Books & Badges – Chapter Forty-Seven

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Work had been far stranger than Theodore had been prepared for. He couldn’t help but be worried about Russell, no matter how hard he tried to think about anything else. On top of his worry for Russell, the fear of how much he cared about Russell sat heavy on his mind.

He had cared about Shane more than anything, and that had come back to bite him in the ass rather quickly. Theodore couldn’t push down the fear that it would be the same with Russell, and his worry about the man’s safety only served as fuel to the fire.

A hand came down on the desk, gentle enough not to make much noise, but present enough to draw Theodore’s attention to Gina’s face. “Hey.”

Gina smiled. “Hey. Are you okay?”

“Yeah, I’m good. Why?”

“You seem, umm… I don’t know. I guess you’re a bit more… withdrawn than usual.”

Theodore forced a smile onto his face. Thankfully, he had no doubts that it looked genuine. He had gotten damn good at them in his time with Shane. “I’m fine. I’m a little tired and a little sore, but that’s about it.”

Gina raised a nearly suggestive brow. “Your hip, or…?”

Theodore couldn’t help but roll his eyes. “You are a pervert. It’s my hip.”

“What can I say? I’m just making sure Russell’s treating you right.”

“Russell and I will continue to not have sex for… what I imagine is the foreseeable future,” Theodore whispered.

“That’s okay. Taking your time with it and making sure you’re ready for it is the right call. It’s the healthy call.”

Despite his worry for Russell that day, Theodore couldn’t help but want to talk about their relationship the same way he usually did. Hell, maybe that would help him focus on something other than the worry. “You think it’s the right call… for Russell? Or just for me?”

“Have you talked about it with Russell?”

“No. He hasn’t brought it up, either.”

“Think… maybe he doesn’t care if he’s getting laid?”

“I don’t know,” Theodore whispered. “It’s hard for me to admit that he’s not in this relationship just to…”

“Sleep with you?”

“Dominate me.”

“Ah.” Gina nodded, crossing her arms over the counter. She looked around for a moment before leaning closer to Theodore. “Have you asked Russell what he’s into?”

“No.”

“Because unless he’s… the greatest abuser I’ve ever seen, he’s not like Shane. A-and it’s okay for you to be scared that he is. It’s expected for you to be scared that he is. But I think it’s unlikely that he is. He showed genuine vulnerability to you. Hell, he showed that vulnerability to me when he came here looking for you. He has no problem with you having a day with Vera, with me, with your parents. He leaves you alone with other people. He doesn’t drop in unexpectedly like Shane used to. You remember that shit?”

After a moment, Theodore nodded. “Yeah, before he made me stop going out shopping with you and whatnot. He’d ‘accidentally’ end up at the same stores as us.”

“Yeah, a big coincidence, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Shane didn’t bide his time, Theo. He sunk his claws into you as soon as he could, and then he started separating you from everyone who could possibly tell you that he was toxic, that he was abusive, that you didn’t deserve it. If Russell starts cutting you off from people? Run. Run the hell away from that man. But right now, I don’t think he’s looking to dominate you, in or out of the bedroom.”

Theodore let out a breath. Despite the fact that the reassurance had only come from Gina–not Russell–he still felt comforted. Just like every other time he sought advice or reassurance from his only real friend, he felt comforted. Eventually, he knew he would have to take his concerns up with Russell if he wanted true relief, but for now, he couldn’t trust Russell’s word nearly as much as he could trust Gina’s.

“Thank you,” Theodore said.

She smiled, unfolding her arms to squeeze his hand. “I didn’t let Shane scare me away from you forever, and I’m sure as hell not going to let your rational worry scare me away, either.”

Theodore gave her hand a tight squeeze. “You’re a lifesaver, Gina.”

“I’m gonna let that go straight to my ego.”

He snorted. “Please do. Your ego deserves it.” He pulled his hand back to himself as his phone vibrated in his pocket. He shifted on his chair enough to grab the device.

“What’s that?” Gina asked.

“Text from Russell.” Theodore unlocked his screen and opened up the message.

Russell: We found it!! We found the fucking car! Forensics is on the way to check for prints. We. Found. It.


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Casanova – Chapter Nineteen

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Chapter Nineteen

11:27 AM; CLINSTONE POLICE DEPARTMENT, CONFERENCE ROOM

“He smiled when he greeted you?” Bo asked.

Thomas nodded toward his partner. “Not at me. He smiled at Chris.”

Bo turned to Chris. “Because you arrested him?”

“Yeah.”

“And he said he was honored to have a copycat running around?” Bo asked. Thomas nodded. “That is enough to let me know it’s not him. I’ve never met a serial killer that’s happy that someone else is copycatting them. It’s like piggybacking off of the former’s fame to make a name for yourself. It pisses them off. He wouldn’t be honored.”

“Why describe it to us, then?” Chris asked.

“To convince you that you’ve caught the right guy,” Bo said plainly. “To lead you to believe that you don’t need to be looking for the Casanova.”

“Misdirection, more or less,” Thomas muttered.

“Right,” Bo agreed. “Can I see your notes on his little speech?”

“Mmhmm.” Thomas held the small notepad out to the blonde. Bo grabbed it, lowering himself into one of the chairs at the table as his blue eyes skimmed the words before him. “Thoughts?”

“The guy’s either really committed to his game, or he also genuinely believes that he’s the Casanova. At this point, anything’s possible,” Bo said. He handed the notepad back to Thomas as Jensen and Ryan walked into the conference room. “Well?”

“Bartender says it isn’t his, and I quote, ‘fucking job to observe customers and remember what they look like’,” Jensen said. “It also isn’t his job to remember what their names are.”

“In short, a waste of our time,” Ryan said. “You were wrong, Austen. He had nothing for us.”

Watch it, Detective,” Jensen warned. Ryan held up both hands in surrender before lowering himself into one of the chairs at the table. “What’s the plan now?” the sergeant asked.

“Unless I’ve been omitted from some big conversation, we have no useful evidence, right?” Thomas questioned.

“Nothing incredibly useful, no,” Bo said. “He introduced himself as Joel in Clinstone. Otherwise, we know next to nothing, and truthfully, with what we do know, we might as well know nothing.”

“Here’s how this goes, folks,” Chris said as he pushed himself to his feet. “Now you’re all included in the Casanova’s little shit group. He makes it his goal to kill as many women as possible, leave as many bodies behind as he can, and make sure there’s no evidence against him. It’s a game, and you’re all playing.” He shook his head, letting out a soft sigh. “We know nothing, and if he has it his way, it’s going to be a long damn time before we know something.”

5:31 PM; BRANDON, SOUTH DAKOTA, DÉJÀ TATTOO

With gloved hands, the tattoo artist pulled back on the damp paper he had smoothed over the inner side of Bo’s wrist. “All right, Bo. What do you think of the placement?”

Bo stared down at the purple lines on his skin, a soft smile turning up either corner of his mouth. “That’s perfect, Berry.”

Berry smiled. “Awesome. I’m gonna finish setting up the machine, you’ll pick out some ink colors, and then we’ll get started. Okay?”

Bo nodded. “Sounds good.”

Jensen smiled as Bo turned toward him. “Nervous?” he asked.

Bo took in a long breath before shaking his head. “I wouldn’t say nervous,” he said quietly, reaching up with his free hand to brush Jensen’s dark hair away from his forehead. “Happy to cover up the scars, though. It’ll be annoying not being able to wear a watch for a bit, but I’ll deal with that on Monday.”

“Mm.” Jensen held Bo’s hand between both of his own, offering a smile. “The girls are super excited to finally get to see the actual tattoo.”

