often do they happen?”

“Depends on the month. Sometimes only once, sometimes a couple times a week.”

“I’m sorry you have to suffer through them. Have you seen a doctor?”

“Yeah. We believe it’s an underlying condition that we have to try and treat first,” Dallas said. Unfortunately, that underlying condition was Ed, and Dallas was pretty damn sure that bastard wasn’t going anywhere.

“I hope you find the underlying cause soon.”

“Me too. Thank you.” Dallas cleared his throat. “Was that a pressure point, then?”

“Yes.” Bo grabbed Dallas’s hand again and pressed his thumb into the same space as before. “Right here. You should do it on your left hand. You can massage it with your right hand, even with your arm in the sling.

“Cool. Thank you.”

“Mmhmm.”

Dallas shifted to sit on his ass rather than his knees. “When did you finally head to bed? Or, uh, to couch?”

One corner of Bo’s mouth lifted. For once, it didn’t immediately disappear. “Some time shortly after two o’clock this morning. Xavier made popcorn and introduced me to Uncharted. He was very excited to show it to me.”

Dallas nodded. “Yeah, that’s become his favorite game, that’s for damn sure. Ruggedly handsome hero saving pretty girls and shit.” He smiled. “He’s a fan of that. Did he have you play it?”

“Yes. He showed me all the treasure locations I passed so I didn’t have to search for them myself.”

“Good, good.” Dallas leaned back against the refrigerator, pulling his knees up just enough to rest his forearms on them. “You a gamer, Austen?”

“No,” Bo said, a little chuckle slipping through the monotone facade. “My friends introduced me to gaming, but I still only really do it when I’m with them.”

“I thought you didn’t have friends?”

Bo shook his head. “I didn’t have friends while I was in school. I made a few after graduating. Bridget would be one of them. She enjoys the Halo games. I play those with her.”

“Ah, that’s fair. I guess you did clarify that.”

“I generally do,” Bo agreed. He wrapped his hands around his ankles. “Your brother is kind and… humorous. I enjoy his company.”

Dallas smiled, turning his head toward Bo again. “I’m glad you like him. You believe me on the schedule thing now?”

“Yes. It’s… comforting to meet someone like me in a role like your brother’s.”

“What do you mean by that?”

“Which part?”

“A ‘role’ like my brother’s.”

“Oh.” Bo cleared his throat, rocking back for a moment. “Uh, well… a role where he has… someone he lives with all the time. Someone who still… loves him, despite who he is and how he acts.”

“Ah,” Dallas whispered. “You’ve got people that love you.”

“Yes, but I fear staying with my adopted parents for too long. I love them. They say they love me. But I assume love for me runs out after six years. So I space my years out.”

“Is… six years how long your biological parents had you before giving you up?”

“Yes.”

“I’m sorry, man.”

“Thank you.”

Dallas scratched his jaw, shaking his head. “I can’t imagine what it’s like to live with that idea in your head, always thinking that you have to keep track of how long you’ve spent with someone to know how close you are to six whole years.”

“I manage. But it’s… still comforting to know that I may have been wrong.” A pause. “Well, about some people, anyway.”

“Everyone’s not the same. We all don’t fit into one of those baby toy shape box things.”

Bo smiled. “I suppose not.”

Dallas reached out and patted Bo’s knee. “Do you work today?”

“I’m on call, but I’m not at the station unless they need me.”

“Cool. Got any plans for the day, then?”

“I suppose not. Why? Do you have plans that involve me?”

Dallas chuckled. “No, we’ll both take the day off from crime shit. But I have some errands I need to run, so I was just wondering if you wanted to stay here with Xavier or if you needed a ride somewhere.”

“If it won’t negatively affect your brother, I think I’ll stay here. I don’t have anywhere else to be.”

“Nah, it won’t bother him. He might just have you play more Uncharted.”

“I will accept my fate.”

Dallas chuckled. “I’m sure Xavier will appreciate that, man.” He smoothed a hand over his short curls. “You wanna help me make breakfast?”

“French toast?”

“Do you know how to make French toast?”

Bo smiled. “I think it would be incredibly inconsiderate to offer the suggestion if I was unable to make it.”

“That’s fair.” Dallas pushed himself to his feet before cocking his head to the side. “Holy shit. You’ve been making eye contact with me this entire time.”

“Yes. The hungry cat rarely attacks the hand willing to feed her.” Bo grabbed the counter and pulled himself up. “Well, neither does the human whose migraine dissipated with the help of an unknown pressure point.”

I almost like him, Ed said.

“Fair point, Austen.” Dallas smiled. “Let’s see if we have French toast materials.”

“I do believe you mean ingredients.”

Dallas couldn’t help but chuckle. “Yeah, ingredients. Let’s see what we’ve got.”


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Books & Badges – Thirty-Nine

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Later that evening, as promised, Russell had picked Theodore up from the bookstore at five. Now, they walked through the grocery store, picking out ingredients for the brownies with cookie dough frosting Theodore had found on Pinterest.

“For the record,” Theodore started, “if it wasn’t for one of your hands being busy with holding the basket and one of mine busy with the cane, I’d hold your hand.”

Russell chuckled. “I’d hold yours, too.” A pause. “We still could. You’d only have to let go to grab something.”

“Sold.” Theodore slipped his hand into Russell’s, a smile coming to his face as Russell threaded their fingers together. “This is… nice. Never in a million years would Shane have been caught dead holding hands with me.”

“I’d like to be caught alive holding your hand any day of the week.” Russell lifted Theodore’s hand and pressed a kiss to the back of it. “This is nice for me, too. I haven’t really had this since I came out, and before that, I always felt like something was off. I was hiding from a large piece of myself, and even before I knew knew, there was a part of me that was at least, umm, aware. But this feels damn good and damn right. Totally out in the open, I’m not hiding anything from myself, and the guy holding my hand is super cute.”

Heat rose to Theodore’s cheeks. “Thank you. You’re not too bad yourself, Russell.”

Russell chuckled. “Thank you.” He squeezed Theodore’s hand. “What’s the first ingredient on our list?”

“Butter.”

“To the butter.”

Theodore snorted. “Yeah, to the butter. Lead the way, dork.”

***

After their trip to the grocery store, Russell drove out to Theodore’s parents’ place and parked in their driveway. “I’ll stay here while you go get Vera.”

“Are you sure? It might take a few to round up all her things.”

“I don’t mind waiting. I’m just… still in a headspace where I can’t risk your mom asking me if I’m an asshole. Like I said, that doesn’t bother me much, especially given the reason she asked. But my head can’t handle it right now.”

“Okay.” Theodore leaned over and pressed a kiss to Russell’s cheek. “Back in a few.”

Russell smilled. “I’ll be here.”

Theodore climbed out of the car, closing the door behind him. Adjusting his grip on his cane, he made his way up to the house. His mom opened the door before he even got to it. “Evening, Mom.”

“Evening, baby.” She nodded toward the car. “Gina in a new car, or Russell?”

“Russell.”

“You feel safe enough around him to let him drive you around now?”

Theodore nodded. “He makes me feel safe. It’s… nice.”

Bonnie smiled. “That’s great, baby. He doesn’t wanna come in?”

“This case he’s working has been difficult for him. He doesn’t want to risk you interrogating him,” Theodore said. “He says that doesn’t bother him on a good day. He’s glad you want to make sure he’s a good guy, but his head isn’t in the right place to handle it right now.”

“Oh, I’m sorry, sweetheart. Do you want me to apologize to him?”

“I don’t think he wants you to. Like I said, he’s glad you want to make sure he’s a good guy, that he’s good to me. He just can’t bring himself to get past the idea it might happen right now.”

Bonnie nodded. “You be sure to let me know if I should apologize, okay? I don’t want to tear you two apart. He’s a very nice man.”

Theodore smiled. “I will, Mom.” He cleared his help. “Do you mind helping me get Vera’s stuff?”

“Not at all. Come on.”

***

Theodore put Vera’s things into the backseat of Russell’s car before helping her into the seat. “All right. All buckled in?”

“Yep.”

Theodore couldn’t help the smile that came to his face. “All righty. Gonna close the door now,” Okay, Daddy.”

Theodore closed the door and made his way around to the passenger seat. Russell’s leaned across and pushed it open before he reached it. “Thank you.”

“No problem, Theo.”

Theodore slid into the passenger seat and closed the door. It wasn’t until after he buckled his seat belt that Russell started the car and backed out of the driveway. Tentatively, Theodore reached over and laid a hand on Russell’s thigh. Russell looked down at it before looking over at Theodore. Theodore offered a smile, which Russell thankfully returned.

The detective dropped a hand to cover Theodore’s, curling his fingers beneath Russell’s palm. “If we do this again, I’ll make sure to have a booster seat for her. Neither of us is heading to jail for it, but I’d feel more comfortable knowing she was safe from things outta my control.”

“I have one at the house from when I was still driving. If… I let you drive us anywhere again, I’ll make sure to set it up.”

