S. Carved – Chapter Five

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Dallas pushed himself to his feet and made his way to the detective desks. Clearing his throat, he stopped in front of Burke’s desk. He didn’t know her first name, and truthfully, iven what he already knew about her, he didn’t care to learn it.

We could kill her. Since she hurt your new best friend and all.

As appealing as the idea sounded, bullying Bo didn’t make her a criminal. Though… if he had ever asked her to stop touching his neck… Well, maybe he would have to ask Bo about that later.

Burke’s eyes lifted to his face. “Silver, right?”

“Yes.”

“Mm. You said… you were a new officer?”

“Yes,” Dallas repeated. He held out his completed affidavit. “You need a search warrant for us to view security footage of the–”

“Don’t care,” Burke said, grabbing the paper from him. “Austen happen to say anything after we left?”

“Like what?”

“I dunno. Anything about me, for instance?” Burke asked.

“Ah.” Dallas did his best to bite back the tone he wanted to take with the woman. “Well, I just met him today. We haven’t known each other long enough yet to start gossiping over which girls are the cutest while we paint each other’s nails.”

Burke smiled, but it did nothing to warm her features. Instead, Dallas’s stomach churned. “Yeah, he’s not much of a talker. More of a nerdy, silent type.”

“Yeah, something like that.” Dallas pointed to the paper in her hand. “I need a judge’s signature on that.”

“Yep. Won’t be a problem.” Burke pushed herself to her feet. “Where is Austen?”

“Doing his job, if it matters.”

“Morgue?”

“Out in the field,” Dallas said.

“Mm.” She waved a hand. “You’re dismissed. I’ll have this back to you soon.”

Dallas walked back to his desk, rolling his shoulders. The motion strained the one he was supposed to be resting, but he didn’t mind. Pain kept him in check. Strain kept him in check. Anything that kept Ed a voice instead of a darkness with access to every button and lever on the control board was good for him.

Strain aside, how long had Bo been dealing with the Burke issue? Even to a complete stranger, she was damn near relentless when it came to her attempts to get at Bo.

Wouldn’t it be fun to break your rules just this once, Tex? You want to be a knight for the defenseless? You want to ride the world of filth? Think of the way your new best friend looked when Burke touched his neck. Think of the way she says his name, asks about him, PREYS on him. Think about it. Let it really simmer in that brain of yours. We could take her out, you and me. It sure would be doing at least one man in the world a favor, wouldn’t it?

Ed made a good point–tragically–but it was too soon to tell if Burke’s particular ‘brand’ of filth was criminal or not. It was a fine line to walk, but walking it was necessary. Following the rules kept Dallas from becoming one of the criminals he hunted down and took from the world. Vigilantism didn’t change the fact that he was a serial killer, but it made him less monstrous than the rest of them.

That was the only comfort he managed to take in it.

Dallas lowered himself into his desk chair. He wasn’t sure how he’d get the information out of Bo, but he needed more details on Burke’s filth.

The sooner the better.

***

Dallas watched Bo walk into the station, his camera bag hanging from his shoulder, his eyes on his cell phone. He didn’t make it far before Burke stepped in front of him. Bo stopped without ever lifting his head.

Look at them, Tex. You saw the shift in his posture. He doesn’t even have to LOOK at her for him to be uncomfortable.

Again, Ed was right. The change in Bo’s posture had been immediate. His shoulders had lifted in defense, and his usually tall posture had folded, allowing him to appear even smaller than he already was.

Dallas pushed himself to his feet and made his way over to the pair. “Austen. I’d like you to walk me through the scene again, for my notes.”

“Your notes should be typed and handed over to me when they’re done,” Burke said.

“Yep, will do.”

Bo kept his head bowed, shoving his phone back into his pocket as he followed Dallas back to his desk. Bo stopped a good foot in front of it, hands tucked behind his back. “Where would you like me to begin?”

“I don’t need you to begin anywhere, man. I’ve got a damn good memory,” Dallas said. “I was just getting Burke away from you.”

“Oh.” Bo cleared his throat. “You shouldn’t get involved in that.”

“Why? You deserve her…? What do you call what she’s doing? Making advances? Flirting? Touching you? You think you deserve to be uncomfortable in the station you work in?”

Bo shook his head. “Don’t draw attention to yourself. It won’t be long before she treats you the same way. She’s only hung up on me because she seems to want to sleep with every male in the department. Since I’ve turned eighteen, I have met her requirements. Don’t get involved.”

Dallas cleared his throat. “She’s been doing this for almost a year?”

“ ‘Almost’ seems like a strong word.”

“You turned eighteen last April. It’s now February.”

Bo glanced up before nodding. “Yes, I suppose ‘almost’ is appropriate, then.”

“And no one’s done anything after almost a year of this?”

“Again, I do not want to get involved. I haven’t exactly openly discussed Burke with my sergeant or lieutenant.”

“You won’t report her inappropriate behavior because you don’t want to ‘get involved’.”

“Yes.”

“What’s–?”

“You may involve yourself in anyone else’s life, but please stop trying to involve yourself in mine. You have already made your point, Officer Silver, and I do believe I have made mine. Tattling has not helped me in the past, and it will not help me now. I will leave it at that, and I request you do the same.”

Before Dallas could even process a response, Bo turned and walked away.

Went in a little hard there, Tex. Gotta reel it back next time. Learn to read the room, yeah?

“Fuck off,” Dallas whispered.

Ed cackled his response.

If Bo wasn’t the first one she had harassed, if she had done it to several men at the station until they slept with her… Reported or not, Dallas felt more than comfortable calling her a criminal. She fit the rules just fine.

He hoped.

***

Bo came upstairs again just as Dallas shrugged his jacket on over his shoulders. “Hey.”

“Hello.” Bo, as expected, avoided Dallas’s eyes as he held out a folder. “Results of the autopsy. I’m still awaiting blood results for a tox screen and any possible detectable illnesses he may have had.

With his right arm held to his chest, Dallas zipped his jacket up. He grabbed the folder, clearing his folder. “Thank you.” Bo nodded. “Sorry about earlier today, Austen. I’ve got a bad case of, uh… wanting to make the world right, but I know it doesn’t work that way. I didn’t mean to be so intrusive, and I apologize for that.”

“Thank you.”

“I will say, and this is my last piece on it, I think you should report her.”

“Many of his organs were missing.”

Dallas blinked. “What?”

“The victim. Many of his organs had been removed. That is what they did when they ‘broke the seal’. They removed some of his organs. The specifics have been included in the file.” Bo took a step back. “Goodnight, Mister Silver.”


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Books & Badges – Chapter Thirty-One

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Theodore lifted his head as a hand touched the counter. He smiled. “Hey, Dad.”

Jenner smiled back at him. “Hey, kiddo. I… figured you could take your lunch break with me today?”

“Is… everything okay, Dad?”

“One hundred percent. But we haven’t had lunch together–just you and me–since before Vera was born. I’d love to change that.”

The smile came back to Theodore’s face. “I’d love that, Dad. Let me just go clock out, okay?”

“All right, bud. I’ll be here.”

***

Jenner had taken Theodore to the diner about four blocks away from the bookstore. It had been Theodore’s favorite restaurant as a kid, particularly because of their pistachio pudding pie. He hadn’t been there in years, not since he had started dating Shane. Shane had hated the diner, claimed that the prices were nothing but a rip-off, being expected to tip the ‘piss poor’ waitresses was idiotic, and the food was ‘hardly edible’.

Theodore had obviously disagreed, but he hadn’t vocalized that to the man after the first attempt. His lesson on how important his opinions were had started then, only ending once Shane had been taken away in cuffs.

“So.”

Theodore lifted his head. “So?” he echoed.

“Your mom tells me the detective was having a bad day. Far as your mom knew, that was his first one. But… I know otherwise.”

“Dad–”

“I’m not here to call him out on something. I just wanna know how he’s holding up today.”

“I-I don’t know. I haven’t seen or talked to him since this morning,” Theodore said.

Jenner nodded. “I’ll rephrase. How was he holding up this morning before he left?”

“Okay, I think. He seemed to be doing much better after a shower, if nothing else. I guess… I mean, that’s a good thing.”

“Definitely a good thing. Something as simple as a shower or a change of clothes can have a big impact on your day, depending.” Jenner cocked his head to the side. “Do you know what about this case is messing with him so badly?”

“Yeah. Have… you seen the cop shooting on the news?”

“Oh, God, he’s working that?”

“Yeah. It, umm… It hasn’t been easy on him.”

