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Announcement: Thank You and Progress Update

Hey, guys. I just wanted to take a moment today to thank you all and to give a quick update on writing and my books in general.

First and foremost, I know updates have been lacking greatly, and I thank you all for my patience. When I was posting on Wattpad, I would get messages every single day asking when the next update was. This was despite updating at least once every day. So when I say I appreciate you for your patience, I mean it. It’s about the only thing in my life right now that doesn’t stress me the hell out, and that goes a long way.

Secondly, I’ve had a strange relationship with writing for quite a while. That’s partly because of Wattpad. It’s partly because of my Letters from a Madman rewrite, which greatly changed my relationship with the crime genre. And it’s partly to do with my work being associated with my last name.

Though I can’t change my past with Wattpad, much as I wish I could, I can work on the other issues. I’ve been in the process of changing my name on my published works for about a month now? Give or take. It’s a long process, lol. And I’m currently working on trying to reignite my love of the crime genre.

I’m writing a new story called “Promise Not”, and I’m about 5,000 words into it right now. You can read a bit more about it here on my Instagram. I don’t start posting it just yeat because there’s still a chance I won’t be able to finish it.

Now, let’s talk a bit about the stories I’ve been posting on my website here.

If you read “The Happy Face Killer”, you probably saw the note about me wanting to–needing to–restart the story again. I currently have absolutely no passion for the story, and I can’t even remember the last time I worked on it. It’s a rewrite as is, and that should make it the easiest book on my list, but it’s actually the most difficult. Once I read through the Bo Austen series, I’m going to decide some things about the series. In the meantime, I’ll keep you as updated as I can on all of it.

I’m also struggling with my romances. I’m 100% stuck on “Hashtags and Homicide”, ad I have been for a very long time. I’m not sure how to fix that one right now, but I imagine it has something to do with my issues around the crime genre at the moment.

I’m also struggling with “Truths and Chains”. Though I have some days where I make good progress, most of it is being forced. The story was supposed to focus on Elias researching for his story, and that hasn’t been there. Things are moving way too fast for Vito, and that’s entirely out of character for him. Time needs to be expanded there, and that’s something I’m going to work on fixing ASAP so we can get back to the story. I know you guys love Elias and Vito, and I love the hell out of them too. I just need to do some rewriting and tweaking before I can move forward with the story.

In the meantime, I have a short story I can post for you all. I was going to wait until we hit 2K reads in a month, but until I start posting more, that’s going to be impossible. So, instead, shortly after this post goes live, the short story “Fighter 13” will be posted. This is a story about Luca from the Jamal Pitman series, and it focuses on how he joined the mob. It’s something I’m pretty proud of, despite how long it took to write, and I’m hoping you guys will enjoy getting some back story on Luca.

For now, this is about all I have for an update, but I’ll do my best to keep you guys as in the loop as possibly can. I suffer pretty heavily from brain fog and memory issues, so you might have to remind me to give you a progress update on my books every now and then. Until the next one, I hope you guys enjoy “Fighter 13”, and I’ll see you soon. Thank you for your patience and understanding. 💜

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When Toxicity and Mental Health Affect a Story

Hey, guys!

Sorry for getting this post out to you much later in the day than planned. The power company cut our power so they could cut down tree branches almost immediately after I posted today’s chapter of The Spectator, and we were without it for almost two hours, and then it was tragically time for bed. But anyway, let’s get into it, shall we?

As all of you know, I’m sure, posting on Wattpad was initially something I enjoyed. I enjoyed sharing my stories there, even when I had no readers, even when I only had one (Gabby). I’ve always loved interacting with respectful readers, and I still do enjoy that part of it. But as you know, Wattpad eventually grew to be incredibly toxic for me.

In between the constant changing environment on Wattpad (Oh, we’ll do ads to pay our writers! No, we’ll do nothing. Oh, what if we make readers pay for coins that they can use to pay for chapters and we give the writers with that feature a small cut? Yeah, most of them are in their teen years and don’t have jobs, but it’ll be great!), the toxicity of many commenters, and the sexual harassment story I don’t often talk about, it was no longer enjoyable.

For my own sake, I won’t say much more than the sexual harassment was directed at me from a man who is now an ambassador at Wattpad. Funny how that works, huh?

Anyway.