Russell lifted Theodore’s hand only long enough to press a kiss to the back of it. Theodore’s heart fluttered, heat rushing to his cheeks. It would never cease to amaze him just how much Russell’s actions affected him. He had been deprived of true affection for so damn long that everything Russell did felt like the first time, and Theodore was always left feeling like a blushing virgin.

Not that he was complaining.

Russell asked him… something, but Theodore was too distracted by the slow caress of Russell’s thumb across his knuckles to pay close enough attention to the words.

“Sorry, uh… say that again?”

One corner of Russell’s mouth lifted. “Want me to help with supper when we get to your place?”

“I thought, umm… maybe we could go to your place?”

“Really?”

“Only if you’re okay with it. For starters, I’m certain you didn’t bring your meds with you.” Russell smiled, but he didn’t respond. “And outside of that, Vera and I enjoyed playing Mario with you. You and Vera could stay occupied with that while I warm up the leftovers Mom gave me.”

After a moment, Russell nodded. “All right. We’ll swing by your place, get some clothes for the both of you, and then head to mine.” He lifted his eyes to the rearview mirror. “That work for you, sweetheart?”

“Yeah. Daddy and I talked about it before we left Grandma and Grandpa’s.”

“Awesome.” Russell gave Theodore’s hand a tight squeeze, adjusting the grip of his other hand on the steering wheel. Theodore leaned back in his seat, trying to focus on this feeling being normal rather than new.

No matter what it was, he hoped he could get used to it for a long, long time.

***

A few hours after supper, Theodore tucked Vera into Russell’s bed and came back out to the living room. He stopped behind the couch, laying a hand on Russell’s chest.

Russell tilted his head back against the couch. “Hey. She go down okay?”

“Yeah. She likes that your bed is bigger than hers.”

Russell chuckled. “Glad to hear it.” He reached up, laying his hand over Theodore’s. “You gonna come sit over here so I can fix your shoulder?”

“You use the word ‘fix’, and that concerns me. You aren’t a chiropractor.”

He smiled. “No, but your shoulder isn’t out of place. It’s tense and overworked. You need a massage.”

“Really?”

“It’s not gonna turn into anything other than me rubbing your shoulder, Theo. Nothing sexual about it.”

“No ulterior motive?”

“If the ulterior motive is to help you feel better, then, yeah. If not, no.”

Theodore couldn’t help the little smile that tugged at one corner of his mouth. “Okay, you’ve won me over.” He patted Rusell’s chest and walked around the couch. After only a moment of hesitation, Theodore sat down between Russell’s legs.

The detective kicked out the footrest. “Tada.”

Theodore chuckled. “You’re a dork.”

“Yeah. I like it that way, though.”

“Me, too.”

Russell pressed a kiss to Theodore’s shoulder. “Shirt on or off?”

“Umm… does it matter?”

“No. I can try and massage out that knot either way. It just depends on which one makes you more comfortable, Theo.”

“Well, umm…” Theodore cleared his throat. “Shirt on.”

“Okie dokie.” Russell moved his hands to Theodore’s shoulders and, without bargaining for what he’d get in return, he set to work on the tense, tired muscles in Theodore’s shoulders and neck.

“That feels… amazing,” Theodore whispered.

“I’m glad. Ever had a massage before, Theo?”

“No. I’ve given a few, but I was always talked out of receiving them. Shane used them as bargaining chips in exchange for favors. Eventually, I’d say nevermind, he’d get pissed that I wasted his time, I’d apologize and tell him we can do the massage then, and then he’d say he didn’t feel like it anymore. But this…”

Russell stopped just long enough to press a kiss to Theodore’s shoulder. “I’m sorry, Theo. Thank you for being comfortable enough to share that with me.”

“Thank you for making me feel comfortable enough to share it.”

“No problem, Theo.”

Theodore laid a hand over one of Russell’s, stilling the detective’s movements. “I want you to know that… the trust I have for you right now terrifies me. I’m still suspicious about many aspects of you, but I trust the majority of you, and you deserve to know just where that stands.”

“Thank you,” Russell whispered.

“No problem.” Theodore patted Russell’s hand before dropping his own back to his lap. Without missing a beat, Russell’s thumbs went back to working their magic.


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S. Carved – Chapter Twelve

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Chapter Twelve

Back home, Dallas locked himself in his office and sat down behind his desk. “You stay inside this office at all times. Do you understand?” he asked, his voice low.

Yep. Stay in the office, don’t hurt Xavier, retreat if Xavier calls for you, retreat if your phone rings.

Dallas nodded, closing his eyes. “All right… Research is yours.”

Ed opened his eyes, rolling his shoulders back. The right one strained against the movement, but he didn’t mind too much. Dallas would feel far more of that pain than Ed ever would.

He reached out and opened the lid of Dallas’s laptop. It didn’t take long to bring up the articles of the pedophile Dallas had been referring to. Spencer Fabray, three confirmed victims, convicted on all three charges, spent less than five years in prison. Well, he certainly checked all the boxes on Dallas’s little list of requirements.

Ed grabbed a pen from the desk and leaned back in his chair, twirling the pen between his fingers. He hated being forced to follow Dallas’s little rules. When he’d still been alive, prior to his little adventure in the electric chair, there had been no rules. Ed had killed whoever the hell he wanted, and he had strung them up from trees in their own front yard. No long research process. No long confirmation of criminal actions. All he had to do back in the day was grab a young woman from the street or a young man from a bar. Easy peasy, and his hunger was fed rather quickly.

Despite Dallas’s difficulties, Ed let him have the little rules and checklists. If he didn’t, he knew Dallas would go full throttle when it came to getting rid of him, and for once, he would most likely succeed. Dallas’s previous attempts at getting rid of the ‘voice’ that had been in his head since he was a baby had been weak, hardly more advanced than ignoring Ed and refusing to respond to him.

If Dallas really set out to get rid of Ed, he’d finally find out that the murderous ‘voice’ in his head wasn’t the most trustworthy source of information. Years ago, Ed had told Dallas they were bound together because he had been born at the same exact moment Ed had died. Though the time aspect was true, give or take a few seconds, they weren’t bound together in the slightest. A little bit of an exorcism and ghost warding would keep Ed away forever.

Of course, Dallas–poor, stupid Dallas–had no damn idea Ed was a ghost rather than ‘a voice’ left over from life. The bastard didn’t even know he was psychic, thanks to Ed’s artful lies over the years. So long as Ed continued to follow the rules, so long as he poked and prodded Dallas without crossing any lines, Dallas would continue to be oblivious to his abilities, and Ed would continue to be able to kill people well into his afterlife. He wouldn’t get that from another psychic, and forging a deep connection with a non-psychic would take too long to be worth it.

So he’d put up with Dallas’s rules and checklists. They kept Ed as ‘alive’ as one could be after their state-ordered execution had been carried out. Unless he found a guaranteed way to be in control of Dallas forever, his current situation would simply have to be good enough.

***

Dallas opened his eyes, lifting his head a moment later.

Spencer Fabray. Got his registered sex offender address for you.

“For you,” Dallas corrected.

Ed laughed. Come on, Tex. You know you like holding that blade in your hand almost as much as I do.

Dallas knew better than to contest that point. Though he believed Ed had a big damn part in his ‘like’ for the research, the blade, the actual killing, and the displaying of the body. Dallas had never hurt a living soul–human, animal, or otherwise–until he had finally caved beneath Ed’s constant promise that he would make sure Dallas’s father could never lay a hand on him or Xavier ever again. Dallas didn’t know much, but he knew he wasn’t evil for caving.

Ed was evil. Ed was a monster. Dallas had simply allowed the situation to play to his advantage. Unfortunately, he knew now that Ed had done the same.

“After we take out this guy, you gotta leave me alone long enough for me and Bo to solve this case, man. It’s hard enough masking your bullshit around other people when you aren’t constantly in my ear.”

That sorta sounds like a YOU problem, Tex. But, hey, I’ll do you a solid and relax as soon as my hunger gets fed. I’m not going anywhere by any means, but I’ll stop threatening to kill the little blonde.

“And Xavier.”

Now, where’s the fun in that?

Dallas closed his eyes, scrubbing his hands over his face. “You’ve known him literally his whole fucking life.”

Yes, and I’ve thus far done you the favor of only SPEAKING about wanting to kill him instead of physically acting on it. I can switch the two around if you prefer.

“No,” Dallas whispered.

Good. We’re bonded together, Tex. You and me are in this ‘life’ thing together. We’re in this little balancing act TOGETHER. The less you throw a shit fit about it, the easier it will be.

“Alternatively, the less you threaten to kill my brother with my fucking hands, the easier it will be.”

Ed chuckled. Potentially. But I wouldn’t be having nearly as much fun that way.

Dallas shook his head. Not responding to Ed was his best choice. It almost always was, despite how often Ed eventually managed to wear down his resolve and get him to respond.

“Dallas?”

“Yeah?”

“Do you know someone named Bo Austen?” Xavier asked from the hall.

“Yeah. Why?”

“He’s at the door, says you offered the couch to him.”