“So am I,” Bo agreed.

“Ready to sit still for the next bajillion years?” Jensen asked.

Berry laughed, shaking his head. “It’s not exactly a bajillion years,” he said. “And if you need to move your arm at any point once we start, just say something and we’ll take a break. Deal?”

“Will do, Berry.”

6:45 PM; BRANDON, SOUTH DAKOTA, DÉJÀ TATTOO

Bo and Jensen thanked Berry one last time before walking outside, fingers intertwined. “Are you hungry?” Bo questioned.

“Babe, I’m always hungry.”

The blonde snorted. “I know. Would you like to stop somewhere?”

“Tacos, Clinstone?” Jensen asked.

“I assumed as much,” Bo said as Jensen unlocked the car. “It works for me.”

“Awesome.” Jensen reached out, pulling open the passenger side door before Bo could.

Bo smiled softly. “Thank you.”

“Mmhmm.”

Bo slid into the seat, locking his seat belt into place as Jensen closed the door. He looked down at his left wrist, where saran wrap allowed him to see the design inked into his skin. The words ‘Fly Free’ were written in cursive just beneath where his watch usually rested. Six birds flew to the right of the words, each one inked with a different letter. J, B, and C marked three of the birds in blue. In pink, A, K, and P marked the other three birds. Much like one of the three necklaces he wore around his neck, the birds represented both his family and the freedom he felt every single day by getting to be around them. Although the tattoo would never rid him of the memories of what had happened to him before the scars or why he had created them in the first place, the new image before him would always remind him of the progress he’d made since then, and that was more than enough for him.


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Books & Badges – Chapter Forty-Six

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Russell stood beneath the shower head, face tilted back in the water. He hadn’t done much more than speak to Jamal that day, but he was absolutely exhausted. He wanted nothing more than to crawl into bed with Theodore, close his eyes, and not have to wake up again until all of this was over.

“Russ?”

“Yeah?”

“Umm… I’m sorry. How much longer are you gonna be?”

Russell pulled open the shower curtain, leaning out to look at Theodore. “Not long. What’s up?”

“I’ve been thinking about the, uh, needing to take better care of my hip thing. You’re right. I do need to take better care of it. Which means that I… sorta need you to carry Vera back to your room. She fell asleep in the chair.”

“Okay. I’ll be done here in maybe five minutes. Just gotta rinse off and get dressed.”

“Thank you.”

Russell offered a tired smile. “No problem, Theo. Out in a few.” Theodore returned the smile before walking away from the doorway. Russell closed the curtain and leaned back into the water.

He couldn’t wait for the case to be over and solved. He couldn’t wait for life to go back to whatever the hell ‘normal’ would be from then on out. A version of normal that didn’t involve Vince was a kind of normal that Russell couldn’t even visualize. The only time his life hadn’t had Vince in it was a time before he had even met the man. Vince had been actively involved with his life ever since then.

Life would never go back to normal. It would only be able to come to a new normal, just as it had done after every other major ‘event’ in Russell’s life. This time, the new normal would include Theodore and Vera.

He could certainly chalk that up to ‘the bright side’ of his new normal.

***

After carrying Vera to bed, Russell walked back to the other end of the house and slid into bed beside Theodore. It felt odd to be in his brother’s room, even if it hadn’t been his for years.

“Thank you for carrying her,” Theodore said, laying a hand on Russell’s chest.

Russell closed his eyes, covering Theodore’s hand with his own. “No problem, Theo.” He cleared his throat. “You comfortable on that side?”

“Yeah, I’m good. Are you?”

“Comfortable as I can be. Still a little weird.”

“But you feel okay?”

“Yeah, I feel okay.”

“Good,” Theodore whispered. “If you feel like you can’t sleep in here, we can move back to the living room, no matter what time it is.”

Russell smiled, his eyes still closed. “If I can’t sleep in here, I’ll just take the couch, let you sleep. I’ll feel a little less like an ass that way.”

“If it works for you, it works for me.” Theodore carefully pulled his hand out from under Russell’s, threading their fingers together instead. “What’s our plan for tomorrow?”

“You should go to work if you want to, and Vera should go to school. She told me she gets to dress up for Halloween at school, and she sounded pretty damn excited about it. I’m going to go over to Andrew’s, tell him not to do any digging on this case until future notice. And then I’m heading out with one of Jamal’s bodyguards to see if we can find the stolen car. The stolen car is my in for the rest of the case, in the assumption there are prints on it.”

“So… you’ll be safe?”

“Yeah, I’ll be safe.”

“Good,” Theodore whispered. He gave Russell’s hand a gentle squeeze. “I hope you find that car, Russ.”

“Me too. I don’t know how I can possibly prove it was them without the damn thing.” Russell let out a harsh breath. “But, umm… enough about all that shit. Let’s get some sleep. In the morning, we’ll have breakfast for the three of us, I’ll take Vera to school, you to work, and then I’ll hand over to Andrew’s. Sound good?”

He heard Theodore shift beside him, felt the mattress dip slightly. “Sounds good to me, Russell. Goodnight.”

Russell squeezed his hand. “Night, Theo.”

***

After dropping Vera off at the school, Russell drove to the bookstore and pulled up to the curb by the door. “Do you need help getting out?”

“I’ll be okay.” Theodore pushed open the door before leaning over the console to press a kiss to Russell’s cheek. “Be safe.”

“I will. You too.”

Theodore nodded, dropping a hand to Russell’s on the steering wheel. “I better see you here when my shift ends. I’m calling Jamal if you’re not here.”

“Okay.” Russell laid a hand on Theodore’s cheek and kissed his forehead. “I’ll be here to pick you up. Are you off early? Or…?”

“Four.”

“Four,” Russell echoed. He smiled. “I’ll be here, safe and sound. Then we’ll go get Vera from your parents’ place, and then… then we’ll get changed and go trick-or-treating.”

“Perfect.” Theodore touched his cane to the ground before looking back at Russell. “Find that car, Russ.”

Russell offered a soft smile. “I’ll do my best, Theo. Have a good day at work. I’ll see you tonight.”

“See you then.” Theodore slid out of the car, offered a little wave as he closed the door, and headed up to the shop.

Russell let out a slow breath and shifted into drive. Adjusting his grip on the steering wheel, he pulled away from the curb. He still needed to swing by Andrew and Emelia’s place. Making sure Andrew didn’t get involved in the case was top priority. He had already lost Lauren. He had already lost Vince. He wouldn’t lose Andrew too. He wouldn’t lose Emelia for being the one to get her husband killed.

He needed to know his only damn friends were safe, even if he had no plans of being at the station that day. Hell, especially if he had no plans of being at the station that day.

***

His chat with Andrew had been mostly smooth sailing. Andrew had been a little against the whole Jamal aspect of the situation, but he was all for the bodyguards and extra help. Russell had chalked that up to a success for the day.

Now, he walked into the largest junkyard and auto salvage lot Rustin had, one of Jamal’s bodyguards at his side. The man was a good two to three inches taller than Russell, his posture much more proper. He had introduced himself as Enzo, his face set hard enough to cut stone.

Even though Russell was willing to admit he was a little intimidated by the guy, he was more than thankful to have the man with him. He felt… safe, and for the first time since his conspiracy theory about his coworkers had arisen in his mind, his paranoia of being followed and at risk had dissipated.

“Mister Pitman has already spoken to the owners of the lot. They don’t know anything about this vehicle, but they said we are more than willing to allow us to look around for as long as we need to, and they’re willing to give us a list of vehicles they’ve crushed or parted out in the last year or so.”

“Thank you.”