“Finally, an update!” It’s been six hours since I last updated. Finally isn’t an appropriate word, but you can bet it was always the first or second comment on most chapters I posted. When people comment things like ‘finally’, you come into the mindset that the only thing that matters is finishing a story so readers don’t have to ever wait for updates. And eventually, that’s the mindset I hit. Hitting word count milestones was worthless to me. Finishing a chapter was worthless. Finishing a book was the only real joy I ever felt in the last two or so years on Wattpad, and even that joy only lasted for the five minutes before I started the next one.

Not being able to feel any happiness from finishing a book starring a character you’ve loved sucks, and it takes its toll, both on you and on the story.

That’s where we come to today.

I’ve written ten books in the Bo Austen-Taylor series, and although I love the characters, there are many aspects of some of the books I flat-out don’t enjoy. I rushed through many of them so I could hit those five minutes of joy, and it shows. Some of the resolutions are rushed. Some of the killers have half-baked backstories that, while included in the story, make little to no sense, there are far more plot holes than usual, and far worse of a crime: I took away all of Bo’s character development from the Bo Austen series because I couldn’t write a character healing while I was worsening.

And that hurts.

Bo worked so hard to hit this place where he didn’t need to be normal all the time because Jensen wouldn’t love him if he was normal, because Jensen loved him because he was Bo, because he was Eli. And I took it away because… how the hell are you supposed to write a character on his way to better mental health when you can’t even take care of your own? When you don’t even put your own mental health at the forefront of your concerns?

For Bo, I feel that I need to rewrite the Bo Austen-Taylor series. For myself, I feel that I need to rewrite the B-A-T series. I haven’t written a single word in book 11–or a single word in book 5 of Young Bo–in almost two months. They’re both hard to look at, and they both remind me that I failed Bo every single time I open them. I need to fix it.

This is where my question to you guys comes in. I have ten books written. I can either A. continue posting the current B-A-T drafts while I rewrite the series or B. remove all of the B-A-T books and begin posting them the same way I would have on Wattpad, as they are written.

This brings me to issue two: Killer in Training.

I love Freddie, Paris, and Preston, but adhering to the backstory laid out in the B-A-T series has caused an issue in that book two of the series has no actual plot until about 5K words before the end. Even if it’s enjoyable to read, the first 25,000 words have no plot, and that’s not fair to those characters or the reader (even if you’re enjoying it, which is okay!).

If I rewrote book one, the main thing that would change is the ending. Hell, it’s probably the only part I would rewrite before diving into a new book two. I won’t spoil it here in case you haven’t read the current ending, but for those of you that have read it, I’m sure you can imagine what a change in the ending means, what a slight change in his backstory means. Hint: it involves Paris.

So this one isn’t so much a question as it is a statement. I’ll be rewriting the ending, at the very least, on Fedkenheuer, and then I’ll begin book two again, this time with a brand new premise, and I hope you guys will be excited for that.

In regards to both of these rewrites, July 1st will be day number one. Which means that if I post B-A-T as it’s written, the prologue of Happy Face will, more than likely, go up on the first or the second.

But anyway, that’s all my thoughts, and I’d love to hear yours, as well. Thanks for sticking with me, guys.

Heads Will Roll – Chapter Twenty-One

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Saturday: February 1, 2014

Bo had managed to sleep straight through the night, something he usually didn’t even accomplish back home. Sure, five in the morning was certainly considered early for most people, but it was still a lot later than he normally managed in one go.

In the clinic’s little break room, he was both surprised and pleased to see that Rick and Heidi had clearly slept through the night too. He knew Rick had needed the sleep, and if Heidi knew absolutely anything about this case, he was certain she had as well. There was nothing easy about your knowing the school your children attended wasn’t safe. There was nothing easy about knowing your husband was being hunted down by some crazed psychopath on a rampage of vengeance.

Unwilling to risk disturbing the pair by turning on the coffee maker, Bo made his way downstairs to the morgue. There wasn’t much more he could do until Jordan Sherman’s body was defrosted, but it still didn’t hurt to confirm the temperature had remained consistent throughout the night. Before walking into the room, he squatted down to unplug his phone charger from the outlet near the door. He had several texts from Bridget, but not enough of them piled up to be concerning. Simply enough to show she had likely wondered where he was and why he hadn’t shown up at the hotel. For that, he couldn’t blame her. Had he planned on coming into some actual sleep, he would have let her know beforehand.