“Be there in a sec, bud. Thanks.” Dallas pushed himself to his feet, grabbing his phone from the desk. He checked his text messages, finding one from Bo. I don’t recall responding to this.

Oops. Sorry, did I break the rules? Ed asked.

Dallas rolled his eyes, shoving his phone into his pocket. If he managed to get rid of Ed tomorrow, it still wouldn’t be soon enough. He unlocked his office door and made his way to the foyer. Bo stood there, a duffle bag held in his hands. “Hey, man. You find your way over okay?”

“Yes. I apologize for alarming your brother. He seemed… concerned.”

“Don’t worry about it. That’s on me. Totally forgot to tell him you’d be coming over.” Dallas cleared his throat. “If you wanna kick off your shoes, I’ll give you a quick tour.”

“Oh, that’s okay. I don’t want to be a bother. The couch is fine.”

“What if you need water? Or a bathroom break?”

“I’ll manage.”

“Nah. Not a bother, Austen. I promise.”

After a moment, Bo nodded. He kicked off his shoes and adjusted his grip on his bag. “Okay. Following you.”

Dallas cocked his head to the side. “ ‘Following you’. Did you pick that up from me?”

Bo glanced up at him, meeting his eyes for little more than a second. “As I said, I eventually mimic the people I care enough about to do it. As you are putting forth a genuine effort to befriend me in your way, I am putting forth a genuine effort to do it… in my way.”

“Well, I’m honored.”

Bo smiled faintly. “I’m glad.” He cleared his throat. “Following you.”

“Of course. This way.” Dallas led the way to the living room. “Here’s the couch. Feel free to set your things down here before we take the rest of the thrilling tour.”

“As the house didn’t appear to be a mansion from the outside, I feel I’m safe in the assumption that ‘thrilling’ is sarcasm.”

Dallas chuckled. “Yes.”

“Good.” Bo waved a hand between them. “Same page.” After setting his things down on the couch, he tucked his hands behind his back. “Where to next?”

We could take him to the basement, Tex. It could be fun, huh?

Dallas cleared his throat. “Kitchen. This way.”

“Do you cook often?” Bo asked, following several steps behind Dallas.

“I’m not great at it, but I do cook. Do you?”

“Yes and no. I enjoy cooking and baking, but I generally don’t do it on my own. But when I do cook on my own, I’m still good at it.”

Dallas laughed. “I don’t think you realize how savage you are sometimes.”

“Savage?”

“Yeah. Umm… sort of like bluntly stating opinions or facts. No sugar-coating.”

“Is that a bad thing?”

“Well, for some people. I just think it’s funny. Like, it brings genuine joy to my life, man.”

Bo offered a smile. “I’m glad. Who may it be a bad thing to?”

“People who are looking to be harmed or offended by what other people say. People who don’t know that you mean no harm. People who don’t get you.”

“In conclusion, most people.”

“That’s usually how it is,” Xavier said. Dallas turned to face his brother. “People who don’t know you have a harder time gauging what you mean and stuff. Like, I understand what Dallas means when he talks more than I’ll ever understand anyone else. And he understands what I mean more than anyone else will ever understand me.”

After a moment, Bo nodded. “That’s how Mister A is for me. I understand the intent behind most of what he says, regardless of his expression or tone.”

“It’s cool you have someone like that. Helps give you a baseline of your normal.” Xavier stuck out a hand. “Now that I’m not so weird, I’m Xavier.”

Bo untucked his hands and grabbed Xavier’s. “I’m Bo. I’m the forensic analyst that’s been assigned the task of babysitting your brother at the station.”

“Oh, dude, that’s awesome. You have a babysitter?”

“That is technically one of the titles he’s allowed to have,” Dallas said.

Xavier laughed. “Ugh, that’s awesome.” He stepped past Dallas and pulled open the refrigerator. “Do you like Pepsi, Bo?”

“Umm, yes, sure.”

“Sweet.” Xavier handed a pop to Bo and grabbed another for himself. As the door swung shut, Xavier pointed the can at Dallas. “Your tour’s boring. I’m giving him a tour of the rest of the house.”

Dallas smiled. “Go for it. Have fun.”

“Come on, Bo. I’ll show you the non-boring rooms.” Bo followed Xavier out of the kitchen without any complaint.

Well, you know what they say.

Dallas shook his head, closing his eyes.

Birds of a feather flock together. That must apply to freaks too, huh?

“Fuck you,” Dallas whispered.

Aww, Tex, come on. It’s not like I’m calling YOU a freak. Just your freakishly abnormal baby brother.

Dallas wrapped a hand around his wrist, fingernails biting into his skin. He knew damn well what Ed’s end goal was. It was easier for him to take unapproved control of Dallas when he was angry. As it stood, with two lives to endanger in his home, he planned on preventing that unauthorized control for as long as he could.

What’s wrong, Tex? Did I bully you into not responding again?

You bully me INTO responding, not out of it, in case you’ve forgotten.

Mm. Fair, I suppose. Still, you’re being pretty unfair, Tex.

Dallas couldn’t fight back the chuckle that fell past his lips. Wow, damn good joke, Ed.

Imagine for a moment that, after you died, you were stuck in some human’s body, and instead getting to be who you were before, you had to listen to his absurdly boring conversations with his freakishly boring brother every single day, and DESPITE that, you’re still not allowed to have control to do the one fun thing you enjoy every once and a while.

Well, first, I’d be honored to listen to those ‘boring’ conversations, since I’m not a murderous, emotionless monster like you were. Second, I let you have plenty of fun, and I let you indulge in it far more often than I should.

Oh, grow up. We’ve hardly killed anyone.

‘Hardly’ would be a laughable statement if the fact that it was a lie didn’t hurt so badly. Including his father and the two men in Texas Ed had killed after getting Dallas drunk enough to take full control of him, Dallas’s hands were covered with the blood of thirty-five people. ‘Hardly’ was far from the truth.

Dallas managed to take some solace in the fact that the overwhelming majority of those thirty-five people had been well-vetted criminals that he had agreed to let Ed kill. He managed to take solace in the fact that if he hadn’t bargained with Ed, it would’ve been thirty-five innocent lives instead. Thirty-five–or thereabouts–dead criminals sounded much better in his mind than thirty-five dead innocents, plus the innocents the criminals would’ve continued wreaking havoc upon.

If he didn’t take solace in something, he’d lose control of everything that made him Dallas Silver instead of Ed Lincoln.


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Books & Badges – Thirty-Eight

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Russell dropped into his desk chair, another fresh cup of coffee in his hand. He took a sip, drawing in a deep breath as he set the mug down. Though he’d been at the station for a whopping six hours, he hadn’t accomplished much. He had started out his very early morning by calling the owners of the three missing guns. Of course, none of them had answered his call, which had been his hope in the first place. He needed the calls out of his way, but he hadn’t been ready to speak to another human being. Hell, he wasn’t sure when he’d be ready to speak to another person that morning.

He had left a message for all three men, including his name and number at the station. Afterward, he had spent a few hours combing through Lauren’s case file, through Vincent’s. Comparing them to find the similarities versus the differences had proven itself a difficult task, but he had managed. It hadn’t brought any new discoveries to light, but he was happy to have done it just to make sure.

Now, he had to move onto yet another difficult task: watching the traffic cam footage near Luaren’s home to see if any of the cameras caught the person who had tampered with her car.

Russell didn’t give a shit what Abby Clouse and Derek Jordan believed. Lauren hadn’t taken out her own ignition cable, and on the incredibly off chance she had, she wouldn’t have done it so he had a reason to pick her up from the house. She wouldn’t have needed a reason. Sam had never been jealous of Russell. He was certain of that. Abby and Derek’s bullshit wouldn’t change his opinion. Hell, it wouldn’t change his knowledge.

“Russ?”

He closed his eyes for a moment. “Morning, Emey.”

Emelia cleared her throat, crossing her arms over her chest as she leaned back against the corner of the desk. “I shouldn’t have told Loo without coming to you first. You should’ve been the one to tell him, and I’m sorry for that.”

“Thank you.”

She nodded. “What’re you working on today?”

“Sifting through traffic cam footage.”

“Do you need help?”

Russell offered a smile. “I’ll be fine, Emey. Besides, you and Andy have a case to work, too. I’ll handle this one.”

Emelia watched him for several seconds before nodding. “All right. You’ll let me know if you need something?”

“Sure, Emey. I’ll let you know.”

“Good,” she whispered. She gave his arm a tight squeeze and pushed herself away from his desk. “Good luck, Russ.”

“Thank you.”

“No problem.” Emilia walked away without complaint or question. Russell considered himself thankful for that. There were a lot of things he could put up with that day. Fielding questions from Emilia wasn’t one of them.

Russell let out a breath, turning back toward his computer. While he waited for the gun owners to get back to him, he’d start with the traffic cam footage forNovember twenty-fourth. If it turned up nothing, he’d move to the days leading up to it, up until the very damn moment that he found the bastard who pulled the ignition cable from Lauren’s car.

***

Though Russell had been a homicide cop for quite some time and a cop for even longer, he had never been more thankful that a house was near a traffic camera than he was that Friday. While watching the footage for November twenty-second, the Sunday before Lauren had been shot, he found exactly what he’d been looking for.