Enzo nodded. “I’ll make sure Mister Pitman knows you are grateful.” He untucked his hands long enough to gesture to the rows and rows of cars before them. “Where would you like to start?”

Russell’s eyes roamed over the cars. After what felt an eternity, he shook his head. “I’ve got no fuckin’ clue.”

Enzo chuckled. “What do you say we start at the back? In my experience, you don’t hide your stolen car at the front of the lot.”

Wanting to keep his knowledge of Enzo’s experience as one of Jamal’s personal soldiers as limited as he could, Russell only nodded.


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Books & Badges – Chapter Forty-Five

A/N: Sorry for the delay! I seemingly believed yesterday was both Tuesday and Wednesday, but not Wednesday enough for Books and Badges. I’m blaming it on being sick for two weeks, lmao. Anyway, enjoy!

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It was nearly seven in the morning when Jamal left. Now, nearing eight o’clock, Russell had finally fallen asleep on the couch. His head rested on the pillow on Theodore’s lap, his arms folded up near his face. Theodore combed his fingers through Russell’s hair, his eyes focused on the television. An old movie played on screen, but Theodore wasn’t paying nearly enough attention to know anything about it. His mind remained stuck on everything Jamal Pitman had discussed with them.

He took some comfort in the promise that they would all be kept safe, but it didn’t take all of the worry away. It didn’t make everything feel okay again, much as he wished it did.

“Daddy?”

Theodore blinked, eyes shifting to his daughter’s freckled face. “Hey, baby girl.”

“Hi.” Vera climbed onto the couch, snuggling into Theodore’s side. She laid a hand on the side of Russell’s head. “Still asleep?”

“He had a late night, fell asleep not too long ago.”

“Oh.” Vera shifted, pulling her feet up onto the couch. “Are you hungry?”

“We can eat whenever you’re ready,” Theodore said.

“Russell has nothing in the house,” Vera whispered.

Theodore chuckled softly, smoothing a hand over his daughter’s hair. “I brought over a carton of eggs and a box of pancake mix. Mm, and your chocolate milk. I brought that too. We’ll be okay.”

“You’re the best, Daddy.”

“Thanks, baby.” Theodore patted her knee. “Let me move Russell’s pillow to the couch here, and then we’ll make some pancakes and eggs, okay?”

“Okay.” Vera jumped off the couch and grabbed Theodore’s cane, waiting patiently. His hands under the pillow, Theodore slid off the couch. He lowered the pillow, managing not to wake up Russell. Instead, his detective snuggled further into the pillow. Theodore smiled, smoothing a hand over Russell’s hair. He still couldn’t believe that he felt safe around Russell, that he felt comfortable around him.

But he was damn glad that he did.

Turning, Theodore accepted his cane from Vera. “All right, sweetheart. Let’s go make some breakfast.”

***

After helping drop the last of the pancake batter on the pan, Vera smiled. “Hi, Russell.”

“Morning, sweetheart.” Russell wrapped his arms around Theodore, resting his chin on the shorter man’s shoulder. “Didn’t mean to fall asleep on your lap. How’s your hip?”

“My hip’s fine, Russ. How was your… power nap?”

“Mm.” Russell shrugged. “I’ll sleep more after food.”

“A great idea,” Theodore said. “Vera suggested we go to the park today. Wasn’t, umm, sure how you felt about that.”

Thankfully, even Russell’s tired brain picked up on the real reason his opinion was being asked this time around. “How about we play in the backyard later instead? I don’t have any cool swingsets, but I have a basketball hoop. You and me could shoot hoops, and your dad can watch without having to sit with a bunch of strangers. How’s that sound?”

“Sounds fun!” Vera wrapped her hands around the counter, leaning forward. “You’re going to play with me?”

“Unless you’d like to shoot hoops all by yourself.”

“No! I want you there too.” Vera reached over and grabbed Russell’s arm, little fingers wrapped around his wrist. “Promise you’ll play ball with me?”

“I promise,” Russell said softly. He squeezed her hand, and for the briefest of moments, nervousness struck Theodore. It was like a bolt of lightning, striking its target out of nowhere and then disappearing from sight. For the millionth time since he had started dating Russell, he reminded himself that Shane had never gone out of his way to show any sort of care for Vera. He hadn’t wanted to change diapers, feed her, prepare a bottle, change her, bathe her. As she got older, that hadn’t changed. He hadn’t wanted to help her learn to walk or speak. He hadn’t taken her to school.

Hell, he never would’ve dreamed of calling her ‘sweetheart’, either. To Shane, that would’ve been far too close to claiming her as a daughter of his own, and that had always been the last damn thing he wanted.

Vera flashed that adorable little smile of hers, dropping her hand back to the counter. “Daddy, will you ever be able to play basketball again?”

“Not the running or jumping part. It risks, umm, the new hip moving into the wrong place, more or less. But eventually, I can do the throwing the ball part of it.”

“When will your hip be better?”

“Umm… a while. It can take up to a year to fully heal after surgery.”

“And that’s only if your dad starts taking better care of said hip,” Russell said.

“Can we help him?” Vera asked before Theodore could even defend himself.

“We can try. We need to get him back into physical therapy, for instance. Just… a version he’s more comfortable with.”

“Like a version at home?”

“Yeah, exactly like that. We just need to be there to remind him to do the exercises. Maybe we can even do them with him, give him some good motivation.”

“Oo, I like that!” Vera decided.

Theodore couldn’t help but smile. Russell wanting to help as well as being the one to suggest the ways they could help meant more to him than the taller man would probably ever be able to imagine. “I’d have to at least go back once to figure out most of the exercises and stretches again. I went a couple times because I didn’t have a choice, but I don’t remember much of anything.”

“After this case is over, I’ll look up as many of the stretches as I can find. We’ll go from there,” Russell said. “If that works for you, of course.”

“That works for me.”

Russell smiled against his shoulder before pressing a kiss to it. “Then that’s what we’ll do, soon as all this is over.”

Theodore reached back and touched Russell’s cheek. He knew ‘this’ referred to more than just the case. It referred to the bodyguards, the possible dangerous Russell was in, the possible danger Theodore could be in by association.

Despite the danger, despite the guards, despite the corruption Russell was possibly working around, Theodore took comfort in the way Russell had chosen to word the sentence. As ‘soon’ as it was all over. Not ‘if’ it was ever going to be over. In Russell’s mind, it was a guarantee.

That served as some much needed comfort for the shorter man, comfort he never planned to take for granted.

***

Theodore tilted his head back against the couch as Russell stopped behind him. “You okay?”

Russell cleared his throat, eyes on Vera as he handed Theodore the burner phone Jamal had given him before leaving the house.

“What’s that?” Vera asked.

“Boring work stuff, sweetheart.” Russell pushed himself away from the couch, walking around to where Vera sat in the rocking chair. “What’re you drawing?”

“Guess.”

Theodore watched them for a moment before looking down at the text message Russell had left up on screen for him.

Jamal: Derek has a younger cousin working in Narcotics. Last year, he busted someone with over ten pounds of cocaine in their house. Six of those pounds went missing from evidence lock-up. Cousin’s partner took the fall, turned up dead a month later. Unsolved, but I can already tell you he was killed by the gang the cocaine was meant for.

Jamal: Stolen cocaine has since hit the streets. Derek and Bonnie have since come into quite a bit of money. I’m sure you can connect the dots on the connection there.

Jamal: Do let me know if you need further help, Russell. I have strings I can pull anytime you need me to, especially if it means getting justice for Vince.

Russell came back around the couch, laying a hand on Theodore’s chest. “They killed my partner and Vince so they could get rich selling cocaine,” he whispered, his lips brushing the shell of Theodore’s ear. “How in the hell… am I supposed to move forward with that knowledge?”