“I can only imagine.” A pause. “What about you? How has it been for you?”

Theodore considered the question for a moment. “Scary. I-I’ve done my best not to clue Russell in on that, but it’s been scary. The cop was retired, so I keep trying to tell myself that Russell’s in no danger, but… but that cop was probably shot because he used to wear a badge. Th-the same kind Russell wears. The idea of him putting his life on the line every damn day, even when he’s not on duty, is… terrifying.”

“I bet it is. When you were with Shane…” Theodore reached across the table and gave his father’s hand a tight squeeze. Jenner offered a smile before shaking his head. “Fearing for someone you care about is hard. Fearing for them every day is ever harder. It takes a pretty big toll on the body, and an even bigger toll on the mind. So… if you ever need to talk about that fear and worry, you can talk to me. Over text, over the phone, in person. Whatever you need, I’ll be there.”

A smile tugged at one corner of Theodore’s mouth. “Thank you, Dad. Really, thank you.”

“No problem, bud.”

***

After his dad dropped him back off at the bookstore, Theodore headed over to the cafe portion of it.

Gina flashed a smile. “Hey. Have a nice lunch with your dad?”

“Yeah. It was a nice change of pace. Feels like… forever since I just sat down with either of them for lunch, my dad, especially. It was nice.”

“Well, hey, that’s great.” Gina cleared her throat. “Coffee?”

“Yeah. Same as always.”

“Perfect. Just a sec.” After a short wait, Gina set Theodore’s coffee down on the counter. “Still not letting you pay for it, so don’t even think about it.”

Theodore rolled his eyes. “Fine.”

Gina crossed her arms over her chest. “Hey, umm… Russell came in while you were at lunch. Like, five minutes after you left. He looked pretty upset, so I got him a coffee and told him to wait for you.”

“Did he?”

“Yeah. He’s in the reading area in the children’s section.” Gina grabbed his hand. “Again, I think Russell is a very good man, but if you feel unsafe at any point, you call for me. Okay?”

“All right,” Theodore whispered. He grabbed the coffee and made his way back to the children’s section of the bookstore. Russell sat on the floor, toying with whatever was in his hand. Theodore tapped his cane against Russell’s thigh. “Hey.”

“Hey,” Russell whispered. “I-I saved the beanbag chair for you.”

“Thank you.” With a little help from his cane and Russell, Theodore lowered himself into the beanbag chair. “Would… you like to talk?”

“If you don’t mind.”

“Not, umm, not at all. Talk about whatever you need to, Russell.”

Russell offered a smile, laying a hand on Theodore’s thigh. “I can’t talk to anyone at the station about this. I mean… Emey and Andrew are my friends, but they’ve seen me go through hell several times, and I’m scared they’ll tell my lieutenant that the case is too close for me to work on it if I tell them too much about what’s going on.”

Theodore nodded, tentatively covering Russell’s hand with his own. “Well… I promise you I’m not going to get you removed from the case.”

“Thank you.” Russell cleared his throat, looking down as he moved his thumb over Theodore’s thigh. “When I got to the station, I went down to the basement to talk to our forensic tech. I needed to know more about Vince’s scene so I could see if it related to Lauren’s as closely as I thought it might.”

“Lauren… being your late partner?” Theodore asked.

“Yeah. Vince was shot… with two weapons. Th-the important part, though, is that both guns were reported stolen a month before the shooting. One was stolen from Texas, and the other was stolen from Minnesota within six days of each other. In Lauren’s case, it was only one weapon, but it was also reported stolen three months before the shooting. That one was from Oklahoma.”

“So… even when the gun was stolen has a cooldown period.”

“Right. And it decreased between the first and second shootings.”

“Three months to one is… a drastic shortening, right?”

Russell nodded. “Very, yeah. After not getting caught the first time, he probably felt much more confident to do it a second time,” he said.

“That’s terrifying.”

“Very,” Russell repeated. He cleared his throat, dropping his head to Theodore’s thigh. Theodore tensed for a moment before moving a hand to the side of the detective’s head. “Vince had a jogging route he followed at night. He would’ve been on his way home when he was shot. So I checked his phone to see if he had deviated from his path any.”

“Did he?”

“Yeah. He stopped at the gas station on his way home.”

“Do you know why?”

“No. N-not yet. That’s my next stop.” Russell lifted a hand to scrub it over his face. “Shit, I’m sorry. This is uncomfortable for you, right.”

“No, you’re fine.” Theodore combed his fingers through Russell’s hair. “Shane never would’ve dreamed of putting his head on my lap. You’re fine.”

“Awesome,” Russell whispered. “When’s your lunch break over?”

“When’s yours?”

Russell looked down at his watch. “Eight minutes.”

Theodore nodded. “Then I guess mine ends in eight minutes, too.”


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S. Carved – Chapter Four

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Chapter Four

Dallas pushed himself to his feet, hooking his thumbs through his belt loops. “Where do we go from here?”

“Well, I’ll continue to take pictures, search for evidence, take more pictures, bag anything I can find… That’s my piece in all this.” Bo glanced up at him. “Since you’ll be playing detective whenever Burke gets assigned a case, you’ll have to really play that part.”

Dallas nodded. “You worked with the last officer she did this to, yeah?”

“Yes.”

“What would his first step have been?”

“Questioning the person who called in the body.” Bo pointed over to one of the barricades. “It appears she’s seated over there by the other officers. That’s usually where he would have begun.”

“Thank you.”

Bo nodded rather than offering any sort of verbal response. That didn’t surprise Dallas in the least. Though he didn’t know anything about Bo’s schooling, it was more than obvious that the station and the people within it had beaten him down more than once. The more often he responded with actual words, the greater chances Dallas had to tell him he had said something wrong.

He’ll never do anything wrong ever again if we kill him.

Dallas rolled his eyes as he walked back toward the yellow tape. Back in the day, he and Ed had made a compromise of sorts. Every now and then, he’d let Ed take control of his killer drive and take a life, but it had to be that of a criminal. Ed had agreed, but it hadn’t stopped him from pleading his case for the taking of any life around him.

Somehow, Dallas still had his fingers crossed that the bastard would eventually get the message. As it stood, ‘eventually’ was nowhere in sight.

He ducked under the crime scene tape and stopped at the barricade closest to the scene. “Hello, ma’am. I’m Officer Silver. You mind answering a few questions about how you stumbled upon this?”

Arms wrapped around herself, she shook her head. “No, ask whatever you have to.”

“Thank you.” It struck Dallas in that moment that Narcotics was not at all like Homicide, and he had no idea how the hell to question this woman.

“What were you doing out on the beach this early in the morning?” Bo asked from behind Dallas.

“I come out here and pick up trash in the mornings before work. It doesn’t help a ton, but it helps keep the beach a little cleaner,” she said.

Bo nodded. “Of course. We appreciate your hard work in helping to keep our city clean. How long were you out here before you spotted him?”

“Not long. Maybe twenty minutes?”

“What’d you do when you first spotted him?”

“I called out to him a couple times, asked if he was okay, if he needed help. I figured he might’ve been asleep when he didn’t respond, so I did my best to stay quiet and went back to picking up trash. But when I walked by him, I noticed he was on his stomach, and then I noticed his back.”

“Did you touch the body?”

“No.”

“Do you have the container you were using to store the trash you collected?” Bo asked.

“Not with me. It’s the trash bag a couple feet away from his… body,” she said quietly.

“I’ll ask you to go to the station with one of our officers here so you can be fingerprinted. It will allow us to eliminate your prints from the bag and the trash inside when we’re looking for potential evidence.”

She nodded. “Okay. I-I can do that.”

“Thank you. Your cooperation is appreciated. Did you happen to see anyone else this morning? Walking away from the beach when you arrived? Anything like that?”

“No, I’m sorry. It was empty when I got here. I mean… aside from him, but if there was someone else up and about, I would’ve noticed them. I’m sure of that.”

Bo nodded. “All right, thank you.” He pointed to one of the uniformed officers by the yellow tape. “This is Officer Montgomery. He will take you to the station to be fingerprinted, or you may follow him in your own vehicle.”

“I’ll follow him.”

“All right. I’ll ask that you leave your name and phone number with Officer Silver here, but otherwise, thank you, and you’re free to leave with Officer Montgomery whenever you’re ready,” Bo said. “Without any further goodbyes, he ducked under the tape and made his way back to the body.

Dallas offered a smile, pulling his notepad from his pocket. “Your name and a number we can reach you at, ma’am?”