At five AM that Sunday morning, a car had turned onto the road and parked two houses away from Lauren’s place. The driver had gotten out, jogged back to Lauren’s, pulled out the ignition cable, and pulled open the passenger side door. Russell assumed that was when the bastard had tucked it into the glovebox. The driver had jogged back to the car, gotten in, and driven away.

In under five minutes, Lauren’s car had been rendered incapable of going anywhere but the driveway.

Rusell put in the parameters to save the five minute section of the clip to his computer. He tapped over to his email and sent it to Ellie with a request to estimate the height on the bastard. Or, ‘the suspect’, as he chose to detail the man in his email. He knew it would take Ellie more than a minute or two to get around to his email. There had been a homicide late the night before, and Ellie was most likely still busy processing evidence.

So while he waited, he wrote down the license plate number of the vehicle and ran it through the system.

Marilyn Briggs. Russell expanded the alert at the bottom of his screen, shoulders sinking. The car had been reported stolen the same day it had driven past Lauren’s place. Dispatch had received the call about the stolen vehicle around six PM on the twenty-second. Apparently, Marilyn and her husband had been gone all day, returning from an early supper in her husband’s car.

The car had never been found.

Russell leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest. How many damn cases would he have to work through before he found this guy?

***

Standing outside the Briggs’s house, Russell knocked on the door. It wasn’t long before a woman opened it. “Can I help you?”

Russell smiled, holding up his badge. “Detective Russell Steele. Last year, you reported your car stolen. I was wondering if you’d be willing to answer a few questions about that.”

“Is there still a point? It’s been almost a year, and this is the first follow-up with me.”

“The… first?”

Marilyn nodded. “There were cops that spoke to me when I reported it, and then it was transferred to a burglary and robbery detective, and that was… it.” She raised a brow, crossing her arms over her chest. “Is it you?”

“No, ma’am. I’m a homicide cop.” Russell cleared his throat, tucking his badge back into his pocket.

“Homicide?”

“Yes, ma’am. I’m investigating the murder of one of our own. I’ve traced a connection back to a separate case, where a traffic cam caught your car in the vicinity of… we’ll say a crime scene. You and your husband were out for the day. This around five AM on the day you reported the car missing. I know you were not driving it, but I would love to know if you have anything that could lead me away from the drawing board.”

“Maybe. I-I can see what I can do.” She took a step back. “Would you like to come in for coffee?”

“I would love that, thank you.”

“Of course. Come on in, Detective.”

***

Russell’s phone dinged with a text as he walked into the station.

Theo: Lunch?

Russell: Yes please. Need me to come get you?

Theo: Yes. Unless you wanted to eat in the parking lot again. Then you can bring food?

Theo: But only if you let me pay you for my share.

A little smile tugged at one corner of Russell’s mouth.

Russell: I’m heading out now. Throw some food ideas my way. Be there soon.

***

Russell helped Theodore onto the hood of his car before lifting himself up to sit beside him. “Two slices of Casey’s pizza and a large pop.”

Theodore smiled. “Thank you,” he said, grabbing the bag and the pop from him.

“No problem.” Russell took a sip of his own pop. “How’s today gone so far?”

“Not bad. We’re preparing for a book signing and book reading, so that’s cool. Local author, indie release. Pretty exciting.” Theodore smiled. “For a book nerd, anyway.”

“That’s cool as hell, even for a dumb cop.”

“That’s not what I meant.”

Russell smiled. “I know, Theo. I don’t mean you said it. You’d never say anything like that about me. My favorite cop hater was at Casey’s.”

“I’m sorry, Russ.”

“It’s all right. I’m used to it.” He leaned back against his windshield, letting out a sigh. “How was breakfast?”

“Good. Your friends should teach you to cook.”

Russell laughed, holding his cup on his chest. “They should, yeah. But that’d be much less fun than having you teach me.”

Theodore looked back at him. “Why’s that?”

“My friends totally wouldn’t hold my hand to stir things or cut up carrots. My friends wouldn’t touch my back while we wait for the sauce to simmer long enough. They wouldn’t press little kisses to my shoulder. Those are all crucial elements to my learning process, Theo.”

Theodore chuckled. “Yeah, I’m sure they are, dickhead.”

Russell smiled at him, teeth and all. That felt damn good. “Hey, speaking of my learning process, after Vera goes to bed tonight, and after I fix your shoulder, you should teach me to make a desert.”

“Are you sure you’re up to that?”

“Yeah. I need tonight to be focused on anything but this case before I become a fucking conspiracy theorist.”

Theodore’s brow furrowed, but he didn’t push the statement. “Okay. What kind of dessert are you thinking?”

“Brownies.”

“I’m pretty sure I’ve already taught you how to make brownies.”

“And I’m pretty sure there’s more than one type of brownie.”

Theodore chuckled. “Okay, brownies it is. You’ll have to tell me what kind you’d like before my shift ends. I’ll have Gina take me to the grocery store.”

“Or we can go together.”

“Your shift ends after mine.”

“Yeah. I’ll just be on call for the first two hours or so. Unless, Godforbid, another cop gets shot, I won’t be called in.”

“Okay. You… can pick me up here at five.”

“Lookin’ forward to it.” Russell sat up, laying a hand on Theodore’s knee. “Can you pick out the recipe, or should I? Shit, that sounded condescending, didn’t it?”

“No, I get it. I normally can’t choose stuff because I’m not used to being in control. Not condescending at all.” Theodore patted his hand. “You wanna talk about station stuff? Or just brownies and bookstores?”

“Brownies and bookstores work great for me.”

Theodore smiled, giving his hand a tight squeeze. “Sounds good to me, Russ.”


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Books & Badges – Chapter Thirty-Seven

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Theodore paused his recording of Lucifer and grabbed his cane from where it leaned against the end table. He pushed himself off the couch, letting out a breath as he made his way to the door. After unlocking it and pulling it open, he found himself staring at a freshly showered Russell. “Hey.”

The detective smiled. “Hey.”

“Do you wanna come in?”

Russell held up a bag. “Tupperware, food for breakfast. I’m heading into the station, getting started early. I can’t sleep anyway, so I might as well make my time useful.”

“You made breakfast?”

“No, I watched while my friend made breakfast before heading back to his place. I just wanted to make sure you could have something homemade, even if you were in a bit of pain in the morning.”

“That’s sweet of the both of you.” Theodore wrapped a hand around Russell’s arm and pressed a kiss to his cheek. “You wanna carry them in for me?”

“Sure can.” Russell stepped inside, kicking off his shoes as Theodore closed the door. “Figured since it was only a little past two, you’d still be awake.”

“You figured correctly. I was watching Lucifer.”

“I missed the majority of the first season when it was airing. Work gets in the way of a lot of shows.” He smiled. “Maybe after we finish Nurse Jackie, you’ll watch that with me, too?”

“As long as you don’t mind that I’ve already seen it.”

“Not at all.”

“Perfect.” Theodore followed Russell into the kitchen. “Are you sure you don’t want to stay, try and get some sleep? You said it yourself, Russell. It’s barely past two in the damn morning.”

“I’m sure. I can’t sleep, so…” Russell shrugged. In silence, he put the food containers in the refrigerator. “The more progress I make before Halloween, the more my night is dedicated to you and Vera. I-I don’t expect to solve the case before then. It rarely happens that way, but you guys deserve as much of my attention as I can offer. I’ll be able to offer the most of it if I’ve made some more progress before then.”

“If you think that’s best, I won’t argue over it.”

“Thank you.” Russell laid his hands on Theodore’s cheeks. “I’m doing my best not to be distant. I’ve always struggled with balancing work and a personal life when I have an actual case on my desk. When that case is Vince…”

“It’s even more difficult,” Theodore filled in.

“Exactly. But I’m trying. I don’t want you to feel like I’m pushing you away or like I don’t care anymore. Because I-I do care, a lot. I’m doing my best.”

“I know you are, Russ. And I know you do. I consider myself beyond lucky that Vera and I met you. A little bit of distance hasn’t changed my opinion on that.”

“God, I like you so fucking much,” Russell whispered.

Theodore snorted. “I like you so damn much, too.” He looked down for a moment, smoothing his hands over Russell’s button-up. “Will you be over tonight for supper?”

“I’ll try to be. As long as I don’t get in any conversations with any of the cops that piss me off, yeah, I should be here.”

“Well, do your best to avoid them. They don’t deserve your time.”

“I’ll try.” Russell pressed a kiss to Theodore’s forehead. “Hopefully, I’ll see you tonight, Theo. Get yourself some sleep, enjoy breakfast, and call me if you or Vera needs a ride this morning or this afternoon. I’m always on the clock, but it doesn’t mean I have to be inside the station.”

Theodore nodded. “I’ll let you know. Good luck, Russell.”

“Thank you.” Russell stepped away, giving Theodore’s shoulder a gentle squeeze. “I still plan on fixing this tense knot here. You just have to remind me. Okay?”