“I don’t know, Russ,” Theodore whispered back. He set the phone down, reaching up to bury his fingers in Russell’s hair. “Are you okay?”

“No.” Russell gathered the material of Theodore’s shirt in his fist. “I’m so sorry I dragged you into this, Theo. So fuckin’ sorry.”

“Hey,” Theodore whispered, turning his head toward Russell’s. “Russ, you didn’t know about any of this when you told me about the case. You didn’t drag me into anything.”

Russell sniffled before letting out a long breath. “What do I do?”

“You aren’t used to this, Russ. You’re used to just… doing it yourself, doing it with your partner. I-I think you should talk to Jamal and see what he suggests doing to move forward from here.”

“Not a bad idea.” Russell lifted his head, pressing a lingering kiss to Theodore’s temple. “Thank you. I just… I don’t know. Lost my head for a few.”

“Russell, I can’t even begin to imagine how hard this is for you. You have every right to lose your head for a few, especially if that just means it prevents you from figuring out your next step in the case. But you’re welcome. Well… no problem, actually.”

“You’re the best,” Russell mumbled. He kissed Theodore’s shoulder, dropping his hand to grab the cell phone. “Thank you.”

“No problem, Russell. You come back in here if you need to, okay?”

“Okay.” Russell squeezed his shoulder and walked back out of the living room.

“Daddy?” Vera asked.

“Yeah?”

“Is Russell still going trick-or-treating with us?”

“That’s the plan. Why?”

Vera shrugged, her eyes on her little sketchbook. “He’s still doing work stuff. I don’t want him not to do work stuff for me.”

“Russell’s not like Shane. He wants to…” Theodore cleared his throat. “Russell is very happy to see us when he’s not working, and he’s even happier to see us when he is working. He wants to see us, wants to go trick-or-treating.” He smiled as Vera finally met his eyes. “He’s excited for it, Vera. It’s a break from work he desperately needs, I promise.”

Vera smiled. “Okay, Daddy.”


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S. Carved – Chapter Fifteen

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Chapter Fifteen

Dallas parked his car in the garage and cut the engine. To make his ‘running errands’ excuse appear a bit more valid, he had driven out to the grocery store and picked up a few things. There had been a time where he would ask Ed to do that for him, but he had long since learned it was relatively useless. Ed was good for getting information on criminals, but that was about the extent of it.

Unless he counted all the irritating things Ed did as ‘things he was good at’, which Dallas preferred not to. Giving Ed credit for being an asshole seemed counter-productive, even more so than allowing the voice to bully him into responding to his pleas.

Letting out a sigh, Dallas pushed open the door and dropped a foot to the garage floor.

What’re we gonna do now, Tex?

I am going inside to make lunch. You are going to shut up for a couple hours.”

Ed laughed.That’s cute. Do you actually think I’d take an order from you?

“Nope.”

Then why bother?

“Just letting you know in advance I’ll be ignoring your bullshit this afternoon and throughout the evening.”

Good luck.

Dallas rolled his eyes, snagging his key from the ignition. He grabbed the grocery bags from the passenger seat, slid out of the car, pocketed his keys, and closed the door with his hip. Before he got to the door that led back to the house, Xavier opened it from inside. “Hey.”

“Hey. Get anything exciting?”

One corner of Dallas’s mouth lifted. “Got you some snacks. Restocked your caramel popcorn supply.”

“Ugh, you’re the best.” Xavier walked alongside him to the kitchen, rifling through the bags in Dallas’s hands until he found the popcorn in question. “Are you making lunch?”

“No, as of today, I’ve decided that lunch is an unnecessary waste of time fed to us by capitalism.”

Xavier snorted, shoving Dallas with his shoulder. “It’s Sunday. So… did you get spaghetti?”

“I sure did.”

“Awesome. That’s what we’ll have for lunch?”

“Sure will.”

Xavier nodded. He leaned back against the counter, hugging the popcorn bag to his chest like some kids did with their textbooks. “Is Bo staying the night again?”

“He’s welcome to stay for as long as he wants to.” Dallas set the bags on the floor, eyes shifting to his little brother’s face. “Unless him being here is messing with you. Then I’ll figure something else out that works for all of us.”

“No, no. I like him being here. It’s nice having someone that, like, almost speaks my language.”

“Good. I think he appreciates it too.”

“Yeah, I hope so. It’s hard being the odd guy out all the time, everywhere you go, and based on some of what he’s said, I think I actually fit in better than he did when he was in school.”

“Maybe you lucked out. His school was smaller, somewhere in the Midwest.” Dallas stilled for a moment, laying a hand on the refrigerator door. Bo hadn’t told him that.

I may have done a bit of research on the freak, Ed said, the words a little more rushed than usual. Oops.

Dallas rolled his eyes and pulled open the refrigerator. “This might be one of the things you benefit from by going to a larger school, you know? You can bleed into the background better when there’s a couple hundred kids in a grade versus when there’s a dozen or two.”

“I guess that makes sense. Maybe kids are slightly nicer now than a couple years ago too.”

“Could be. Doubt it, but it’s nice to imagine children are finally being raised to grow the fuck up ASAP.”

Xavier snorted. “Yeah. I like imagining it too.” He rested his chin on the bag, eyes on the floor. “Do you think Bo has autism?”

“I think Bo’s just been… abused and attacked for existing. I think he’d be a very different person if his genius had been born into a different family.”

“Yeah, but so would I.”

“True. You wouldn’t have had to deal with an abusive or neglectful parent. But you wouldn’t have me, either. That alone would make you totally different.”

“Yeah. Wouldn’t have my better half.”

Dallas chuckled, tucking the last half gallon of milk into the door of the refrigerator. He closed the door slowly enough that the bottles inside didn’t rattle. “Oh, please. We both know you’re the better half of the Silver brothers.”

Xavier smiled. “Yeah, I sorta am, huh?”

“Absolutely.” Dallas mussed his brother’s hair. “Where’s Bo?”

“My room. I have him playing Uncharted.”

“Which part’s he at?”

“Finding out Sully’s alive. He’s pretty good at gaming. He’s picking up on the controls a lot faster than you did.”

“Damn, man, you don’t need to roast me.”

Xavier smiled faintly. “If I roasted you, you would be more than aware of it.”

“Yeah, yeah, I know. I’d be nice and crispy if you had.”

“Damn straight.” Xavier took a small step back. “Do you need help making food?”

“Nah, I’m good. I’ll let you know if my shoulder can’t handle stirring a few pots.”

“The food.”

“Yeah, the food in the pots.”

Xavier smiled. “Okay. I’m going to go see how Bo’s doing, then. If that’s okay?”

“Yep, more than okay with me. And, hey, don’t eat too many of those. Don’t fill yourself up before actual food is even on the stove,” Dallas said as Xavier walked out of the kitchen.

The young man gave him a thumbs-up, arm extended so his hand nearly touched the ceiling.

Brother’s growing a little too close to your new freakish little friend, don’t you think?

Stop calling him that.

Freakish? Oh, Tex, come on now. Surely I’m not the only one who knows about his past in his department of choice. Let’s see, let’s see… The case he worked as a child when children his age were being murdered. He handled that pretty well. Little too well, really.

You aren’t going to convince me to remove him from this house, Ed. Dallas pulled a pot down from the cupboard and carried it over to the sink. He’s not a freak. He’s not some kind of monster.