Once Dallas had her information written down, he tucked his notepad away and walked back to Bo. “Thanks for jumping in there, Austen. Had no damn idea what to say.”

“No problem.”

“Appreciate you not letting me suffer in this station the same way others have done to you.”

Bo remained silent, not that Dallas was surprised. He snapped another picture and rose to his feet. “Will you help me move him to his back once I lay down a tarp to protect any evidence on his back?”

“Yeah.”

“Thank you. I’ll have a pair of gloves for you in a moment.”

“All right, man. I’ll be here.”

Bo walked back to the car, returning with a tarp and a pair of gloves. He handed the gloves to Dallas, unfolding the tarp while the officer pulled the gloves on. “I need you to help move his legs over. I’ll handle his shoulders and head.”

“Okay.”

As they turned him over, Bo cleared his throat. “I’ve been treated like some sort of cancerous, contagious abnormality most of my life. I would never set my goal as making someone else feel the same.”

“Ending the cycle of abuse is far from a bad thing.”

“Yes.” Bo squatted down beside the body, his expression neutral despite the autopsy-like suture job on the corpse’s torso. “This is the Y-shaped cut usually used in an autopsy, though not as long toward the shoulders or pubic bone. He was alive when this cut was made, based on the bruising, but it’s doubtful he was awake. The cuts are clean, and even restraints would’ve allowed for some movement, not to mention bruises or cuts. He could’ve been under some type of anesthetic.”

“So… why stitch him back up afterward?” Dallas asked.

Bo circled a hand above the body. “These symbols have been cut into his skin in a circular fashion. The small dashes along the outside circumference of them, as well as the dashes along the inside circumference, give the impression of two closed circles, both of which are used to help the symbols act as a frame.”

“Like a seal.”

Bo met his gaze for a few seconds before dropping his eyes to the body again. “Yes, like a seal.” He traced a hand through the air a few inches above the stitched up Y on the body’s front. “The seal was broken, and after they were done breaking it, they stitched it back up. Whether that was to ‘repair’ the seal or for something else entirely, we can’t know for sure.”

Dallas let out a breath, clasping his hands between his knees. “So what’s our next step? I mean, after you finish taking pictures and collecting evidence?”

“Our next steps will differ. I have a body to re-cut open and see what they did to his insides when they broke the seal. Your next step, however, could go any number of ways.”

“What would your favorite officer have done next?” Dallas asked.

Bo nodded toward the other side of the beach. “The parking lot has security cameras. The owner of that lot doesn’t enjoy helping the cops, so you’ll need a warrant to view the footage. The officer in question would’ve gone about getting a warrant.”

“Now, that, I know how to do.”

A small smile crossed Bo’s face. “I’ll be a bit more than a few hours. You can head into the station and get started on the affidavit for the warrant. Burke or her partner will have to sign it and claim they wrote it, but we won’t get the warrant if you request one of them to actually… do something.”

“Okay. You wanna call me when you need a ride?”

“I’ll catch a ride back to the station when the body’s transported there. People who work with corpses tend to be much more… tolerant of me.” Bo offered a smile. “I’ll be all right, but I’ll call your desk phone if my plans fall through.”

“All right, man.” Dallas pushed himself to his feet. “Good luck, Austen.”

“To you as well, Silver.”


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Books & Badges – Chapter Thirty

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As soon as Russell got into the station, he headed down to the basement. He knocked on the open door to the lab. “Ellie? You good to answer a couple questions for me?”

“Of course.” Ellie lifted her head, a smile coming to her face. “How’re you doing this morning, Russ?”

“I’m fine.” He cleared his throat. “You have anything on the gun that was used?”

“Yeah. It’s… two guns. One is a revolver.” Ellie held out several pieces of paper. Russell crossed the room, accepting them without complaint. “It’s a Smith and Wesson five hundred. Which… before I really looked at the bullets and identified two weapons, struck me as a strange choice.”

Russell’s brow furrowed. “Because it only holds five bullets.”

“Yeah.”

“It’s also a damn powerful gun. How the fuck did Vince k-keep…” Russell closed his eyes for a moment. “How did he keep going after the first shot?”

“That’s where the use of two guns comes into play. Two of the bullets belong to a thirty-two caliber ACP. Those would’ve come first. Based on the wounds, it appears that… the first shot from the Smith and Wesson took him down. The second and third were delivered when he was already on the ground.”

After a moment, Russell forced himself to nod. “Did you manage to get a height on the killer?”

“Assuming that the gun was held out in front of the shooter rather than at his hip–he’d have to be pretty damn tall for that one to be possible–he’s between six-foot and six-foot-two.”

Russell nodded, flipping through the papers in his hands simply to give himself something to do. Lauren’s shooter had been estimated to be between six-foot and six-foot-two. “Either of these guns match any other crime scenes?”

“No, and the shooter doesn’t own them legally, either. Both guns were reported stolen last month within six days of each other. The Smith and Wesson from Texas, and the ACP from Minnesota.”

Russell hadn’t gotten that far in Lauren’s case file yet. He made a mental note to check if there had been more than one gun had been used in Lauren’s shooting and if the weapon or weapons had been stolen.

“All right. Thank you. Umm… just one more question, I think.”

“Of course.”

“Did Vince have his phone on him?” Russell asked.

“Yeah. I’ve got it bagged. Would you like to look at it?”

“I’d love to.”

Ellie bent down and grabbed the phone from the evidence box on the floor. “I’ve already checked it for prints and DNA. It’s just Vincce’s. You can take it out of the bag without gloves if you need to.”

Russell grabbed the bag from her, setting the papers down on the counter. “Thank you.”

“Of course. I’m going to work on my notes, but if you need anything, let me know. Okay?”

Russell nodded and leaned back against the counter. As Ellie went back to work, he opened the evidence bag and pulled out Vince’s phone. He unlocked it, for once finding himself thankful that Vince had always refused to put a passcode on the damn thing. He opened up the health app and switched over to the map tracker portion of it. Though Vince had never cared to know how far he walked, how many steps he had taken, or what his route looked like, the app was pre-built into his phone, incapable of being uninstalled.

He scrolled back to Sunday night. Vince had followed his usual route for his late night jogs, with only one variation. He had gone to the gas station on his way back home. He detoured a block and a half so he could stop at the gas station.

But why?

***

Seated in his car so no one could see what he was working on, Russell flipped through Lauren’s case file. He couldn’t be certain of what would happen if anyone other than Emelia found out he was digging around in his late partner’s case, but he had a feeling he knew the consequences.

His lieutenant would take him off Vince’s case and put him on temporary leave. Hell, he’d probably get sent back to mandatory therapy, too. Russell had no issue with therapy, but it was a little less effective for him when it was superior mandated.

Lauren had been shot with only one weapon, a nine millimeter Glock 17 Gen5. “Aww, shit,” Russell whispered. He had expected to feel better that the gun in Lauren’s homicide had been stolen, but it was quite the opposite.

So many damn details matched up, and if it was the same guy, his initial cooldown period had finally been set. Eleven months. If there had been eleven months between the first and second kills, how much quicker would he move before he felt comfortable enough to jump on kill number three?


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Teaser – Crushed by Time and Academy

A/N: Hey, guys! Today, July 18th, is Jake’s birthday! So for the first time ever, I’m going to let you see part of one of the chapters I wrote when book one of their series was in-progress. It’s currently on hold while I figure out some stuff, but they’ll get it eventually! Anyway, here you go 🙂

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Alice lifted her head as the door to the little dorm room opened. Jacob leaned into the room, that dorky grin on his face. He looked more boyish with his glasses on, which he’d been wearing against since they got pepper sprayed. She wasn’t sure how long that’d last. “What can I do you for, Jake?”

“My dad’s outside if you still wanna meet him.”

“Sure.”

“That was a hell of a lot easier than I thought it’d be,” Jacob said.

Alice smiled, pushing herself to her feet. “I’m a very social person,” she said. Besides, she needed kind people to be around for at least a few seconds that night. “Do I look okay?” she asked.

Jacob seemed to know exactly what she was asking. “I like your hair when it’s curly, Allie Berry. You look great.”

“Thank you,” she said softly. She crossed the room, snagging her hoodie from the bunk bed. She raised an eyebrow, pulling the hoodie on over her head. “Allie Berry?”

“Yeah. Like Halle Berry, you know?”

She rolled her eyes, but the smile came back to her face. “And just why are you referring to me like Halle Berry?”

“Uh, because she’s black, and she’s fucking gorgeous. And smart. She’s totally smart, too,” Jacob said.