“Deal. I’ll remind you.”

The detective smiled. “Perfect. See you soon, Theo.”

***

Theodore was still busy warming up breakfast when Vera padded into the kitchen. “Morning, baby.”

“Morning, Daddy.” She looked around, standing up on her tiptoes to look over the island. “Just us?”

“Just us today, yeah. Russell’s gonna try and be here for supper tonight, though.”

Vera nodded. “Okay.” She tucked her hands behind her back, leaning up on her toes to get a look at the stove. “No eggs?”

“Nope. Russell’s friend made breakfast for us, and Russell brought it over this morning so we could have something a bit more… flavorful.”

Vera smiled. “Just like before Father…”

“Yeah, exactly.”

“Awesome,” Vera whispered. “Daddy?”

“Hmm?”

“Is Russell still coming out for Halloween?”

“That’s still the plan. He really wants to go with us. That’s why he’s not here today. He wanted to make a bit more progress in his case, free up Halloween for you and me.”

“Russell’s pretty awesome.”

Theodore smiled, shutting off the flame on the stove. “Yeah, I think so, too. He’s pretty darn great.”

Vera nodded. “He makes me feel safe. He keeps away the bad guys, and he protects people like you and me. I like feeling safe.”

“I do, too, baby.” Theodore reached out to tuck her hair back behind her ear. “And… you deserve to feel safe. I’m glad Russell helps make you feel that way. One of the only things I always want for you is a feeling of safety, quickly followed by a feeling of love.”

“Daddy, I always feel loved.” She reached up and poked her father’s chest. “You do that one all the time.”

“Thanks, baby.” Theodore smiled. “So, let’s get ourselves some breakfast, huh? And then we’ll go from there.”

“Sounds good, Dad.”


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S. Carved – Chapter Eleven

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Chapter Eleven

Through with the car dealer, Dallas slid back into the driver’s seat of the cruiser and handed Bo the picture of the van from the security footage. “Guy in there identified it as a 2007 Chevy Express 1500 Passenger Van. Verified it with two of his colleagues too.”

Bo nodded. “There are a few ways we could take that.

“Yeah. Check all the traffic cameras leading up to the beach, but since there wasn’t a license plate on the front or back, our only hope there is that we get a good enough shot of the driver’s face to run it through the system,” Dallas said. “Based on my experience in narcotics, that’s not likely.”

“My experience says the same, more or less.”

“Okay, so we’re on the same page again. What kind of directions do we have for options? Umm, on the case as a whole, not just the van thing. What are the options there?” Dallas asked.

“We’re still waiting on blood results from the victim, I can use the height of the railing to find out a height on our mystery driver, we can see if we can speak to the victims’ friends from school, or we can work on figuring out how to find the van.”

“Sorry, umm… his friends from school?”

“Miss Sawyer told us that one of his friends spoke of the cult. That was why her son wanted to join. She gave us the friend’s name? Along with two others” Bo prompted.

Sorry, Tex. Might’ve zoned you out a bit too much during that one.

Dallas cleared his throat. “Sorry, man. I must’ve zoned out a couple times.”

Bo nodded. “Sleep deprivation will do that to you. That’s okay. I have my notes at the station. You may look at those as much as you’d like once we get back. So maybe we should start there before we try finding the friend, in the assumption she’s alive and findable.”

“She?”

Again, Bo nodded. “Yes, she.”

“Okay, so… you think she might’ve ended up like our vic?”

“I think the LAPD would’ve found her, if that were the case. But if the cult killed Mister Sawyer–and based on what I found when I cut him open, it’s very likely that they did–there’s a chance that his friend wouldn’t have wanted to be involved in that. She spoke highly of the cult to Mister Sawyer, yes, but she was young and stupid. It’s doubtful the cult was showing her that they really were planning to kill people, her friend included.”

“And if she didn’t want to be involved, they might’ve killed her too.”

Bo nodded. “Yes. There’s also a chance she would’ve been allowed to walk free. It… depends on what kind of people make up the cult rather than the fact that they are a cult.”

“Are you defending a cult? A cult that cut a kid open and stole some of his organs?”

“No, though I do believe he agreed to that. I’m not ‘defending’ a cult. I’m insinuating that every cult isn’t inherently Charles Manson and his followers. The leaders of cults are inherently manipulative, either on their own or with the help of their religion of choice. But they aren’t all Manson or Jonestown. That’s my point.”

After a moment, Dallas nodded. It wasn’t like he had the moral high ground when it came to homicide, anyway. “All right, that’s fair. Not all cults are ‘murder everyone around us’ types, and not all of them are ‘poison our own members’ types.” He cleared his throat. “So… we can go back to the station and look up the gal’s last known address?”

Bo nodded. “I was thinking much of the same.”

“Great.” Dallas started the cruiser. “Then let’s get a move on.”

***

Back at the station, while Bo sat down in the lab to work out the height of the driver of their blue mystery van, Dallas sat at his desk. Bo had given him his notes from the Carol Sawyer interview, as well as a sticky note with the names of three of Robert Sawyer’s friends. According to Bo’s notes, only one of them had ever told Robert about the cult or urged him to join in, but Robert had been close with the other two since elementary. It seemed Carol had hoped one of them would be of ‘more use’ to the investigation than she had.

Jesus, Ed, how much of that interview were you fucking around in my head for?

Quite a bit. You know how hard it is to control my… interference when I’m hungry, Tex.

Dallas sighed, rubbing a hand over his short curls. Can you be patient? If I let you feed your ‘hunger’ as often as you’re hungry, we’d get caught in no time. Just chill the hell out, let me do my job, and we’ll find someone for you to take out. Okay?

Ed chuckled. I’ll hold you to it, Tex.

Dallas shook his head and turned toward his computer. Though Ed was going out of his way to make the job as difficult as possible, Dallas planned to put his best foot forward. If he needed to play detective, he’d play detective. If he and Bo had to play this back-and-forth on how friendly they were to each other or how much of silent treatment one gave the other, he would.

Speaking of all the things you’re willing to do, maybe you should find some addresses, Ed suggested.

Why do you care?

It’s a Saturday. We generally use our off Saturdays to research criminals for our kills. Again, I would like to kill. I am HUNGRY, Tex.

Dallas let out a breath. Patience. I want to find the addresses for these three. Then… I’ll wrap up for the day and let you do your thing.

Burke?

Too soon. If someone strings her up right after I got here, we’re gonna trip up some alarms. There’s been a pedophile in the news, just got out of prison.Once we get home, you have free reign to research him. Same as always, if I give you the reins, you leave Xavier alone. If Bo chooses to take me up on the offer of the couch, you leave HIM alone too. Deal?

Deal. I’ll even sweeten it and leave you alone until then.

Dallas sighed. Thank you.

Ed snorted his response.

Dallas closed his eyes and stretched his neck out to one side until it popped. He moved Bo’s notes off his keyboard and typed his badge number into the system. Logged in and given access, he searched for the last known address of all three people Bo had given him the names of.

He printed off the addresses and headed down to the lab. “Austen?”

Bo lifted his head. “Yes?”

“I’ve got the addresses, but I think we’ll hold off on trying to find these people until tomorrow. We’ve both put in more than enough overtime today, yeah?”

Bo offered a smile. “I’m on shift. Both of our other forensic analysts are on… vacation. I work the day shift week long until one of them returns.”

“Right,” Dallas whispered. “Do you… want to go find these people, then?”

“That’s okay. It can wait until tomorrow. I have evidence that needs to be sorted through. A West Department analyst did evidence collection at a crime scene today, but I still need to officially tag the collected items.”

“All right. You go ahead and call me if you finish that and need something to do, okay?”

“Okay.”

Dallas crossed the room and set the thin stack of papers on the table. “My couch is still open if you want a place to stay that’s not a lab or an empty house.”

“I… will continue taking that offer into consideration.”

“All right. Shoot me a text or a call if you decide to accept the offer, all right?”

Bo nodded. “I will.” He slid the papers into the open folder on the table. “Enjoy your day, Mister Silver.”

“You too, Austen.”


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S. Carved – Chapter Ten

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Chapter Ten

“I have it,” Bo assured for the sixth time as he pushed the television toward Dallas’s desk.

“Are you sure?”

Bo stopped long enough to meet Dallas’s eye. “My short stature and thin frame don’t determine my ability to roll a cart across the room, Mister Silver.”

Dallas couldn’t help but chuckle. “I know, but I feel a little useless here.”

“Well, I do believe you’re supposed to be resting that shoulder for, what, four to six weeks? For the sling, anyway. The shoulder itself will take closer to four to six months. Yes?”

“Creeper. You been Googling me?”

Bo shook his head. “I don’t need Google to know you’re in the sling because you needed surgery on the rotator cuff after that bullet ripped through it. Outside of that, I already know how long it takes to recover from that type of surgery.”

“Why? I’m assuming you haven’t been shot before.”

“No, but my adoptive mother needed surgery on her rotator cuff when I was in middle school. I helped out around the house more during that time.” Bo stopped, turning the cart so the screen of the television faced Dallas’s desk.