Maybe, maybe not. He sure does enjoy standing up for them, though, doesn’t he? Like that Vivian woman, the one who murdered a woman because the voices told her to? The one he harbored from the police on a run through the city? The one he let hold a KNIFE TO HIS THROAT until they gave him what he wanted? That’s the kind of person you want your brother around, Tex? Such a dangerous, unpredictable little man.

Dallas closed his eyes, shutting off the water. I’m not going to play your games today, Ed. Bo is perfectly predictable. Unbelievably predictable. He’s ritualistic. He needs a routine. He needs patterns. And he’s far from dangerous. Xavier’s got more power in his grasshopper legs than short stuff’s got in his whole body. And I’ve got you. I’m sure we’ll be fine.

Ed snorted. I won’t protect Xavier from him.

I don’t need you to. Xavier has me. Xavier has himself. XAVIER will be perfectly fine without your help. As is, I’d prefer if you stayed away from him regardless.

Oh, boo. You’re such a bore.

Dallas rolled his eyes. He carried the pot back to the stove, something that was still a bit of a struggle with the sling on, but he always managed fine. Ed, I know you don’t care about my life. Personal, work, whatever. I know you don’t care. But when I tell you I need that blonde around, I mean it. Hiding behind him in that department is necessary for my freedom and survival, and that means it’s necessary for yours too. So unless you want to spend the rest of my days locked up in prison again, stop trying to get rid of Bo. Stop playing these little games after you agree to leave him alone. Just stop.

I’ll see what I can do.

I’m sure you will.


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Books & Badges – Chapter Forty-Four

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Armed with his phone and a cup of coffee, Russell sat on the couch, leaned back against the armrest. Theodore sat between his legs, his body twisted just enough to the side that his hip was supported by Russell’s leg rather than crushed by it.

Russell took a sip of his coffee before setting it on the end table behind him. “What am I supposed to say when I call him?”

“I think that mostly depends on if you get his voicemail or not.”

Russell nodded. “Yeah, probably.” He let out a breath, pressing the call button on his phone before he could change his mind. He set the call to speaker and set his phone on his thigh, waiting.

After the second ring, a man answered with a simple, “Pitman.”

“Umm… hey. I’m, uh, Russell Steele. I’m…”

“Vince’s boy,” the man said, his voice soft. “I’d heard about his death. I’m very sorry for your loss, Mister Steele. Vince was a damn good cop, an even better man.”

“Yeah,” Russell whispered. “I, uh, I’m investigating his death, a-and he always told me that if I ever needed anything I couldn’t get from the station, I should call you.” A pause. “I need something I can’t get on my own, something I worry will get another one of the good cops killed.”

“I’m about twenty minutes from Rustin. Can we meet up to discuss what you need?”

Russell muted his end of the call. “Theo?”

“Meet him here. I don’t want you to meet him alone,” Theodore said.

Russell pressed a kiss to the top of Theodore’s head and unmuted the call. “Yes, we can meet. I’ll give you my address, unless you have another plan.”

“Whatever you’re most comfortable with, Mister Steele.”

Russell gave his address to the man, who promised to be there within half an hour. “Are you sure you’re okay with him coming here?” he asked after ending the call.

“You’re going to be here. That’s… that’s all I need right now to know it’ll be okay,” Theodore said.

Russell wrapped Theodore in a hug, resting his chin on the other man’s shoulder. “I love that you feel safe around me, Theo.”

“Me too. Even… even though it still makes me a little nervous.”

“I’d be a little worried if you weren’t at least a little nervous. For the first, like, decade after we got away from my biological father, anyone I didn’t feel nervous around made me suspicious. I just assumed I must’ve been manipulated by their charm.”

“Understandable. Never thought of it that way.” Theodore let out a breath. “Do you just wanna… sit here together until he gets here?”

“I’d love that.”

Theodore laid a hand over one of Russell’s, threading his fingers through Russell’s much longer ones. “What’s your plan for tomorrow?”

“I don’t know. I-I don’t know if I can walk into that station tomorrow. I’m considering calling in, not going at all, but then I gotta tell Andrew to stay outta this shit, too. I brought him into it, but I gotta…” Russell sighed. “I don’t know. I don’t know what my plan is.”

“That’s okay. I wouldn’t know what the hell to do, either.”

“The only thing I know for sure is that you, me, and Vera are gonna get all the candy in the neighborhood. I know the best houses to hit.”

“Oh, do you?”

“I do! I normally take my niece trick-or-treating every year.”

“Hopefully I’m not taking you away from that this year?”

“Nah, she says she’s too old for it. Makes me even more thankful for your invitation, honestly.”

“Well, I’m glad we could help. Though… it’s technically Vera’s invitation.”

Russell chuckled softly, arms tightening around Theodore briefly. “I’ll be sure to thank her personally.” He shifted, burying his nose in Theodore’s neck. “Can I ask you something?”

“Uh… about me?”

“Yeah.”

“Okay.”

“How do you feel about… terms of endearment? Babe, baby… Stuff like that?”

“Maybe someday it’ll be different, but as it stands, I don’t like them,” Theodore said.

“Because of Shane? Or you just have never been a fan of them?”

“Because of Shane.”

Russell nodded. “Okay. Then I will absolutely respect that. I just wanted it clarified before I get to a point where I slip up and use them around you.”

“I appreciate that, Russell.”

“My pleasure.” Russell lifted his head, pulling one hand away from Theodore to grab his coffee instead. “Thank you for staying up with me.”

“It’s Sunday. I don’t work anyway. But you’re very welcome.”

Russell chuckled, squeezing Theodore’s hand. He took a sip of his coffee and passed it to Theodore, who took a drink without complaint. “What’s your middle name, Theo?”

“Why?”

“Looking for cool things to call you, of course.”

Theodore snorted. “You’re gonna have to look elsewhere, because my middle name’s Robert, and if you start calling me that, we’re totally over.”

Russell smiled, dropping his chin to Theodore’s shoulder. “I’ll do you one better. My middle name’s Ernesto.”

“No fuckin’ way.”

“Oh, absolutely fuckin’ way. Russell Ernesto Steele. My father totally planned his hatred from day one.”

“Have you ever wanted to change it?”

“Couple times. Mom considered it when I was younger. In the end, I think we just had too much going on to change it when I was growing up. Now it just seems… pointless, I guess. I’ve already lived with it this long, y’know?”

“Yeah, I get that. At a certain point, there are things that just feel, well, pointless.”

“Very.” Russell leaned his head against the back of the couch, closing his eyes as he stroked Theodore’s chest with his thumb. “You ever think about getting fish again? Besides the goldfish you’ve got in your bedroom, I mean.”

“No. I mean… technically. I’ve considered it, but even walking past the fish at the pet store makes my chest all tight. I only have the goldfish because Dad took Vera to a fair, and she won him for me.”

Russell smiled, his eyes still closed. “That child loves you so damn much.”

“I lucked out with her, that’s for sure.”

Russell nodded. “I’m sorry that bastard killed all your fish, Theo.”

“Thank you,” Theodore said after a moment. “No one’s ever expressed… sorrow at the idea that my fish died. It’s always sorrow at the idea that he shattered that expensive tank, that he must’ve scared the hell outta me. It’s never about the fish.”

“I’ve heard you talk to the goldfish in your bedroom. I know you love him the way other people love their pets. Them being fish doesn’t take away from the fact that they were your pets, the fact that you probably loved them. It doesn’t make their lives less important.”

Theodore reached back to touch Russell’s cheek. Russell leaned into the man’s palm. “Thank you for understanding that, Russ. I’m pretty damn used to the ‘they’re just fish’ response.”

“No problem at all, Theo.”