Alice snorted. “Thanks, Jake.”

“Oh, you betcha. Come on.” Alice followed him out of the room, closing the door behind her. They walked down the hall, and Jacob headed for the elevator, hesitating before turning toward the stairs instead.

“Not feeling the elevator, huh?”

“You always look tense when we take the elevator. I don’t mind walking down two flights,” Jacob said.

A soft smile tugged at one corner of Alice’s mouth as she tucked her hands into the pockets of her hoodie. “You pay attention to a lot more things than I thought you did.”

“I mean, when you ride in an elevator with someone every day, you kinda start to notice that their shoulders are real tense and they close their eyes most of the time,” Jacob said. He looked over at her for a moment. “Is there a reason you don’t like them?”

“I’ve never really liked them. I don’t like that… that weightless feeling when it first starts moving or right it stops. I like feeling solid, I guess,” Alice said honestly.

“Hmm. The more you know,” Jacob said.

“What about you? You like elevators?”

“Allie, I used to hate them. But my mom, see, she said if I didn’t get on the elevator, we could take the stairs, sure, but she wouldn’t hold my hand the rest of the day. And I was the biggest momma’s boy on the whole damn planet, so I totally couldn’t have that, right? So she just let me squeeze her hand super tight in the elevator. I eventually got over it, but even now, I remember that time my brother told me people die in elevators roughly every seven seconds. Scared the hell out of me.”

“Your brother’s an ass, but your mother sounds like she was a wonderful human being.”

“He is! And, God, she was. Loved her to the damn moon and back,” Jacob said. “She would’ve loved to meet you. She and Dad both love talking to intelligent people. I mean, they gotta get away from my dumb ass somehow.”

Alice laughed, bumping his shoulder with hers. “You aren’t dumb. Pretend you are all you want, but I won’t let you get away with it.”

“Dad says the same kinda shit. You two’ll be like two peas in a pod.”

Outside, a man pushed himself away from the truck he leaned against. He looked a lot like Jacob, with darker hair and less blue eyes, wire glasses balanced on his nose. He had the same smile as Jacob, but his posture was more refined and dignified. He held out a hand. “You must be Alice.”

“Yes, sir.” She reached out and grabbed his hand. “And you, Mister Mason?”

“Oh, dear God, I’m not that old.” She smiled. “Arthur’s fine.”

“Arthur,” she echoed. She dropped his hand, nodding toward Jacob. “Your son’s a great kid.”

“Yeah, he’s the good egg. Consider yourself lucky Ryan wanted nothing to do with the police force.”

“I’ve been told he’s a bit of… a trouble maker,” Alice said. Behind her, Jacob scoffed.

Arthur only laughed. “That’s certainly one word for it.”

“Ryan’s a total dickweed. Love him, though. He’s just, well, a dickweed,” Jacob said.

Alice looked back at him over her shoulder. “Is he now?”

“You betcha.”

She rolled her eyes, turning back to Arthur. “Thanks for raising pain in the ass over here.”

She didn’t even have to look at Jacob’s face to know the sound he made was one to express his great offense, but he followed it up with a loud, “Hey!”

“I wouldn’t survive this place without him,” Alice said.

Arthur smiled. “Oh, you betcha. Kid’s the best legacy I got,” he said. He lifted his right arm, looking down at his watch. “Unless you kids have a lot of studying to do, we could go out and grab something. Couple drinks, late pancakes, ice cream?”

Alice looked back at Jacob. “Let’s go with pancakes.”

He grinned, whispering a, “Yes,” before stepping forward to fold an elbow over Alice’s shoulder. “You’re reading me like a book, Allie Berry.”

She snorted. “You aren’t as mysterious as you’d like to be,” she said. She gestured to the truck. “Go on, Mister Mason. Lead the way.”

“Oh, will do, Mrs. Dawson.” Jacob flashed a smile, pushing away from her. “Come on. It’s a big step up and there aren’t any running boards. I’ll help you up.”


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S. Carved – Chapter Three

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Chapter Three

Near the body, Dallas squatted down beside Bo. Squatting in the sand was a constant balancing act, and Dallas appeared to be struggling far more than Bo. If nothing else, he managed to stay on his feet rather than fall face first onto the corpse.

Though that’d be pretty hilarious, huh, Tex?

Dallas rolled his eyes, focusing his attention on Bo rather than Ed. That was bound to piss the bastard off.

While the analyst snapped pictures of the body from different angles, Dallas simply… observed. He kept his hands to himself, knowing better than to contaminate the body or the crime scene around it. Dallas had been to many homicide crime scenes before. This was simply the first one he had attended after it had been called into the police.

“So what do you think we’re looking at here?” Dallas asked.

“A white male, presumably in his late twenties or early thirties. He’s most likely a smoker, based on the nicotine stains on his fingertips,” Bo said.

Dallas nodded. It made sense that Bo would answer the question with the most literal translation he could rather than taking any liberties or assumptions with what Dallas had meant.

“What about these cuts?”

Bo glanced over at him, not even long enough to make eye contact. “Apologies… What about them?”

“You think any of the cuts are what killed him?”

“No. None of them are deep enough for that. None of them would’ve ever needed stitches to heal. He couldn’t have bled out from them, and they aren’t deep enough to have damaged anything internally.”

“Any idea how old they are?”

“Well… some of the ones up here, near his shoulders. Do you see the bruising?”

“Yeah.”

“Those could’ve happened a few hours before his death. I would say those are the most recent. Some of these other ones are in various stages of healing: some a few days old, some a few weeks old. Some are approaching their status as scars, closer to a month or two old. Some of them even appear to be years old, based on the coloring of the scars and how little they swell up from the rest of his skin.”

“You can tell all of that just by looking at them?”

“Well, I can estimate by looking at them. Cuts have a standard process in which they heal, unless that process is interrupted by something. An infection, picking of the scab, etcetera.” Bo cleared his throat. “May I ask an honest question and receive an honest answer?”

“Yeah, what’s up?”

“Did Lieutenant Fox ask you to be police to me? To… pretend you care about any of the forensic work I do?” Bo asked. “You don’t act as though he has, since you thankfully aren’t trying to overcompensate for our lack of common ground, but I’ve been burned before.”

“I don’t know how much you trust my honesty, but I assure you Mister Fox didn’t tell me I had to be nice or polite to you. He didn’t tell me to pretend to care about anything, either. He told me not having this other analyst around is difficult for you, that not having that other cop you like is difficult for you, and that you like… patterns. That’s it.”

“And the thing about your brother also liking patterns. Was that true?”

“Yes.”

After a moment, Bo nodded. “Okay.”

“Is your ‘okay’ a good thing or a bad thing?” Dallas asked.

“That depends entirely on the situation it’s used in. In this case, I suppose you would most likely consider it a good thing. It means I’ll have to take your word for it.”

Dallas smiled. “I’ll take that as a good thing, then.”

Bo stood up and moved to the other side of the body for a new angle before snapping another picture. “Since you asked so many questions about me, may I ask another about you?”

“Go for it.”

“Only one corner of your mouth moves when you smile. Is that a choice of appearance?”

“Nerve damage.”

“My apologies.” Bo cleared his throat. “For what it’s worth, I think the half-smile works for you.”

Dallas smiled. “Me too. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

“How many questions haveI asked you?”

“That depends. Questions about me, or questions asked to me?”

“Questions asked to you, but not counting the ones about the crime scene.”

Bo glanced up for a moment, at the sky rather than at Dallas. “Approximately twenty-three questions, but I may have taken liberties on want counts as a question, and on if it was technically about the crime scene or not. For instance, I counted the fact that you asked if you were to follow me to the body, but I didn’t count you asking if I could really tell all of that simply by looking at the marks on his back.”

Dallas snorted. “I’m sure your taken liberties are still better than I’d be able to estimate.”

“Presumably.”

Dallas was pretty sure Bo didn’t realize how funny the subtle savagery was. Hell, he probably had no idea it was funny in the first place. Dallas gestured to the body with one hand. “Any ideas on how he died?”

“I have ideas on how he did not die.”

“Like?”

“We know the cuts didn’t kill him, though I’m assuming the cuts are the reason it was called in as a dead body rather than, say, a naked drunk man. When it comes to how he died, the options are, though limited, vast. It’s not worth guessing until we roll him over and see what the front of him looks like.”

Dallas nodded. “Any initial observations of him?”

“Some. What are your initial observations, Officer?” Bo asked.

“His head appears to be in good condition. No blood matted at the back of his skull, no appearance of a cave-in noggin.”