“Do you do that every time you talk about one of them? Make sure people know you’re adopted?” Dallas asked.

Bo grabbed the tape from the cart’s shelf, eyes on the floor. “Mostly, I suppose.”

“Do you know why?” Bo didn’t respond. Though Dallas wanted to push him on the topic, he wanted to be friends with Bo. Christ, he needed to be friends with Bo, even if the lab geek thought befriending the short and smart kid was a bad idea. He needed someone to stick to in the department, someone who would be his shield from prying eyes. A loner was easier to pick on, easier to investigate. The perfect example of that stood right in front of him.

“I don’t do it because I want or need other people to know I’m adopted,” Bo said, as if that closed more questions than it opened.

“That’s okay. You’re allowed to say things that are more for yourself than others.” Bo snorted, but he didn’t respond. “What?”

“I imagine the idea that we’re allowed to do anything for ourselves is supposed to be humorous.”

“In some cases, yeah. Not in this one. I genuinely meant it.” Dallas sat down behind his desk, finally willing to accept that Bo didn’t want his help setting anything up. “I know part of it is that you refuse to look at my face when I talk, but what’s the other part? Inability to read tone? Body language?”

“I try not to base my judgments on tone or body language. People can say something in a polite tone while being passive aggressive or rude. Why bother judging on tone when many nasty people go out of their way to make sure the only one who knows the true meaning of their words is them?” Bo pushed the security tape into the VHS player and handed the remote to Dallas. “In regards to body language, I believe the ideals of it are a good general rule of thumb, but individual people often don’t hit all the markers to judge them appropriately.”

After a moment, Dallas nodded. “All right, I get that. That’s fair. Maybe I can help you pick up some stuff with a combo of all the judgment methods.”

“Though the idea is appreciated, I don’t believe I’d be a good use of your time.”

“You think you, a human being, are a bad use of my time?”

As expected, Bo didn’t respond. Instead, he sat down in front of Dallas’s desk and pulled his notebook and pen from his satchel.

Doesn’t this get tiring, Tex? Pretending you aren’t annoyed by him just because he reminds you of Xavier? Pretending you can fix him to prove to yourself you can fix Xavier? Prove to yourself that your oddball brother will be perfectly fine once he’s out in the real world with people who aren’t forced to like him because they’re biologically bound? Aren’t you tired?

I’m not tired of anything. You don’t know me as well as your manipulative tactics pretend to.

Ed chuckled. Whatever helps you sleep at night, Tex.

With a deep inhale, Dallas pressed ‘play’ on the remote. “Should I fast forward to a specific point, or…?”

“We only asked for the footage beginning at the time of death to when he was found. If the camera caught anything, it shouldn’t take forever to have something show up,” Bo said. “But I would still advise a slight fast forward until you see someone or something on screen.”

Dallas chuckled as he pressed the fast forward button. “Thank you for giving me your honest suggestion.”

“You’re welcome.”

Dallas paused the video. “Blue van. Woulda been before our body-finder got there.”

Bo turned to look at Dallas. Actually look at him. “Body… finder?”

“Yeah, the gal on the beach?”

“I assume you got her name, yes?”

“Of course. It’s in my notes.”

“You really can’t recall names, can you?” Bo asked.

“If they aren’t a suspect or a victim, names generally go in one ear and out the other for me,” Dallas said.

“For what it’s worth, anyone could be a suspect, the ‘body-finder’ included.”

“That’s… fair.” Dallas pulled open his desk drawer and grabbed the folder Bo had started for the case. He flipped it open and searched through the papers until he found his notes. “Joyce Carter.”

“I’ll be sure to file that away in my memory for both of our convenience.”

Dallas laughed. “Deal.” He tucked the folder away and pointed to the screen. “This van driving through. That’s quite a bit before Joyce got there.”

“Yes. Can you press the pause button a few times to move it a few frames forward?”

“Yep.” Dallas did as asked. “No license plate. I have a feeling they did that for a reason.”

Bo nodded. “Yes. I have the same feeling.” A pause. “Do you know much about cars, Mister Silver?”

“A little. Pretty sure it’s a Chevy, if that’s what you’re asking.”

“It is. Thank you. I’ll look into the specifics and see if I can find a match.” Bo jotted down something before pointing at the screen with his pen. “You can press play. I doubt they’ll park where we can see the driver.”

Dallas nodded. True to assumption, the van parked close to the edge of frame, the passenger side of the vehicle facing the camera.

“Pause, pause.”

Dallas paused the video. That was by far the least monotone Bo had sounded since they’d met. “What?”

Bo leaned forward, touching a finger to the screen. “Shadow. If I get the height of the railings on this side of the parking lot, I can measure the shadow they cast in order to calculate the height of the driver.”

“Awesome. So after we’re done with this, we’ll add that to the list of shit to do, right?”

“Yes.”

Dallas watched Bo for a moment. “What’re you writing down?”

“Timestamps with minor descriptions of the image I’d like from each one for further analysis,” Bo said.

“So you must enjoy the… mathematical stuff, right?”

“Yes. I enjoy nearly every aspect of forensics, but I do enjoy the added ability to measure and work numbers into a formula to gain a solution. It’s more involved than having to wait for blood test results or wait for fingerprints. I also… just enjoy numbers.”

“Nothing wrong with liking it because you enjoy it. My brother likes astrology and astronomy just because he enjoys looking at stars and the potential connection between their alignment and a person’s personality.”

Bo clicked the end of his pen three times, eyes on the television. “If I take you up on the offer of a couch, will I get to meet your brother?”

Dallas couldn’t help but smile. So long as he didn’t mess it up, Bo genuinely considering it was a good step in the direction of friendship.

A good step in the direction of your personal innocent shield from serial killer accusations would be a more correct description of your version of ‘friendship’.

Fuck off, Ed. I’m working.

Ed laughed. That’s cute. When has that ever stopped our little chats?

Dallas rolled his eyes. Ed wasn’t worth responding to again. He rarely was. “Yeah, you’d get to meet my brother. Without locking one of you in the attic, you’d have to eventually.”

“Yes, I suppose that makes sense.” Bo cleared his throat. “You can press play again. Let’s see if we can find anything else useful.”

***

They hadn’t found anything else ‘useful’ in the security footage, but Bo had assured him there was nothing unusual about it. Hell, as Bo had phrased it: “I know it doesn’t seem like much, but it’s more than we usually end up with in the vast majority of our homicide cases. We have a good start. For your first case, that’s what you want. A good start.”

Now, they stood in the parking lot near the beach. Though Dallas wasn’t exactly useful in the process, he enjoyed watching Bo work. Everything the kid did held a certain elegance that most people didn’t have, especially in their line of work.

“Short Rib!”

Bo lifted his head, and for the first time, Dallas watched a genuine smile cross his face. A man jogged up the beach and held out a fist. Bo, despite every ounce of awkwardness and uncertainty Dallas had seen from him, bumped his own fist against it without complaint. Holding his camera out of the way, Bo leaned over the railing and hugged him.

Dallas couldn’t help but feel like the analyst he’d been trying to befriend for the last twenty-something hours had been replaced with a completely different person.

Bo pulled away and turned to Dallas, the other man’s arm wrapped loosely around his shoulder. “This is Officer Dallas Silver, the Homicide rookie I’m ‘babysitting’ for the time being.”

The man chuckled and lifted a hand. “Homicide detective Russ Chase.”

“Oh, you’re the detective.”

“Short Rib’s BFF? Hell yeah.”

“Well… that… is a bit extreme,” Bo said.

“Pff. Whatever.” Gently, Russ pushed Bo a step forward and laid his hands on the railing. “So since you’re both here, I imagine you’re working that beach homicide. And Silver here must be Tessa’s new officer to work.”

“Tessa?” Dallas asked.

“Burke.”

Now we have a first AND last name, Tex.

Dallas cleared his throat. “Yeah, I’m playing detective.”

Russ nodded. “Sorry, man. All the hard work without any of the damn credit. But Loo knows about Tessa’s bullshit, so you’ll make detective in no time.” He laid a hand on Bo’s shoulder. “She’s not bothering you, right?”

Bo shook his head. “No. She still has an officer or two to bother. Besides, I don’t think I’m her taste.”

Russ chuckled. “Well, I’ll hope you’re not. I’m gonna let you guys get back to crime scene stuff, I’m gonna get back to beach stuff.” He back-handed Bo’s shoulder. “Return my texts, shithead.”

Bo laughed. “I only don’t because it annoys you. I’ll respond tonight.”

Thank you, shit.” Russ met Dallas’s eyes, lifting a hand again. “Good meeting you, man.”

“You too.” Dallas’s gaze shifted to Bo as the detective walked away. “I have questions.”

“I eventually learn to mimic the behavior of certain people I care about enough to do it. Russ is one of them,” Bo said.

“It’s just mimicking?”

“I don’t know. I suppose that depends on who you ask.”

“Why do you think it’s mimicking?”

“The difference around him versus away from him is quite stark, yes? That’s why I think it.”