After a quick check of the temperature gauge on the refrigeration unit Jordan’s body was in, Bo headed back into the hallway to send a text to Bridget. He wasn’t sure how much longer it would be before she woke up, but at least she’d wake up to his message and know he was safe and sound.

Bo: Good morning, Bridge. Sorry for not sending a text last night to let you know I was okay. I ended up sleeping at the hospital last night, and it appears Rick did the same. I hope you and Deputy Biggs were able to get some sleep too. I don’t have much else I can do here at the morgue, so I’ll be at the station with you today, unless our ‘friend’ leaves us another present on the lake

Bridget’s reply came before he could even get his phone back into his pocket.

Bridget: God I hope not

Bridget: I’m glad you got some sleep. You needed it

Bridget: I made him go home last night after he dropped me at the hotel. Can’t have him thinking I like him or anything

Bo snorted.

Bo: Of course, I should’ve known

Bridget: Can I call you?

Bo: Yes

Bo accepted the call a moment later and pressed his phone to his ear. “Bridge.”

“Hey.” A pause. “So you slept okay?”

“Yeah, better than I usually do, if you can believe it.”

“Well, it’s not a high bar to cross or anything.”

“That’s fair. Rude, but fair.”

Bridget laughed softly. “I know.” Another pause. “Are you okay, Bo?”

“Of course. Why wouldn’t I be?”

“Well, I can think of at least a couple reasons. Like… knowing this guy wants to kill you and Rick.”

“Well… technically, it’s my assumption that he wants to kill Rick. He came to Ellepath because Rick is next on his list, not me.”

“That’s not as comforting as you seem to think it is.”

“It’s enough for me, for right now.”

Bridget let out a quiet sigh. “I guess I can handle that. I don’t like it, but I can handle it.”

Bo pressed his back to the wall, crossing his free arm over his chest. “You said you had a ‘couple’ reasons. What’s the second?”

“What Kathy said to you at the lake?”

“About Dallas?”

“Sure. That’s one. And her calling you queer in front of two guys you barely know.”

“Oh.” Bo cleared his throat. “Yeah, I, uh… I didn’t know she knew that.”

“I don’t think she does. I think she’s just a bitch trying to get under your skin.”

“You… you don’t think Dallas told her?”

“No, and there’s no way she’d talk to him anyway. He’s beneath her, you know? Not even worthy of being gum on her shoe, as far as she’s concerned. She pulled some shit out of her ass to try and get into your head, and everybody in every department knows that you and Dallas are basically partners.”

“I suppose so. I just don’t know that she could poke and prod at me quite so accurately if she didn’t speak to him.”

“Well, when we get back to Los Angeles, if we find out that he did say any of that to the bitch? I’m kicking his ass into next week.”

Bo closed his eyes, a soft smile tugging at one corner of his mouth. He could always count on Bridget to stand tall at his side, despite both of their short statures. “Thank you, Bridget. I knew I could count on you.”

“Always. You’re stuck with me, Austen.”

“I’m pretty sure we long ago deduced you were stuck with me.”

“Nah, I don’t remember that.” Bo rolled his eyes rather than responding. “Were you able to find out anything about Sherman?”

“I have to wait for his body to thaw out before I can do an internal autopsy. I did a basic look for trace evidence. I didn’t find any DNA under his fingernails. The few fingerprints on his clothes appear to match his in the LAPD’s system. There’s a palm print on his neck, but it doesn’t match anything in any of the databases I’ve run it against. I found no external wounds to indicate that he was shot, stabbed, or injected with anything. The placement of the palm print indicates he may have been strangled, and there’s some slight bruising on the body that points to that as well, but I won’t be able to confirm until I can look inside his neck to see what the internal damage looks like.”

“Let’s assume you’re right,” Bridget said. “Why strangle Sherman but stab Carol?”

“I don’t know. If she was trying to grab a knife, the killer may have simply taken it from her and used it against her. If she managed to stab him first and drew blood that way, it may have simply been a fit of rage. Or a different preference on how he kills women versus how he kills men. Or the one who killed Sherman is the one who kidnapped Bonnie instead of the one who killed Carol.”

“Hmm.”

“What?”

“I dunno. It’s just… if they’re both cold-blooded killers, why hold back on Bonnie? Why kidnap her instead of killing her and displaying her?”