“Correct.”

“Aside from his back, there doesn’t appear to be much damage done to him. The backs of his legs aren’t bruised, so it’s not like someone knocked them out from under him from behind. Backs of his arms aren’t scratched up or bruised, either. If he was dragged out here, it wasn’t done on his back.”

“Also correct.” Bo squatted down across from Dallas, glancing over at him. “You’re very observant for a rookie.”

“Dear ol’ Dad liked his kids to be observant.”

“Sounds like you weren’t fond of that preference,” Bo said.

“I’m just glad the old man’s dead. I’ll leave it at that.”

Bo nodded.

Remember what it was like when we took that bat to the back of Daddy’s head? Ed asked. So much glee, Tex. So much joy. So much revenge.

Yes, Dallas did remember taking the bat to the back of the piece of shit’s head. He remembered finally listening to Ed, finally letting the fucker take control just long enough to make sure his father would never lay a hand on him or his little brother ever again.

He remembered sitting on the stairs afterward, staring at his father’s bloody corpse, at the obliterated state of his face and skull. He had been unrecognizable, and Dallas had waited almost two hours to call the cops, claiming he had found him that way when he and his brother had gotten home from the mall.

He remembered one of the cops definitely knowing the truth but still telling him that everything would be okay.

“My biological parents weren’t… great, either,” Bo said quietly.

Dallas lifted his head. “Why, Austen, are you trying to find us some common ground?”

“My apologies.”

“No, I’m sorry. That was, uh, playful. I’m not making fun of you, and I’m not angry about it. I’m surprised you want to try and connect to me, that’s all,” Dallas said.

Bo offered a smile. “I’m sorry. I’ve had a hard time distinguishing between genuine comments and sarcasm and… I have a hard time taking in someone’s expression when they speak.”

“Because you don’t make eye contact with people.”

“Yes. In the animal kingdom, eye contact often asserts dominance or challenges another’s dominance. I find that many people treat it the same way. I like to avoid it when I can.”

“I don’t blame you. People who feel the need to assert their dominance probably have none in the first place, but they sure want you to believe the lie.”

One corner of Bo’s mouth lifted. “Yes.”

If you befriend him, you won’t kill him. We both know you’re a bit too much of a princess for that.

Dallas bit back the urge to remind the asshole he had no plans to kill Bo. He had no plans to kill anyone in the station. Dallas killed criminals, and as far as he could tell, Bo’s only crime was being unreasonably awkward.

A woman squatted down beside Bo, a badge hanging from her neck. She laid a hand on the back of Bo’s neck, fingers wrapping loosely around to either side of it. His shoulders lifted slightly, but it was the only sign of uncomfortableness that managed to slip through his neutral facade.”

“Who are you?” she asked.

“Officer Dallas Silver, fresh meat to the department.”

“Mm.” Her eyes raked over him before settling on his face again. “What’ve we got, Bo?”

“Dead man, most likely in his early thirties.”

“Who would’ve done this to his back?”

“Many of them are old. They’re scarred over. It’s–”

Dallas watched her fingers tighten around Bo’s neck for a moment. “You know the rules. Knock off the beating around the bush bullshit and answer the question you were asked.”

“Most likely someone he knew and trusted. Most likely someone he asked to do it for him.”

“Why?”

“They appear to be satanic in nature upon first glance. Religious. Anti-religious. Ritualistic. Take your pick.”

“Great.” She lifted her eyes to Dallas’s face again. “How would you feel about getting to help us out with this case?”

“Would love to.”

“Great. Talk to us at the station when you have something. Lab dweeb will you where out desks are.”

“Geek,” Bo whispered as the woman pushed herself to her feet.

Dallas watched her walk away with a man. “Who in the hell was that bitch?”

“Burke.”

“Why the hell don’t you tell Loo she’s touching you and talking down to you like that?”

“I-I’m just the forensics guy, Silver. The detectives work upstairs, they get paid more than I do, and they get to leave the station for work and things other than crime scenes. Outside of that, the lieutenant knows, but he can’t fire her. She was hired over his head, and if he fires her, she’ll be re-hired over his head.”

“Pitman?”

“No. As far as I know, Chief Pitman isn’t aware of Burke’s… personality.”

“He’s the chief of police. Unless the mayor installed her in this department, Pitman could do something about it,” Dallas said.

Bo shifted his weight between his feet and stood up. “I try not to get involved.”

She is involving you.”

“With all due respect, these people are more likely to bother me than you. You’re tall, you’re muscular, you appear to be outgoing, you’re charming, and you interact well with others. And, top of the mark, you have the ability to be promoted to detective. If I bring up an issue within the department, it does not take long for them to find out, and my life quickly becomes even more of a hell than it already is. This is tolerable. The way she speaks to me is tolerable. The way she touches my neck, though uncomfortable, is better than her grabbing me from behind. It is tolerable. I would like to continue to fly as under the radar as I possibly can. It makes my life in that station much easier. It makes life anywhere easier. Can we leave it at that?”

Dallas searched the man’s eyes before nodding. “Yeah, Austen. We can leave it at that. I won’t bother you about it anymore.”


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Books & Badges – Chapter Twenty-Nine

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Theodore wasn’t sure when he and Russell had successfully fallen asleep, but he awoke on his good hip, his back pressed to Russell’s front. The detective’s arm was draped over his side, the face of his watch peeking out from under the sleeve of his sweatshirt. Theodore threaded his fingers through Russell’s and closed his eyes.

One of the best things about sleeping in the same bed as Russell was how damn warm the detective was. But despite how much he loved it, he unfortunately needed to get up and get ready for work.

Forcing his eyes open again, he slid out from under Russell’s arm and sat up. Behind him, Russell cleared his throat as he pulled his hand back to himself. Theodore pushed himself to his feet, carefully made his side of the bed, and combed his fingers through Russell’s hair. “Russell?”

“Mm?”

“I hate to do this to you, but you need to get up if you wanna take a shower and have time for breakfast before you leave.”

“Mmhmm.” Eyes still closed, Russell patted Theodore’s arm. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” Theodore cleared his throat. “I, uh, I need to pee, and then the bathroom’s all yours.”

“Okay,” Russell said, his voice rough. Thankfully, Theodore was certain the roughness was from sleep rather than sadness. He reached back and squeezed Russell’s arm before pushing himself to his feet.

After he was done in the bathroom–including a quick wash of his face–he came back out to find Russell still on his stomach on the bed. “Russ?”

“Mm?”

“Bathroom’s all yours.”

“Mmhmm.”

Tentatively, Theo sat down on the bed. He twisted around just enough to lay a hand on Russell’s shoulder. “What happens if you go in late?”

“I’m on-call till I get there. Detective. Don’t even have to go into the station if I don’t wanna.” Russell cleared his throat. “But I’ve got shit to do.”

“I know you do. Do… do you want help getting up?”

“I can manage.” Russell drew in a long breath. “I… don’t know if I can manage. Guess that’d be more honest, I guess.”

“Will you let me help you up?” Theodore asked.

“Maybe. How’s your hip?”

“I carry my daughter to bed when she falls asleep on the couch. I’ll only be helping you sit up, maybe stand. My hip’s totally fine for that.”

“I think I’d like the help, then,” Russell said, his voice quiet.

Theodore pushed himself to his feet. “Scoot your butt over to this side.” Russell drew in a breath before rolling onto his side and scooting closer to Theodore. He grabbed Russell’s hands and, with little resistance from the detective, pulled him up so he was sitting. Theodore released one of his hands, reaching up to push Russell’s hair from his forehead instead. “You look like hell, Russ.”

Russell offered a smile. “Feel like it, too.”

“Maybe… maybe you should sleep in for a bit, see if that helps.”

“Don’t worry about me. I’ll be okay. The sooner I figure out who killed Vince… the sooner things can go back to normal. Close to it as possible, anyway.” Russell sighed. “I just need to solve the case. If I stay here to sleep in, I’m losing hours I could be–and should be–spending on the case.”

“Okay,” Theodore said softly. He wasn’t in any place to argue with him on that. Not only was the idea of arguing absolutely terrifying, but they weren’t exactly close enough that Theodore knew better than Russell how Russell handled things best. Grabbing both of Russell’s hands again, he tugged the detective to his feet. “Are you coming over tonight? Or is that… also hours you should be spending on the case?”

“I gotta have at least some sort of routine if I don’t wanna completely lose myself. I’ll be over tonight, I just don’t know what time. If… I’m not here by seven, call me?” Russell asked.