***

Russell pulled open the door, eyes landing on Jamal Pitman. Though he’d never met the man in person, he had seen him on the news more than once. He was a proud authority figure in Los Angeles, a pillar of a proud black man who had worked his ass off to be promoted to chief of police and hold the position for years longer than most other chiefs around the country.

“Mister Pitman.”

Jamal smiled softly. “Jamal’s fine. May I come in?”

“Yeah, of course.” Russell stepped away from the door. Jamal stepped inside, tucking his hands behind his back once he’d closed the door. “Umm, this is Theo, my boyfriend. Not a cop, but absolutely involved in these conversations.”

Jamal untucked his hands and held one out to Theodore. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Mister…?”

Theodore grabbed his hand. “Theo’s fine. I prefer it.”

Jamal nodded. “Theo, it is, then. What about you, Mister Steele?”

Russell shook his head. “Russell’s fine with me.”

“Of course.” Jamal tucked his hands behind his back. “So… shall we sit down and discuss this case before you tell me what you need from me?”

“Yeah, this way.”

***

After walking Jamal through the case, Russell held his phone out to Jamal, Derek’s Instagram pulled up on his screen. “This is them. Derek Adler and Bonnie Clouse. I need to know what kind of shit they’re involved in, what Vince and Lauren could’ve seen or heard to get them both killed,” he said.

Jamal grabbed his phone, eyes flicking up to Russell’s face before falling to the screen. He pulled his own phone from his pocket, dialed a number, and pressed it to his ear. Russell laid  a hand on Theodore’s thigh, more than thankful that the other man grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze.

“Franklin, I need you to get two names to Jeremiah for me. Derek Adler and Bonnie Clouse. They live here in Rustin and they work for the Rustin Police Department. Have him get their addresses first before he dives into their emails and social media profiles.” A pause. “I’m looking at Instagram, Adler’s page. I can give you his username, offer a bit of a head start.” Jamal read off Derek’s username letter-by-letter, doing the same for Bonnie’s a moment later.

Admittedly, Russell was a little more than surprised that Jamal knew how to find Bonnie’s username from the tagged people section of the site.

“Tell Jeremiah to keep an eye out for anything that is a potential connection to anything suspicious. A large withdrawal, a large deposit, texts, emails, phone calls… I want every spec of dirt he can find. First update on the hour, yeah?” Jamal asked. He glanced up at the ceiling. “All right. Thank you, Franklin. Out in a bit.”

He pulled his phone from his ear and handed Russell’s phone back. “I’m going to have my driver bring you a burner phone. It’s how I’ll contact you with any information we find. We have to assume that, at the very least, they have access to your text messages. It’s not hard to gain entry into that. Right now, since you’re alive, they don’t suspect you of knowing anything. I’d like to keep it that way.

“However, there’s always a chance they do know. There’s a chance they fear it. Because of that, I’m going to put a bodyguard on you. We’ve already lost Vince, and I swore to that man that I would protect his family if I outlived him. That includes you.”

“That’s why you were near Rustin,” Russell said quietly.

Jamal smiled. “Yes. I keep my word. A man’s only as good as his word.” He cleared his throat, nodding toward Theodore. “Do they know you are dating him?”

“He’s been in the station. There’s… a chance they may have seen us hug.”

“Okay. I’d like to put a guard on him, as well. Unless you two are planning on remaining inside this home until this is said and done.”

Russell shook his head. “Theo has a job at a bookstore, and his daughter has school.”

“I’d like one on her, so long as you’re comfortable with that.”

“Umm…” Theodore cleared his throat. “Would it be a man?”

“Yes. My men are very well trained and vetted. They will not lay a hand on her,” Jamal said.

“Okay. I-I’m okay with it, then.”

“Good,” Jamal said softly. “Is there any chance they know his name? First and last?”

“Not that I know of.”

“Do they know you have a sister and a niece?”

“Yes.”

“I’d like to put guards on them.”

Russell nodded. “Okay.”

Jamal laid a hand on Russell’s knee. “Like I said, my word is my bond. While we search for this information, you and your family will be safe, boyfriend included. I will make sure of it. That is a promise.”

“Thank you,” Russell whispered.

“Any family of Vince’s is family of mine.” Jamal pulled his hand back to himself. “I need a moment to discuss which guards will be assigned to whom, and then I will bring you pictures of each so you know that if you see them, they are my men. You’ll excuse me for a moment?”

“Yeah, yeah. We’ll, umm, we’ll be here.”

“All right.” Jamal pushed himself to his feet. “We will get justice for Vince, I assure you. He was a very good man, and I will not let this go unsolved. My men need a bit of time to find what we need, and then we’ll get ‘em. You have my word.”


A/N: I don’t know about you guys, but seeing Jamal pop up in other books is always one of my favorite things about them

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LFAM – Chapter Five

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Chapter Five

Monday: February 22, 2016

On their lunch break, Hilo and Tahki had decided to stick to their newest plan and head over to James Fletcher’s house. Tahki couldn’t help but hope this plan came through better than their ‘fingerprinting on our own’ plan. “Are you sure this is still our best plan?” Hilo asked as they walked up the driveway.

Tahki nodded. “Fletch is our best bet for keeping this away from any of our superiors. He’ll do a favor for just about anyone at the station, and in return, anyone would do a favor for him. You know, like a forensic analyst agreeing to run some prints without reporting the letter to Sarge. And it’s not only our best plan. Right now, it’s our only plan.”

“Okay,” Hilo said quietly. “This is… this is what we’ll do, then.”

When it came right down to it, Tahki wasn’t certain that it was their best plan, either, but she was pretty sure it was their safest bet. James Fletcher would do a favor for anyone, so long as the ‘favor’ wasn’t illegal.

Letting out a harsh breath, Tahki lifted a hand and knocked on James’s door. Several seconds of silence followed before the door opened. James’s brow furrowed as his eyes quickly scanned over the detectives. “Hey, Fletch,” Tahki greeted once his eyes settled on her face.

“Hey, Tahki.” He cleared his throat. “Is everything okay?”

“Of course. Can we come in?”

“Seems… contradicting to me. I don’t know if you guys know this, but I don’t get many visitors when I’m not actively at the station. So… something must be wrong.”

“We can, uh, do our best to go into the details of what might be wrong, but not until we’re inside,” Hilo said.

After a moment, James nodded and stepped away from the door, allowing the two detectives into his home. “Shoes off, please,” he said as he closed the door. Tahki and Hilo both complied without complaint. “Would you like coffee?”

“If it’s no trouble.”

“I just made a fresh pot about half an hour ago. No trouble at all,” James assured. “This way,” he said with a little nod. Tahki and Hilo followed him into the kitchen. He poured three cups of coffee and slid two of them over to the detectives. His own held to his chest, he leaned back against the counter. “Creamer’s in the fridge. Sugar’s on the counter. When you’re ready… go ahead and talk.”

“Thanks, Fletch,” Hilo said, squeezing the man’s bicep as he grabbed the glass sugar canister from the little wire rack above the bread box.

While he waited for the detectives to make up their coffee however they liked it, James set his own on the counter and rubbed the knuckles of one hand with his other thumb. On occasion, it completely spaced Tahki’s mind that the man had been living with arthritis for decades. It was part of the reason their chief always suggested he could be a danger in the field, as if arthritis made him entirely incapable of doing his damn job. It had always been quite the opposite, though. James was by far the best detective on the force.

“Have you watched the news today?” Tahki asked, looking down as she stirred the creamer into her coffee.

“Let’s pretend I’ve only been awake for forty-five minutes and haven’t done much more than shower and make coffee just yet,” James said.