“My assumption is that it’s to pay homage to the original case, to leave little hints to Rick of who he is and why he’s here, but that’s all it is—an assumption.”

“Yeah.” A pause. “I still don’t get where Carol fits into it all. I get that Rick’s the target here in Ellepath. I get that Sherman worked the case in a way. I get that the list of missing cops and whatnot were, in one way or another, technically involved in it. But I can’t wrap my head around Carol.”

“Me neither, quite frankly. If she still worked at the school, my theory would be that she saw Bonnie being taken, but she doesn’t, and we have no reason to assume she was at the school that day, saw it, and then… chose not to tell anyone but was still murdered anyway. The other prominent theory would be that one of the neighbors is the kidnapper and she saw Bonnie there, on that street, and he chased her back inside but…”

“But he didn’t break down the door because the lock and frame were all intact.”

“Exactly, which muddies things a bit for me. If she knew he was chasing her, why not close and lock the door to give herself a chance? Why go for a knife instead of her phone?”

“Why not get in your car and run him down?” Bridget suggested.

“Exactly. None of it really clicks for me,” Bo said. He let out a harsh breath, gaze shifting to his feet. “There’s usually a point in the case where all the pieces click together for me, like one complete puzzle. All the pieces are there, they were all cut perfectly in the factory, the border edges are all even and aligned… But this case feels like all the pieces were cut wrong, some of the pieces in the box belong to a different puzzle, some of the cutouts didn’t get completely cut off, and when you try to tear them off, it rips the rest of the piece instead. Every piece I’m given feels like it’s getting me further and further away from the final and complete image, not closer, and I don’t… really know what to do with that.”

“I bet Dallas would know,” Bridget said after a while.

“I don’t know.”

“You know he’s eerily good at getting inside the heads of these fuckers.”

“He is. I just… don’t know that I want to involve him.”

“Because of Baker?”

“I-I think you’re right. I know you’re right. The likelihood she actually spoke to him, that he actually said those things, is so incredibly low, but there’s still a chance she did. That he did. And I just… I don’t know that I can face that right now.”

“I know it’s hard for you to trust people, B. I get it. I know why. But Dallas is one of the ones you can trust. Don’t let Kathy get into your head and change your mind on that. That’s her only goal, Bo. To get in your head and screw everything for you. Don’t give her that power.”

“I… I’ll talk to Rick when he wakes up and see how he would feel about another LA cop. I’ll go from there.”

“That’s all I can ask,” Bridget said. “I’m proud of you, B.”

“For?”

“Everything, always.”

Bo closed his eyes for a moment, unable to help the small smile that tugged at either corner of his lips. “Thank you, Bridget.”

“Always.”


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Heads Will Roll – Chapter Twenty

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In the basement of Ellepath’s little clinic, Bo had just begun photographing Jordan Sherman’s clothed body when the door opened. He glanced up before his focus returned to his camera. “Mister Pitman.”

“Bo,” Jamal greeted from the doorway. “I want to sincerely apologize for Katherine’s… presence here. That never should have happened.

“It isn’t your fault, and you shouldn’t have to apologize for her actions and choices.”

“In this specific instance, and in… many others, I do need to. I’ve known Katherine longer than anyone else has, and I should have known she’d tack you and Miss Decker down, one way or another. I should have been keeping a closer eye on her. Leaving her unattended long enough for her to show up here and stir the pot is unacceptable.”

“Well, in that case, I accept the apology, regardless of what you believe you should have done.” Bo lowered his camera, lifting his head enough to truly look at the man. “She’ll be heading back to LA then? And… staying there?”

“Guaranteed, yes. She won’t bother you or anyone else in this town again.”

“Wonderful,” Bo said, his voice soft.

“I spoke with Miss Decker,” Jamal said as Bo went back to photographing Jordan’s fingers.

“Mmhmm?”

“Found out a few very interesting things.”

“Such as?”

“She informed me that you believe this case to be related to the Decapitator case in LA. And that you’ve currently got one of my former officers on your table.”

“I do, sir. On both counts.”

Jamal nodded, even though Bo’s focus had shifted to photos of Jordan’s neck and shoulders. “She also says that this case here in Ellepath is some kind of revenge case. Say… maybe against you and Rick? That sound about right?”