“Maybe your true self is only comfortable coming out from that… monotone exterior when you trust the person enough to be certain they’re not gonna hurt you for being you.”

Bo watched him for a moment. “Maybe.” He squatted down in front of the railing and stretched out his tape measure again.

Dallas cleared his throat, stuffing his free hand into his pocket. “It’s not something a lot of people want to talk about, but have you tried therapy?”

“Yes. It hasn’t worked well for me in the past, and as it stands, I would rather be this… monotone shell.”

“I did not call you a shell.”

“No, but I know I am.” Bo met Dallas’s eyes, hesitantly offering a smile. “I appreciate your willingness to… befriend me or help me, but you don’t have to do either. If you want a friend to fit in, you don’t want it to be me.”

“Wh-why would you think I wanted you as a friend to fit in?” Dallas asked.

“You’re new to the department, and a cop with a friend in the department appears more stable than one by himself, one unwilling to ‘mingle’. The more stable you seem, the more likely Loo is not to give you an actual partner.”

“That’s not…”

“It’s okay. I don’t mind. But it’s okay if you only try to befriend me around others. I also don’t mind if we aren’t best friends one hundred percent of the time,” Bo said.

Dallas wanted to argue the point, but Bo had almost hit the nail on the end. Dallas did want a friend in the department to appear stable, and he did want to make sure their lieutenant didn’t give him a partner with a badge. But his reason for befriending Bo was two fold: he reminded Dallas of his little brother, though far more… awkward, and Dallas really did need a shield from the prying eyes of a bunch of homicide cops.

Without lying through his teeth, arguing the point was impossible.

I don’t mind being friendly to you regardless of how many people we’re surrounded by,” Dallas finally said.

“So long as you don’t mind it, I will do my best to avoid suggesting that you do.”

“I appreciate that.”

Bo nodded and jotted something down in his notebook. “Well, I have what I need. We can head back to the station whenever you’re ready.”

“Mmhmm. You wanna tag along to a car dealership? I figure I could ask one of them what kind of van that might be.”

“I’ll come with, but I’d like to stay in the car, if you don’t mind.”

“Not at all. Only one of us is required to play detective. I’m just dragging you along.”

One corner of Bo’s mouth lifted as he tucked his camera back into its bag. “Yes, I suppose that’s true. Though as your babysitter, it’s partially my job to allow you to drag me along, lest I put my foot down instead.” He zipped up his bag and lifted the strap over his shoulder as he rose to his feet. “Unfortunately, there’s no need to put a stop to the car salesman visit. So… vamoose.” Dallas smiled, but he did his best to bite back his chuckle. Bo always seemed to figure out the hilarity of his statements whenever Dallas chuckled, based on nothing more than the blonde’s slight shift in expression afterward. For now, Dallas just wanted Bo to hold onto the real him left over from his little reunion with his detective. Dallas didn’t want to be the one to ruin it.


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Books & Badges – Chapter Thirty-Six

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After lunch with Theodore, which had turned out to mostly be a long hug on the hood of his car with Theodore instead, Russell had headed back to the station. Now, he sat at his desk, flipping through Lauren’s folder. Sam had told him that they couldn’t remember if they had told the cops about the missing ignition cable or not. For obvious reasons, they had been grieving, and their mind had been foggy for months following the shooting. Russell hadn’t been able to fault Sam for that.

When it came to the case file, there was no mention of a missing ignition cable. There was no mention of the car past the fact that they had checked it for Lauren’s detective badge. The problem was the lack of information. Had Sam told the cops about the ignition cable and they chose not to write it down? Or had Sam forgotten to tell them?

Russell pushed himself to his feet, folder in hand. He made his way back to a set of desks and dropped the folder in front of the only detective seated there.

She stared at him for a moment before looking down at the file. “What’re you doing with this case?”

“Working my case. You and Derek checked Lauren’s car for her police badge. You knew the car hadn’t started that morning. You ever bother to find out why?” Russell asked.

“The ‘why’ wasn’t our biggest concern, Russ. Cars stop working all the time for non ominous reasons.”

“Missing ignition cable.”

“Yeah, Sam told us that.”

“They…?” Russell couldn’t help the scoff that fell from his lips. “You knew and didn’t even bother to write it down?”

“It wasn’t something we wasted our time looking into. Lauren knew cars, Russell. If she had been concerned about why she couldn’t start the damn car, she would’ve told someone. She would’ve told you.”

“She didn’t check why it wouldn’t start. She called me to come get her.”

“She told Sam she didn’t check why it wouldn’t start.” She cleared her throat, closing the file. “Russell, do you know why we started looking into you as a suspect?”

“Because Lauren and I used to sleep together.”

“Mm. And because that ignition cable was found in the glovebox of her car when we were searching for her badge on the night of the shooting. She removed the cable, Russell. She wanted a reason for you to come pick her up.”

“I picked her up from the house nearly every damn day, even when the car was working,” Russell said through his teeth.

“Yeah, and maybe Sam was starting to get a little jealous, so maybe Lauren needed an excuse.”

Russell snatched the folder from her desk. “Fuck you. Sam wasn’t jealous that I slept with Lauren before they ever even met each other. You bastards just needed a suspect so it looked like you were working the case instead of sleeping around.”

She snorted, shaking her head. “Careful, Russ. I’d hate for you to need another mandatory ‘vacation’ from work.”

“Fuck. you.” He pointed at her with the case file in his hand. “If this ignition cable turns out to be something, and it will, I swear to God, I will have you and Derek fired.”

“Good luck, Russ. Convincing Loo of your delusions? Good luck.”

***

Russell had accomplished next to nothing throughout the workday. Aside from his conversation with Detective Clouse pissing him off, his mind had been foggy all day, and his headache had kicked his ass most of the afternoon and into the evening.

He had made the executive decision not to go over to Theodore’s. In combination with his anger, his anxiety sat on his chest heavier than it had in damn near two years. He couldn’t handle Theodore and Vera that evening. Or, more appropriately, they didn’t deserve to have to handle him.

The knock at the door surprised him, to say the least. He liked Theodore, he really did, but it would still be nice to get a heads-up before he and Vera dropped by. He at least wanted a choice in the matter.

Russell pushed himself to his feet and made his way to the door. After unlocking it, he pulled it open. “Andrew?”

The man in question smiled. “Hey. Hope you don’t mind me dropping by, but you looked like hell today. And after this morning, I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”

“I’m all right. You… can still come in, though, if you’d like.”

“Awesome. I brought snacks and games.”

Russell stepped to the side, allowing the man into his house. “Just you, huh?”

“Em’s staying with her friend tonight. The one that was in the hospital for the burns?”

“Helping her out?”

“Yeah. Her family headed back home, but…” Andrew shook his head. “Imagine being all by yourself after that kind of thing. Being in that kind of pain with no one there for you?”

Russell nodded, clearing his throat as he closed the door. “Yeah. It’s good Emey’s there for her.” He rested his head against the wall. “Is that ‘cause of me?”

“What?”

“That you guys are having a night apart? Or is it just because of the friend?”

Andrew laid a hand on Russell’s shoulder. “Em and I are fine. I talked to her about you, but we didn’t fight over it. We had a discussion, and her friend called her while we were in the middle of making supper. We agreed that she’d go over there and I’d finish up food and bring some of it for you and I to have. We’re fine, Russ. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Russell closed his eyes, laying a hand over Andrew’s. “Thank you. And… I’m sorry. It’s been a long fuckin’ day.” He offered a smile. “Guess I’m reverting back to the me that thinks everything’s my fault.”

“Your father was a piece of shit, and none of it was your fault.”

“Thank you.”

“Of course.” Andrew kicked off his shoes. “Come on. Let’s get some food warmed up for you and me before we plug in the Xbox and take out the day on Left 4 Dead.

One corner of Russell’s mouth quirked up. “Sounds good to me, Andy.”

***

After supper and two levels of Left 4 Dead, Andrew cleared his throat, eyes still on the television. “So, do you wanna talk about today?”

“What about today?” Russell asked, fingers tightening briefly on the controller.

“I saw you talking to Clouse.”

“What about her?”

“I know she’s one of the detectives who worked Lauren’s case.”

“Yeah. I was investigating my case.”

“Of course, which also means you were talking to the woman who insinuated you killed Lauren.”

“Also true.”

Andrew cleared his throat. “I’ll rephrase. Wanna talk about anything you found out about the case?”

“Now that, I can talk about.” Russell shifted on the couch, pulling a leg to his chest. “Uh, did I tell you why Lauren was walking that day?”

“No.”

“Her car wouldn’t start.”

“Do you know why?” Andrew asked.

“Yeah. Missing ignition cable. Sam found out eventually, when they had a mechanic look at it after Lauren’s death. So… I talked to Clouse to see if Sam had ever told them about the ignition cable. Clouse says they did, but nothing was looked into. Apparently, the cops or the forensics or… I don’t know. Either way, someone else had found the ignition cable in the glovebox of the car the night of the shooting. So, uh… they assumed she did it so that she had a reason for me to come pick her up without making Sam jealous.”

“Sam was never jealous of you.”