“If there’s been no sign of you by seven o’clock sharp, I’ll call you.”

Russell smiled. “Thank you.” He leaned up and pressed a kiss to Theodore’s forehead. “I’m gonna take a shower. I’ll leave the door unlocked, just in case you need anything else from in there. All right?”

“Okay. S-same goes for you. If you need anything… Let me know.”

“I will. Thank you.” Russell gave his hands a tight squeeze before releasing them and heading for the bathroom. He closed the door most of the way, leaving it unlatched.

Theodore let out a breath and grabbed his cane. He walked over to his computer desk, which still lacked a computer, and fed his goldfish. He missed having a computer set up there, but he missed having a large fish tank filled with little aquatic friends even more. Shane had taken both from him, killing hundreds of dollars worth of fish with a single swing of a baseball bat.

He heard the shower turn on, pulling him to thoughts of Russell rather than Shane. Theodore let out a heavy sigh, stepping away from the desk. He needed to worry about breakfast before he continued worrying about Russell.

He made his way to the kitchen and turned on the coffee pot before heading back to Vera’s room. “Baby girl? Are you awake?”

“Yeah.”

“How’re you feeling this morning?”

“Better.”

“Dizzy? Warm?” Theodore asked.

Vera shook her head. “I feel better.” She sat up, dropping her hands to her lap. “Does Russell feel better?”

“Russell’s fine, sweetheart.”

“Really? He was in the kitchen today. On the phone, I think? He sounded sad.”

Theodore crossed the room and sat down on the edge of her bed. “Russell’s a detective. You remember that?”

“Yeah. He fights bad guys with his shield.”

Theodore smiled. “Right. He fights bad guys for work. The bad guy that he’s fighting right now… hurt someone that he loves. It’s a little hard for him right now because when he goes to work… he’s only reminded about the person he loves being hurt, and he has to try and push through that feeling so he can fight the bad guy. So he’s a little sad, but he’s… he’s strong. He’ll be okay.”

“Is he just sad?” Vera asked.

“What do you mean?”

“Is he… is he mad?”

“No, not at you or me.” Theodore reached back and laid a hand on Vera’s knee. “If I ever believe that Russell is a danger to either of us, I will not let him back into this house. You will never have to live through anything like Shane ever again.”

“Promise?” Vera asked.

“I promise. You and I will not ever accept life under the thumb of another person like that again.”

Vera smiled. “Okay, Daddy.” She dropped a hand to cover his. “Can I help you make breakfast?”

One corner of Theodore’s mouth lifted. “Absolutely. Get changed outta your PJs, okay? I’ll meet you in the kitchen.”

“Okay.”

Theodore patted her knee before pushing himself to his feet. Out in the kitchen, he shifted his weight over to his cane to balance himself as he leaned up and grabbed the pancake mix from the cupboard. He’d have to ask Gina to take him to the grocery store after work so he could restock on pancake mix and syrup. Maybe he’d even pick up a container of fresh strawberries, just to add a bit of variety to their usual morning diet.

There had never been much variety allowed in any sense when Shane had been around. He had liked to keep things consistent. He wanted things done exactly the way he liked them, and that generally revolved around order and pattern.

Yeah, variety was definitely worth adding.


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S. Carved – Chapter Two

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Chapter Two

After a mostly silent ride, Dallas parked his car in the lot outside the diner. “You want me to come in with you?”

“I’ll leave that up to you,” Bo said.

“Does your analyst normally go in with you?”

“Not usually, no.”

“All right. I’ll stay here. Mind grabbing me a black coffee?”

“No sugar or cream?” Bo asked, finally meeting his eyes for more than half a second. “Just… straight black coffee?”

One corner of Dallas’s mouth lifted. “Yeah, just straight black.”

“Okay. Do you have a preferred size?”

“Whatever size you normally get is cool with me. More likely to need a refill around the same time that way.” Dallas could’ve sworn that had drawn a smile from the blonde, but it was gone so quickly he wasn’t sure he’d ever seen it at all.

“Okay. I’ll be back in a moment.” Bo climbed out of the car, closed the door, and headed up to the diner.

We could poison his coffee when he gets back. I know it’s a little bit of a stray from our usual methods, but we could make it work, couldn’t we?

Dallas rolled his eyes, reaching across with his left arm to turn up the radio.

You know, it gets pretty boring when you refuse to respond. How many times do we have to go through this, Tex? I’m not going anywhere, no matter how long you give me the cold shoulder.

Dallas had half a mind to remind Ed that ‘boring’ was a pretty big part of why he was being ignored, but even that technically counted as no longer ignoring the bastard. It counted as engaging with him, and Ed would use the response to jump right back into the driver’s seat of Dallas’s control.

He let out a breath, turning to look into the diner. Bo stood at the counter, chatting up the blonde gal at the register. Dallas snorted, one corner of his mouth lifting. He hadn’t taken Bo for the ‘chatting up’ type. The woman must’ve been his usual barista, as well. She must’ve fit into his daily pattern.

Bo came back out of the diner, the coffee held in one hand. He pulled open the passenger side door of the cruiser and held one of the cups out to Dallas. “Your black coffee, no sugar or creamer.”

Dallas took it from him. “Thank you.” Bo nodded and slid into the car. “Who’s the blonde behind the counter?”

“Why?”

“You were chatting with her. More than you’d talk to a random person to order your coffee, anyway. I just figure you must know her.”

After a moment, Bo nodded. “Yes, her name’s Bridget. I’ve known her for a few years.”

“That’s cool. Is she your age?”

“Yes.”

“How… old is your age, exactly?”

“Eighteen. I’ll be nineteen in April.”

“That’s pretty impressive. You’ve accomplished a lot in a real damn short period of time,” Dallas said.

Bo cleared his throat as he clicked his seat belt into place. “Thank you.”

“No problem.” Dallas took a sip of his coffee and fitted the cup into the holder in the center console. “So, Austen, where’s your usual analyst?”

“Mister A? He’s dealing with personal family issues.”

“When’s he coming back?”

“Given the condition of his brother, I have a feeling he’ll be gone longer than expected,” Bo said.

Dallas glanced over at him as he pulled out of the parking lot. “Is that a good thing or a bad thing?”

“It depends on your definition of either word, I suppose.” Bo shifted uncomfortably in his seat. “It’s a good thing. It means his brother will recover rather than die, but he’ll need help he didn’t need before. Mister A will most likely be the one providing that help.”

Dallas nodded. “People must give you a lot of shit for that, huh?”

“For what?”

“The definition thing. You looked uncomfortable, and then you gave the positive outlook other people probably expect from you, even though ‘Mister A’ being gone is clearly hell on you, which makes it not a good thing.” Bo, as expected, didn’t respond. He was very much a strong and silent type. Or, at the very least, the silent type. “You know, my little brother’s a lot like you. Very pattern-driven, likes rituals, schedules, predictability. People give him shit for it, but it’s just how he functions best. Some people need those patterns to survive. Those patterns are usually one of the only sense of control they have over their lives, but people who don’t need those patterns to survive don’t understand what it’s like for these other folks to live without it.”

After what felt like an eternity, Bo nodded.

“How do you manage in times like right now, where you’re missing large parts of your patterns?”

“I amplify certain parts to fill the void, and I do my best to lessen the parts that are only tolerable if there is no void.”

“Like?”

“I do my best to lessen interaction with station personnel. Mister A makes the… unprofessionalism less of a nuisance, and since he isn’t here right now, decreasing the likelihood of nuisance is required.”

“Not a bad idea.”

Bo nodded. “Yes. It’s why I stay in the basement.”

We could take him to OUR basement, Tex.

Dallas cleared his throat. “That’s all right, man. As someone who has spent the last couple of years upstairs for Narcotics and shit, you aren’t missing much. The basement’s probably nicer.”

“Much quieter and more organized.”

“Yeah, I bet.”

Bo took a sip of his coffee. “May I ask what you did to your shoulder?”

“Totally. I got shot.”

“I’m sorry to hear that. Is there permanent damage?”

“Nah, just a rotator cuff that needs a bit of relaxing and a bit of therapy before I can go back to punching bad guys,” Dallas said. He looked over at Bo as the shorter man’s cell phone went off. “What’s that for?”

“Crime scene.” Bo glanced up at him. “Would you like to head out to your first homicide?”

“Hell yeah.”

Bo let out the lightest chuckle Dallas had ever heard. Phone in hand, he pointed out the windshield. “You’ll want to take a right at the next intersection. We need to get my camera bag from the lab. Then I’ll direct you to the scene.”