Tahki smiled faintly, lifting her head to meet his eyes. “Sure, Fletch. Today’s the twentieth anniversary of our bank heist massacrer.”

“The unsolved case you two worked?”

“Right.”

“All right. Far as I know, that’s been rotated to another detective. Several times, actually.”

“It has. But the case itself isn’t the problem. It’s the letter that Hilo and I received this morning that is the problem.”

James lifted his head. “What kind of letter?”

“The… sender claims to be our bank heist shooter,” Tahki said. “And, uh, if we let our superiors know about this letter, he claims he’ll do it again.”

“And this time, he wants to do it without any survivors, and maybe not at a bank,” Hilo added.

James looked between the two before taking a small sip of his coffee. “I need you to be straight with me for a moment. Are you serious, or is this a ploy by Chief to prove I should be forced to retire?”

“We’re serious. We’d never take part in anything like that,” Hilo said. “As soon as we force you out of the station, I’m next, and then Tahki. Believe me, we want no part in Chief trying to prove you aren’t qualified for a detective position anymore.”

“Appreciated,” James said quietly. “You said the sender claims to be your bank heist gunman. So you don’t know for sure. What makes you uncertain?”

“Personally,” Hilo started, “it’s the letter itself. It has no details in it. Killers like this, they send notes to taunt the investigators. Jack the Ripper did that. Talked about double murders before it hit the news, added his little ‘ha ha’s, mocked the cops and reporters for thinking he was a surgeon or a doctor. Whatever it was. But he said things that let them know it was really him. He wanted them to know. He craved that. If you send a letter, it’s because you want to taunt the reader, and you want the receivers of that letter to know it’s you, not just some imposter. But this guy, he gave us no real clue that it’s him.”

“That… does seem a little out of the ordinary,” James agreed. “Why send a letter if you don’t want to rub it in the detectives’ faces that you’re the real deal?” A pause. “Unless… he thinks it’s more torturous that you don’t know if it’s real or not.”

“Why would that be more torturous than knowing it is real?” Tahki asked.

“Because if it’s real, you know why you can’t show it to your superiors. If you don’t know if it’s real, you’re living with the guilt of hiding it without knowing if it’s really the right thing to do, if it’s the only thing to do. You guys aren’t rule-breakers. You never have been. Real deal or not, the author of that letter knows that, and he’s using it against you,” James said.

Tahki let out a breath, but she couldn’t bring herself to respond. She didn’t have anything useful to say, anyway. James wasn’t wrong, and that was the only thing she was certain of now.

“What is it you guys need from me? What kind of favor?” James asked when the silence had gone on too long.

“The letter we have. We want to pull prints from it and see if any of them are in the system.”

“Smart. You guys had prints for the guy. So if it’s him that did send it, you’ll have a match,” James said.

“How do you know that?” Tahki asked.

“I’ve seen the file more recently than you guys probably have. You haven’t seen it since it went cold and was handed off to someone else, right?” James asked. Tahki nodded. “Since Chief doesn’t want me working on most of the cases that come in, Loo lets me look at old files when I’m bored. I looked at this one just a couple weeks ago. Hell, I’ve still got a partial copy of it at the station.”

“You do?” Hilo asked.

“Far as I know. I haven’t been there in a few days, so it’s possible Loo took it out of my desk, of course,” James said. “I’ll give you guys the keys to my office so you can check. If you’re not allowed to tell any superiors, it seems like he’s watching you. Or, at least, he’s pretending to be. Since I’m not scheduled to work today, I don’t want it to be suspicious for you guys to leave here and then for me to go into the station alongside you. Okay?”

“Appreciate that, Fletch,” Hilo said.

James nodded, took another sip of his coffee. “Well, in relation to this letter… you guys know I don’t pull fingerprints, right?”

“We know. But we know you can ask Jade to do it without her asking a ton of questions about where it came from. I’m pretty sure you can get her to pull prints without her even reading the words written on it,” Tahki said.

“Probably,” James said after a moment. “So it’s because the people at the station like me that I’m being asked to be involved, right?”

“That and… because we know we can trust you with it,” Tahki said.

“Right. The letter says he has his sources. I don’t know how true that is, but if he has ‘sources’ that would tell him what the superiors know, he has to know someone inside the station, and we know that’s not you,” Hilo said. “You love and honor the badge far too much for that.”

James nodded, but he didn’t respond.

“Look, Fletch, for all we know, this letter was written by some dumbass who’s lurking around out there with a camera so he can put his cool ‘social experiment’ on YouTube. But right now, we can’t take that risk,” Hilo said. “We’re coming to you because you’re one of the only people we know for sure we can trust. Please, can you just… ask her?”

“Yeah,” James said quietly. “I will… go ahead and give her a call, and then I’ll call you, let you know what she said. All right?”

“Thank you, Fletch. Really,” Tahki said.

The older man nodded. “You’re very welcome. Let’s just hope those prints match someone other than our unknown gunman.”


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LFAM – Chapter Four

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Chapter Four

Thursday: November 2, 1995

The man walked down the sidewalk, one gloved hand tucked into his jacket pocket and his other hand wrapped around a coffee cup. He knew spending money on coffee when he had a perfectly good appliance for it at home wasn’t the wisest decision given his current circumstances, but he figured one more day of Starbucks wouldn’t hurt anybody.

He’d been fired the day before. Or, according to his ex-boss, he had been ‘let go’. Christ, he hated that damn term. Let go. He’d been fired, but they had chosen the more annoying terminology of ‘let go’ to keep him from getting angry at an unfair firing. He had been ‘let go’ to show the other employees that there was always the chance of downsizing, to keep them from acting out of line for fear they may also be ‘let go’ because the company was ‘going in a new direction’ or because they simply ‘weren’t what the company was looking for right now’.

He still couldn’t wrap his mind around why he of all people had been ‘let go’. So what, he’d been a little sad lately. He had every right to be! Divorce wasn’t exactly easy, and his ex-wife was trying to suck all the life and money out of him. He’d still been friendly to the clients. He’d still gone out of his way to bow down and kiss the boss’s ass. Apparently, friendly architects and ass-kissers had no place in the company’s ‘new direction’.

It was a bunch of horse shit. That much he knew.

He turned and walked into the bank with a heavy sigh. He had one last check to cash in, something that would have to hold him over until he managed to find another job. He walked up to the teller and fished the check out of his pocket, handing it over to the woman behind the desk.

He stuck his hand back into his pocket, eyes scanning the bank. How easy would it be to rob this place?

The thought took him by surprise. It certainly wasn’t a thought he had ever had before, and he couldn’t exactly say how many of those around him were wondering the same thing.

But when it came right down to it… it wouldn’t be that hard to rob the place. It wouldn’t take much to figure out the building’s weaknesses, its strengths. It wouldn’t be hard to scan over the interior, figure out how its pieces related to each other, how they all fit together.

He took his money from the teller, thanked her, and walked back out of the bank, keeping his pace much slower than it had been when he’d walked inside. The bank was on the smaller side compared to the others in New York, certainly one of the smallest in Riley. There wasn’t much security in the place, either. He’d only ever seen one guard in there—two on a Wednesday once—and he was almost certain that mild and temporary increase in security had only been because of how terrifyingly large the number of bank robberies in Los Angeles had been as of late. Even when the robberies were clear across the country, they worried people. They worried the banks.

Security aside, his ex-boss had designed the place. Finding the weaknesses the dumbass had left behind would, if nothing else, be a great way to waste some of his newfound free time. He snorted, shaking his head as he made his way down the sidewalk. He may not have had a job, but he certainly had a new hobby.