“Yeah, well, tell that to Clouse. Apparently, that’s the whole reason she and Derek cooked up the idea that I gunned Lauren down. Because whoever tampered with her car put the fuckin ignition cable in the glovebox.” Russell cleared his throat. “I wanted to accomplish a hell of a lot more today, but Clouse ruined every damn idea I had, every plan I had. She wished me luck with convincing Loo of my, and I quote, ‘delusions’.”

“Jesus Christ. I hate that woman.”

“You and me both. I’ve tolerated her previously, but if the missing ignition cable turns anything up for me, I’m getting her and Derek fired. If this turns up something, then these fuckers could’ve put the guy in jail a long time ago, and they could’ve stopped him from killing Vince, too.”

“If it turns out that you can find this guy because of the ignition cable, I’ll be right there at your side to make sure those fuckers never work at our station again, brother.”

Russell leaned to the side just long enough to touch his head to Andrew’s shoulder. “Thank you, Andy.”

“My pleasure, Russ.”


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S. Carved – Chapter Nine

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Chapter Nine

After Carol Sawyer had collected herself, she invited Dallas and Bo inside. Now they sat in her living room, each of them armed with a single cup of coffee. Bo sat beside Dallas on the couch, an open notebook on his lap and a pencil poised and ready for note-taking. For that, Dallas considered himself thankful. His partner in Narcotics had always hated taking notes, had always passed it off to Dallas–not that he entirely minded–but with his dominant hand out of commission, he appreciated Bo’s willingness to be the designated note-taker.

“Miss Sawyer, when is the last time you physically saw your son?” Bo asked.

“Saw? The, uh… the day before he turned eighteen.”

“Why’s that?” Dallas asked.

“He’d been obsessed with this group of people for… years. Two or three, I think. One of his friends at school was a member, and he wanted to join the group too. I told him time and time again that he wouldn’t be joining some group of self-proclaimed cannibals while he was living under my roof. So the very day he turned eighteen, he packed up his things and got the hell out while at work. I haven’t seen him since.”

“Self-proclaimed… cannibals?”

Carol nodded. “That’s what I gathered from Rob, anyway. When he was trying to get my permission to let him join this… group of freaks, he explained some of it to me. I don’t know if they ever actually did it, but I remember him telling me that they believed eating human organs would give them strength. I can’t say they actually ate them, but I can say that’s what they believed in.”

Dallas glanced over at Bo’s notebook. Much to his surprise, the analyst had kept up with notes just fine. They were in some kind of vowel-less shorthand, but he was right on track. Dallas took a sip of his coffee before looking back at Carol again. “When was the last time you heard from your son? A text message, a phone call… Anything of the sort?”

“He called me on his twenty-first birthday. I was at work, so the call went through to voicemail.”

“He left you a message, then?”

Carol nodded. “Yeah. He wanted to let me know how happy he was to be with them. He said he felt at peace, felt… he finally had a purpose in the world.” She shook her head, closing her eyes. “He called me from a payphone. I couldn’t even call him back and try to talk some sense into him. Not that that… ever worked before, but still, a mother hopes.” She opened her eyes, clasping her hands in front of her mouth. “Did those bastards kill my little boy?”

“We can’t say that for certain, ma’am. We’re still in the beginning stages of this investigation, but I assure you we will explore every possibility to find the person or persons responsible for your son’s death.” Dallas cleared his throat. “I just have a few more questions for you, whenever you’re ready.”

***

As they walked down Carol Sawyer’s driveway, Dallas pulled his keys from his pocket. “I know we didn’t get a cult name or anything, but now we have confirmation that he was involved in a cult. That’s a good step forward.” He unlocked the cruiser before looking down at Bo. “Are you okay with admitting that? Or is it too much of an assumption?

Bo grabbed the handle of the passenger door, a small frown set on his face. “Are you mocking me?”

“No. God, no. If talking about it like it’s a fact bothers you, I wanna avoid doing it, that’s all. The closer we are to the same page in our investigation, the smoother things’ll go. In my experience, anyway.”

“In mine, as well,” Bo said quietly. He pulled open the door, clearing his throat. “No, it’s not an assumption. Despite their distance now, her son lived with her until the day he turned eighteen. He spoke of this cult. He requested her permission to join it previous to society-proclaimed adulthood. He called her to tell her how much he loved being a part of the cult. If it wasn’t a fact, it is instead the most elaborate prank to play one’s mother I have ever seen. Calling it a fact doesn’t bother me when it is a fact.”

One corner of Dallas’s mouth lifted. “Good to know, Austen.” He opened the driver’s side door of the cruiser. “Where do we go from here?”

“There are many options for which direction you would like to go.” Bo slid into the car and closed the door.

Dallas let out a breath. He’d need to get better at wording his questions in a way that would get a more direct answer from Bo on the first try.

Or we could kill him and be assigned a new lab geek, one that’s less… Oh, let’s be kind and say ‘complicated’.

Or you could go fuck yourself.

Ed laughed.

Dallas rolled his eyes and slid into the driver’s seat, closing the door behind him. “Where do you think your favorite officer would’ve gone from here in terms of… the next step in the investigation?”

“That would’ve been mostly dependent on the case and what we had accomplished prior to this specific point. Like I said, there are many directions we can go with our next step. For instance, I’m still waiting on blood test results from the victim. I already know he died from blood loss, but if we know what he was injected with prior to that, we may have a better clue as to what kind of person had access to what he was injected with.”

Starting the car, Dallas glanced over at Bo. “What do you mean by that? Uh, the ‘what kind of person had access’ bit.”

“Apologies. Was he injected with something only a veterinarian has access to? Only a doctor? Or was it something you can make? Something you can buy anywhere? If not everyone has easy access to the drug, it helps us narrow down who we’re looking for.”

“Ah, yeah, a fair point, man.” Dallas reached across with his left hand to punch Bo’s shoulder. Bo flinched away, though the look his face read as confusion rather than pain or fear. “Sorry. That was playful. I was about to follow that with the thought that I’m glad to have you as my partner.”

“Playful,” Bo echoed. He nodded once and turned to look out the window.

Dallas let out a breath. Forging a friendship with the short blonde would be a hell of a lot harder than he had initially planned for. Shifting into drive, he pulled away from the curb. “Were you homeschool, Austen?”

“No, I attended public school for the entirety of my schooling career.”

“What were your friends like?”

“There were none?”

“Not even one?”

“No. I had kids that were slightly kinder to me when they forced me to do their homework than other kids were, but that was the general extent of it. It’s one thing to befriend the short kid or the smart kid who skipped a couple grades. It’s another thing entirely to befriend the kids who is both. I could fit in lockers and do all of their homework. You don’t befriend that kid. You make that kid do the assignments you don’t want to do on your own and threaten to lock him in a locker if he doesn’t.”

“Jesus,” Dallas whispered. “I’m sorry your schooling experience, umm… was far from the best.”

“It’s the hand I’ve been dealt, and it’s the one I’m used to. I was prepared for it long before I got to school.”

“Because of your mom?”

“I’d prefer not to discuss it.”

“Yeah, man, of course.” Dallas cleared his throat. “We, uh, we can still watch that security footage together, yeah?”

“Yes.”

“Great. Downstairs?”

“We would have to bring one of the televisions down. Those are upstairs for the officers and detectives.”

“Are they, like, trying to corral you guys? You don’t get computers, you don’t get TVs… Why not?”

“It isn’t in the budget. We have our forensic-specific technology, and that’s more or less all that matters.”

“Even though you guys are normally the ones that do the tech shit?”

“Yes. As long as we have what we need to do our job, the majority of the funds are allocated elsewhere. Officers, detectives, insurance, upkeep on police vehicles and weapons.”

“Does Pitman do that?”

“Mister Pitman hands the budget for each department to his lieutenants. They may do with that as they please. I’m sure he would allot more to a department if they deserved it or needed it, but I believe Lieutenant Fox isn’t exactly willing to ask for more.”

“Why do you think that is?”

“I can only offer assumptions.”

“Okay, what kind of assumptions can you throw my way?”

Bo shook his head before letting out a sigh instead. “Mister Fox isn’t a fan of chats with Mister Pitman. Budgeting for an increase to the forensics department would require a chat.”

Little tip, Tex, Ed said. If you want this good streak to keep going, don’t ask him any more questions.

Why do you care?

You with friends lets us kill more often than you without friends. I’ll make the sacrifice and leave the little blonde’s life IN his body.

Dallas bit back the initial urge to thank him. Ed was and always would be a monster. Just a voice or not, the monster still didn’t deserve genuine thanks. “Thank you for answering that, Austen. I know you have trouble with certain questions, so thank you.”

“No one… has ever thanked me for that. Are you being sarcastic?”

“No. I appreciate you going a little out of your norm just to answer my question.”

After a moment, Bo nodded. “You’re welcome.” He cleared his throat. “Do you… mind if we go to the coffee shop before we head back to the station? I personally don’t much care for the coffee in the break room.”

Dallas smiled. “I don’t mind at all, Austen.”

“Thank you.”

“No problem, man.”


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