“Works for me, Austen.”

***

Dallas pulled into the beach’s parking lot just as two other uniformed officers worked to set up barriers and crime scene tape. “Wait. Our first crime scene is on the actual beach? Not, like… in the parking lot?”

“Welcome to Los Angeles.”

Dallas snorted. “Am I supposed to help these guys? Or… what do we do?”

“As I understood it, Lieutenant Fox and Chief Pitman want you to ‘fill in’ as my Mister A. So, while you won’t be performing any forensic activities, you are allowed to follow me into the scene.” Bo cleared his throat, reaching down to unzip the camera bag on the floor of the car. “More than likely, whatever this homicide results in will be your case, anyway. I mean, if Burke is the detective they assign to it.”

“Why’s that?”

“She doesn’t enjoy doing any of her own work, so she passes the work off to a pair of officers and then takes the credit when the case is said and done.” Bo snapped the flash onto his camera, glancing over at Dallas. “I’m not one for gossip, but it isn’t gossip if it’s factual information and not a secret. Burke slept her way to her detective promotion. She’ll do the least amount of work she has to in order to remain there. Letting an officer do that work for her counts as ‘least amount’.”

Dallas took a moment to process before offering a smile. “So… good news, we’ll be working a case together. Or is that bad news for your pattern?”

“Before he was transferred to the West Bureau, I worked rather frequently with an officer here. This fits my pattern just fine.” Bo opened the door and slid out of the car, closing the door behind him. Dallas let out a breath. At least he seemed to be making progress with the analyst. That had to count for something. He climbed out of the car and followed Bo to the crime scene, ducking under the yellow tape Bo held up for him.

A naked man lay on his stomach in the sand, his back filled with cuts and scars, some much more recent than others. They appeared to be arranged in a circle of some sort, each mass of marks cut to look like symbols, cut to hold meaning. “What… the hell?”

The faintest smile crossed Bo’s face. “Welcome to Homicide, Silver.”


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Books & Badges – Chapter Twenty-Eight

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Not for the first time that morning, Russell found himself awake. They had gone to bed a couple hours after Vera had finished watching her ghost show and been tucked in. In the last five hours, Russell had managed a whopping half hour of sleep. He rolled onto his back, scrubbing both hands over his face.

He dropped his hands to his chest, eyes focusing on the dark ceiling. The day before, he had gone through the details of Lauren’s homicide file. Though there had been a large part of him that had hoped there wouldn’t be nearly as many similarities between her death and Vince’s, he had needed to know.

And tragically, he had discovered even more similarities than he had prepared himself for. Both of them had been shot six times in the back while off-duty. Yes, Vince was technically ‘off-duty’ because he was retired, but Vince had always been a cop at heart, retired or not. Lauren and Vince had both been shot while walking home at night. Russell had yet to figure out if Vince had gone anywhere other than his usual nighttime walking route–that was on his to-do list–but Lauren had been walking home after buying groceries.

Three bags of groceries had been found in the alley with her body, along with her purse. She hadn’t been robbed, just like Vince. Both of them had still had their wallets on them, and as far as anyone had ever been able to tell, nothing had been taken from either wallet. Credit cards, debit cards, driver’s licenses, cash, photos. Nothing had been missing from their wallets, and nothing had been missing from Lauren’s purse.

Both of their badges had been missing. Vince always had his on him, tucked away in his wallet. Russell was certain of that. Lauren had been off-duty for a total of two hours before she had been shot. Her badge would have been pinned to her belt or tucked away in her blazer’s pocket, but it hadn’t been there. It hadn’t even been in her purse or in her car at home. Someone had stolen it.

Russell’s brow furrowed. If the cops had checked her car, they had reason to believe she had been in it, even though she had walked to the store. He rolled onto his side and grabbed his cell phone from the nightstand. After unlocking the device, he added another point to his to-do list.

Talk to Lauren’s partner about the night of the shooting, especially why she hadn’t taken the car, especially why the cops had checked it for her badge in the first place.

“Russell?”

“Yeah?”

“You’re doing a lot of moving about,” Theodore mumbled.

“Sorry about that.” Russell set his phone down and rolled to his back again. “Did I wake you?” he asked, turning his head toward Theodore.

The man, his back to Russell, lifted a shoulder. “I’ve been in and out for the last hour or so, I think.”

“Trouble sleeping?”

“Yeah. Not because of you, though.”

Russell nodded. “Wanna talk about it?”

Theodore chuckled softly. “If I talk about it, you will think it’s because of you. I’ve just been thinking a lot about all of this.”

“As in you and me?”

“Not us dating. Us sleeping in the same bed.”

“Does it make you uncomfortable?”

“Not uncomfortable.” Theodore rolled over onto his bad hip, shoving an arm under his pillow as he met Russell’s eyes. “I hate that I still feel… weird about it. I slept in the same bed as Shane the… second time we saw each other. Christ, I slept with Shane the second time we saw each other. But this… I can’t even bring myself to kiss you.”

“Your mind doesn’t want to recreate the circumstances that led to you eventually marrying Shane. Because of the things he said and did to you, your mind is still convinced it’s your fault. Which means that things like you sleeping with him, you kissing him, you sleeping in the same bed with him… Well, it means your brain reads those as mistakes you made, as though there wouldn’t have been any abuse if those things hadn’t happened when they did. So your brain wants you to avoid doing them again. That’s… why you feel weird.” Russell cleared his throat. “I think. I mean, I’m assuming.”

“Maybe.” With a grunt, Theodore rolled onto his stomach, crossing his arms over Russell’s chest. Russell couldn’t help but smile as he moved a hand to the shorter man’s back. “Your turn?”

“My turn for what?”

“I don’t think you’ve slept at all tonight. I’m sure it’s because of the case. So… do you wanna talk about it?” Theodore asked.

Russell shoved an arm beneath his head, clearing his throat. “I’m technically not supposed to discuss case details with civilians.”

“You don’t have to. You can… talk about how it makes you feel, if you want.” Theodore rested his chin on his forearm. “You were very open with me at the station yesterday.”

“It seemed to make you uncomfortable.”

“I didn’t know how to handle it. It’s not something I’m used to, to say the least.” Theodore smiled softly. “I like that you were comfortable enough to share that with me. I’ve just never had a man openly tell me exactly what was on his mind. I didn’t know how to respond. Amongst my normal fear register, I was scared I’d say something wrong.”

“You did great. Offered to sit with me and everything.” Russell offered a smile, his thumb caressing the curve of Theodore’s lower back. “I really appreciated that. Hell, I can’t even begin to tell you how much it meant to me that you showed up there tonight. That meant the world to me, Theo.”

“I’m glad it meant something to you. I mean, really. I-it didn’t matter what the hell I did for Shane. Nothing was good enough.”

“You showing up there was more than good enough. I really needed to see a face that wasn’t a cop today.”

A tiny smile tugged at one corner of Theodore’s mouth. “Glad I could help.”

Russell lifted his hand just long enough to push his fingers through Theodore’s hair. “If I tell you something about the case, you can’t go telling it to any reporters or anything like that.”

“I’ll do my best not to.”

Russell chuckled. “Works for me.” He did his best to keep at least some of the humor on his face, but it faded quickly. “You know how I told you the reason I don’t get a lot of cases is because I don’t have a partner right now?”

“Yeah.”

“I don’t have a partner because… the gal I was working with, Lauren, was shot and killed last year while she was off-duty. She was walking home, and someone shot her in an alley about four blocks from home.”

“Oh, my God,” Theodore whispered. “I’m so sorry, Russell.”

“Yeah. Thank you.” Russell cleared his throat. “She and Vince were both shot six times in the back. Overkill. They were both missing their badges, too. I mean… Vince’s was a retired detective badge, but he carried it with him everywhere. I think… the same person shot them both.”

“Wh-what would that mean?” Theodore asked.

“That this person is targeting cops, and Vince was the end of his cooldown period.”

“So… he’ll kill more cops?”

“After his cooldown period? Probably.”

“Jesus,” Theodore whispered. He uncrossed his arms, laying a hand on Russell’s cheek. “You have to be careful, Russell. I just got you in my life. I…”

Russell laid a hand over his, thumb caressing Theodore’s knuckles. “I’ll be watching my back until I catch this guy, I promise. I’ll be careful.”

“Good,” Theodore whispered. “Don’t move?”

“Not moving.”

Theodore leaned up and kissed Russell’s jaw. “How are you going to prove they’re related?”