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LFAM – Chapter Three

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Chapter Three

Monday: February 22, 2016

Hilo flipped on the overhead lights in the lab, fingers resting on the switch as his eyes scanned the room. It wasn’t often their analyst hung out in the dark, but that didn’t mean it never happened. Unless she got called to a crime scene, she wouldn’t be coming into work for another couple hours, sometime much closer to noon. It would give him and Tahki time to dust for prints without too much trouble.

The real trouble would come from running those same prints through the system without their sergeant or lieutenant finding out. Of course, he was certain they didn’t have to worry much about Andrew running to the police chief and tattling on them if he were to find out about the unauthorized search. Andrew was far too busy thinking about sleeping with Tahki to worry about what they were doing for their cases.

Hilo shook his head and walked into the lab. If he wanted to mentally complain about Andrew’s inappropriate relationship with a subordinate, it could wait until after they knew what, exactly, they were dealing with when it came to the letter. Until then, the letter and the envelope it arrived in absolutely needed to be his primary focus, not Andrew and Tahki’s relationship.

“Close the door,” he said, looking back over his shoulder. Tahki nodded and pushed the door shut without any complaints. Hilo cleared his throat. “We shouldn’t have any issue dusting for prints, but we have another issue to deal with that raises a few… concerns, to say the least.”

“We have to be extra careful when we run it through the system,” Tahki said.

“Bingo.”

She followed him across the room. “What’s our plan, then?”

He chuckled, but he certainly didn’t find any part of their situation funny. “I don’t have one yet.” He set the letter and envelope on the table, a frown coming to his face. “I know we, uh, leave all of this up to Jade, but now that I’m down here, I don’t think we can dust it for prints. I’ve seen paper after she’s taken prints from it, and it never looks like it’s been touched with our fingerprinting powder. The prints are generally purple, not black like the powder.”

Tahki frowned. “Shit, you might be right. I don’t think we can.”

“But if I can find out where she keeps the fingerprinting powder, maybe I can find what she uses for paper. We can do some research from there,” he said, turning to pull open one of the drawers beneath the counter. He scanned the contents before closing it and trying another one. There, he found the fingerprinting powder and the little magnetic applicator.

“Good news, found the powder,” Hilo said.

Tahki smiled. “Well, hey, look at that. A step in the right direction.”

He nodded. “So… the other obstacles that will arise after we get these prints. One of us has to be willing to handle whatever fallout might potentially come our way after we run the prints. Sarge is gonna be pissed no matter who it is. I can’t say much for Loo, and I don’t know how much Chief cares about that kind of thing.”

“Not much, I don’t think. I’ve never known her to be too much of a hard-ass. As long as we’re not actively wasting money on something, it’s our job to catch the bad guys, and that’s about all there is to it,” Tahki said. Hilo looked back at her briefly, just long enough to let her know he was still listening. “Andrew isn’t really going to care, either. He’ll probably ask about it, but I don’t think he’s planning on throwing a fit about it. That’s not how he is.”

“That’s where my mind went, too,” Hilo agreed. He chose not to add the part about how he was only certain Andrew wouldn’t chew out Tahki. He had no idea how the lieutenant would react to him. He shifted his weight to his right foot, pulling another bottle from the drawer. It wasn’t something he recognized. He set it back down. “Sarge is the one I’m most worried about. She’s… Well, you know how she is.”

Tahki snorted. “God, don’t I.” She let out a sigh. “We’ll run it through under my name.”

“Are you sure?”

“Andrew’s our lieutenant. He’s in charge of Sarge. If she has anything to say about it, he still has the final say on what happens and what has to be done. And we both know why he’d be more willing to go easier on me,” she said.

Hilo nodded. If that wasn’t the damn truth. “Are you sure he’ll even care? I mean… work-life is different than your personal life.”

“I’m sure. I’m not sleeping with Andrew for the favoritism, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t have it.”

“Do you not feel uncomfortable about all of that?”

“About… what?”

Not for the first time, Hilo chose not to mention the fact that he was her superior. Instead, he bit the same low-hanging fruit he usually did. “LT is twelve years your junior, Tahki.”

Again, she sighed. “I’d be uncomfortable if he were the older one between us. The boss being older than the subordinate is a good way for everyone to say he’s taking advantage of me.” A pause. “Not that… everyone knows, but you know what I mean.”

Hilo nodded, but he certainly didn’t follow the logic behind it. He understood the premise of it on a very basic level, but everything in his mind told him it was wrong. Sleeping with a subordinate, sleeping with the boss, sleeping with anyone at the station that could be considered a superior or a subordinate. It wasn’t right.

“You’re not planning on leaking my relationship to the rest of the world, are you?” Tahki asked.

“Christ, no, of course not. I’m not like that.” Hilo frowned. “You’re like a sister to me, Tahki. I love you like one, too. We’re family. Your kids call me Uncle. Mine call you Aunt. I mean…” He shook his head. “I wouldn’t do something like that. I wouldn’t hurt you like that. I just want to know you’re being careful now, and that you’re going to continue being careful.”

“I appreciate that,” she said after a moment. “And we are careful. There’s a reason only you know about us. We aren’t stupid about it.”

Hilo offered a nod, grabbing another bottle from the drawer. It had a spray bottle topper rather than a cap, and the name sounded familiar. It at least seemed promising, more so than the other bottles in the drawer. That had to be a step toward finding the right one. “Ninhydrin ringing any bells for you?” he asked, turning to show her the bottle.

Tahki grabbed it from him, one corner of her mouth scrunched up as she scanned the tiny words written on the label of it. “Intro to Criminology suddenly seems like something that happened a million years ago, huh?”

He snorted. “Practically was.”

She leaned across the table to smack his arm. “We’re not that old, shithead.” Hilo only smiled. “But, hey… you know who is?”

“Hmm?”

“Fletch.”

James Fletcher was the oldest detective on the force, and for quite some time, their chief had been trying to force him into a desk job or early retirement. James was a bit too resilient to force into either position, and everyone at the station loved him.

Everyone, including their forensic analyst.

Hilo lifted his eyes to Tahki’s face. “You think we can get him to talk to Jade, don’t you?” he asked.

“Fletch could talk anyone in this station into doing anything. He’s spent a lifetime being kind and respectful, a lifetime buying them drinks and celebrating their birthdays. He could ask Jade to run these prints for us, keep it off the permission forms to Sarge, and we wouldn’t have to worry about the rest of it,” Tahki said.

“Yeah, it’d keep Sarge off of us, but what about Jade and Fletch? I’m not gonna throw ‘em under the bus because of that damn letter.”

“I’m not talking about throwing them under the bus. There’s no way in hell that Sarge stalks the records for what Jade runs through the system. She only checks the permission and request forms. Checking the records would keep her busy all damn day, and she’d never have time for paperwork. She’d never have time to be a hard-ass, either.”

Hilo let out a breath. “That’s… true.” He cleared his throat. “Fletch isn’t in his office today, so he should be at home. We can go there during our lunch break.”

Tahki nodded. “Good a plan as any.”

Hilo put the spray bottle back into its spot in the drawer. “Let’s go back upstairs in the meantime, focus on our actual homicide case. We have someone coming out here in about half an hour.”

“To try and identify our John Doe?” Tahki asked. Hilo nodded, carefully folding the letter up and pushing it back into the envelope. Trying to find their dear mass murderer—or ‘prankster’ civilian—would be hell in the middle of the actual case they had been assigned to, but until they knew if the letter was authentic or not, they couldn’t risk letting its existence get back to any of their superiors. The hope and possibility that it was fake weren’t worth risking the lives of any number of innocent civilians.

So as it stood, they would shoulder that hell until further notice.


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