“I still need some forensic information on Vince so I can compare the details there to the details from Lauren’s scene. Bullets, gun, height… Stuff like that. From there… I’ll question her partner, see what they remember from the day she was shot. The cops, umm… They checked her car for her detective badge, but she walked that day. I need to know why she walked, and I need to know why they checked her car. It was at home, so…” Russell shook his head. “I just gotta find out all the details I can. That’s the main goal.”

“Will that… be easy for you?”

“Nothing will be easy for me. I mean, it’s Vince. And now it might be Lauren, too.” Russell cleared his throat. “But talking to our forensic analyst won’t take a lot of time. That’ll be… easiest. Talking to Lauren’s partner will be rough, I imagine. As far as I know, they’ve become a bit of a shut-in since Lauren’s death. More so than before, anyway. But I just… I gotta know everything that I can about both scenes, about both of their deaths. The more I have, the better a detective I am.”

“You’ll do great,” Theodore whispered. “You’re a hard worker already, and I know this is gonna make you work even harder. You’ll do great.”

“Thank you,” Russell whispered back. He brushed a thumb over Theodore’s cheek, eyes flickering to his lips for only a moment. If Theodore was anyone else he had tried to date, Russell would kiss him for the pep talk, for listening, for sharing. But Theodore wasn’t anyone else. Theodore was… Theodore, and kissing him without express permission was far from what Russell wanted to do.

Instead, caressing his cheek would serve as thanks, and Theodore’s weight on his chest would serve as comfort and understanding.

That was more than Russell ever could’ve asked for.


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S. Carved – Chapter One

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Chapter One

Friday: February 8, 2008

Freshly promoted from the LAPD’s Central Bureau’s Narcotics Unit, Dallas Silver found himself more than ready to join the homicide department. After spending the last week on leave to nurse an injured shoulder, he wanted to get back to the job. He needed to get back to the job.

A bit ironic, isn’t it? A bit… on the nose? First you became a cop, did the whole vice and narcotics thing, and that was fun. But now you’re going to willingly choose your stupidity and move to homicide the first chance you’re given? I ask again, Tex: isn’t it a bit on the nose?

Dallas, not for the first time, chose to ignore the voice in his head. Ed–though Dallas tried his best not to call it that to its face, er… voice–fed on attention. The less he responded to Ed’s nagging, the longer he could live his peaceful, well-constructed web of lies.

Clearing his throat, Dallas walked into the station. Smoothing a hand over the buttons of his shirt, he drew in a calming breath. He held it for a moment, let it out, and made his way to the lieutenant’s office. He felt confident in his ability to win over the lieutenant with the same ease he had for winning over most people.

Dallas was a well-practiced charmer, what with his half-smiles and slight Texan drawl. With the lieutenant, he even had an extra benefit built right into his biology. Much like himself, Lieutenant Alec Fox was a black man.

He stopped at the open door to the office and gave a little knock. Alec lifted his head, a smile coming to his face as soon as his eyes landed on Dallas. Just like that, Dallas thought.

“Officer Silver. Hope you made the drive okay?”

“Oh, it wasn’t too bad. You get used to driving with this damn sling on eventually.”

Alec chuckled. “Suppose I’ll just have to take your word for it.” He pushed himself to his feet and rounded the desk. With Dallas’s right arm held to his chest by the sling, Alec didn’t even bother with an awkward attempt to shake his hand. Even Dallas could appreciate that. Instead, Alec laid a hand on his shoulder, just long enough to let it serve as a greeting.

Imagine how easy it would be for us to kill him here, Dallas. Take that knife off your tactical belt, flip it open, and ram it straight into his neck. He wouldn’t even see it coming.

“You wanna see your desk first, or your partner?” Alec asked, entirely unaware of Ed’s threat on his life.

Dallas’s heart clenched. “Partner?”

“Well… not exactly. He’s a forensic tech, a lab geek. The chief and I agreed that you can work without another officer for now, but we’d still like someone else there to keep an eye on you.” Alec gestured to the door. “Walk with me?”

Or we could kill him, Ed reminded.

Dallas cleared his throat. “Of course, sir. Lead the way.”

“Thank you. The forensic tech in question, he’s a bit of a rule breaker, but he’s… let’s say, mellowed out in the last few years. When it comes right down to it, he’s one of our best employees, enough so that Jamal keeps trying to snipe him for the West Bureau instead. We normally have him partnered up with another forensic tech, but he’s unfortunately out of state for a little while. It’ll be the perfect time to transition you in as his partner. Shift buddy. Workplace friend. You can call it whatever makes you feel the most comfortable.”

Dallas nodded. Thank you for not partnering me with another officer, sir. It’s deeply appreciated.”

“You’re welcome. Like I said, we made a collective decision to wait until you felt ready for one.” Alec stopped just short of the lab and turned to face Dallas. “Losing a partner is far from easy, Dallas. You’ve passed your mental evaluation, but that doesn’t mean you don’t need any help. It doesn’t mean you’re from seeking help. Okay?”

One corner of Dallas’s mouth lifted. “Of course, sir. If I need help… processing, I won’t hesitate to find that help.”

“Good.” Alec walked into the lab, and a moment later, Dallas followed. “Bo? I’d like you to meet that officer we talked about.”

A short blonde white man lifted his head. His blue eyes settled on Alec’s face first, scanned over Dallas second. After closing the book before him on the table, he rose to his feet. “I see your right hand’s unavailable, so I’ll skip the handshake. I’m Bo Austen, forensics. As I’ve been told, you’re stuck with me for the next week or two.”

“Well, I didn’t use the word ‘stuck’,” Alec said. “You’ll be partnered for the next week or so.”

Dallas smiled his signature half-smile. The blonde’s expression didn’t change. “I’m Dallas Silver, rookie homicide officer.”

“Yes.”

Dallas couldn’t believe it. His charm had met its match with a short, beanpole-framed lab geek?

Alec cleared his throat. “Bo? How about you go on up and show Dallas his desk, huh? Then you can both go get coffee at that diner you like. Sound good?”

“Okay.” Bo finally rounded the table, hands tucked behind his back. Dallas figured the purple flannel and dark jeans were supposed to soften his monotone answers and his general lack of expression, but they didn’t seem to be working well that morning. “I’ll wait at the top of the stairs for you,” he said quietly. Bowing his head, he walked past Dallas and out of the room.

Dallas turned toward Alec. “Was it an accident that I was ‘partnered’ with someone who seems to be a bit… distasteful of me?”

“Oh, no, he has no problem with you. I should’ve, umm, warned you better.” Alec shoved his hands into his pockets. “Bo’s not great with change. Both of the analysts he works with are temporarily on vacation, and the only cop he likes recently transferred to West.”

“Should I be worried that he only likes one cop?”

“No. Correction, the only cop that’s always been kind to him. Bo’s a good kid, but he’s got too much brain in that head of his for most people to like him.”

“They hate him because he’s smart?”

“Adulthood hasn’t changed the bullies from school. It only changed the building the bullying takes place in.”

“But he looks like he’s just a damn kid.”

“He is. Doesn’t make him off limits to any of their dickish behaviors.”

Dallas let out a breath. “All right. Thanks for the heads-up. I’m… going to see if I can help out a pattern-driven lab geek.”

“Thank you. Let me know if there are any issues. Otherwise, welcome to homicide, and good luck.”

Dallas offered a two-finger salute and walked out of the lab. As promised, the lab geek stood at the top of the stairs, waiting.

We could push him down the stairs. How could anyone blame that on us, Tex? Especially when everyone else in the station already wants to do it? Ed asked.

“Thanks for waiting for me.”

“You’re welcome.” Bo took a step away from the wall and led Dallas to the officer desks. “This is your desk, Officer Silver.”

“Dallas is fine.”

Bo kept his gaze on the desk. “I struggle with addressing new people by their first name.”

“That’s fine. You okay with just calling me Silver?”

After a moment, Bo nodded. “Yes, I believe I can manage that. Thank you.”

“No problem, man. You have a preference for what I call you?” Dallas asked.

“No. Austen, Bo, lab geek… You can take your pick.”

“All right, Austen.” Dallas cleared his throat. “Should we go to that diner you like? Get some coffee?”

“If you’d like to.”

“Do you normally go in the morning?”

“Most of the time.”

Dallas watched him for a moment. “Not by yourself, though, huh?”

“No, I generally ride in with another analyst.” Bo glanced up at him. “Would you like to lead the way through the station?”

“Nah, go for it. I don’t know my way around yet.”

Bo nodded once, turned around, and headed toward the lobby doors. Dallas followed without complaint.


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