Bo cleared his throat, choosing to keep his eyes trained on his camera rather than the older man’s face. “That is my belief, sir, yes.”

“And were you planning on simply sitting on that information until he after he killed you?”

“Well, arguably, I’d be sitting on it afterward as well. Given that I’d… be dead.” Bo glanced up at Jamal only long enough to determine his disapproval. “Sorry.”

“So, yes, is the answer.”

“I wanted concrete evidence before I bothered you with a theory as outlandish as some sort of revenge conspiracy that followed Rick from California to this town,” Bo said.

“You don’t need a concrete theory to ‘bother’ me, do you understand? I hired you out of college for a reason, Bo, and that reason has not changed since then. The way your mind works is a very particular brand of incredible, Bo. If you have some insane or outlandish theory, I assure you that I will always believe there is a damn good reason for you to have arrived at that theory, no matter how it looks or sounds. You don’t need concrete evidence to pitch a concern for your safety or Rick’s safety. You’re my people, Bo. I didn’t send you here to get murdered by this freak.”

Bo shifted his weight between his feet, clearing his throat as he set his camera down. As his fingers moved to the buttons of Jordan’s shirt. “Do we need to call in the FBI, now that we can confirm this crosses state lines?”

“No. He’s my former officer, and I want you working his murder.”

“Of course, sir.” He could still feel Jamal’s eyes on him as he worked to undo the buttons from the cold, stiff fabric. “Is there anything else I can help you with, sir?”

“How many more people has this guy killed before coming here for Rick?” Jamal asked.

“There are two more officers that worked the case, officers who moved on from the LAPD, a psychologist, and three reporters. They’re all missing.”

“Do you need any information on those people?”

“Before we were called out to the lake, I had given Rick a list with their names. He had wanted to contact you to see how many of those missing person’s files you could get your hands on for us.” Bo’s eyes lifted back to the chief’s face. “If you would be able to do that?”

“I sure can.” Jamal let out a breath. “Is there anything else I can do for you?”

“As long as the temperature dial on one of these other refrigeration units works… I don’t believe so.”

“Sounds concerning. Should we see?”

Bo offered a smile. “I have a thermometer gauging the temperature consistency in the units and feeding the data to my laptop as we speak. I just need to make sure they stay consistently at thirty-eight degrees so  we can safely defrost Mister Jordan for the autopsy without rapidly decomping his skin while his organs are still frozen and non-autopsy-able.”

Jamal lifted a hand to point at Bo. “Disgusting, but intriguing. Thank you for that imagery.”

“Ah, it’s what I’m here for, Chief.”

“Oh, I know.” Jamal nodded toward the hall. “I’m leaving Franklin here with you until we figure out what to do about the rest of our situation here. He’ll bring you back to the police station when you’re ready. In the meantime, I’ll head there myself, speak with Rick, and see what we can do about getting those missing person’s files for you. All right?”

“All right, sir. Thank you.”

“You’re very welcome, kiddo. Call if you need me. Or holler for Franklin.”

“I will.”

Jamal walked out of the morgue, pulling the door shut behind him. Franklin, a white man about a decade Jamal’s junior, stood in the hall, leaned back against the wall. “Watch him like a hawk or he’ll squeeze past you to avoid being an inconvenience.”

One corner of Frank’s mouth lifted. “I’m familiar with the boy’s antics, Jamal.”

“I know, but I need you to be at the very top of your game for him.”

“I’ve got your back, Jamal. That includes his, end of story.”

Jamal gave Frank’s shoulder a tight squeeze and made his way to the stairs. He’d head to the station, get the names from Rick for the missing person’s files, and then get Katherine’s ass the hell out of Ellepath.

***

At the station, Jamal lowered himself into one of the chairs in front of Rick’s desk. “So, I’ve just come from the hospital’s morgue, had a little chat with Bo. I know these two men have some kind of vendetta against you.”

Rick sighed. “Oh.”

Jamal couldn’t help but chuckle as he shook his head. “God, you and Bo are one in the same sometimes. Which is why I know what you’re going to say next, but I’m going to say my piece anyway. I’d like to put a bodyguard on you until these men have both been arrested.”

“I want my family to be safe.”

“I’m capable of doing both, Rick.”

“I have a gun. They don’t.”

“If a gun guaranteed your safety, we wouldn’t have one dead cop and two others still ‘missing’. Right?” Jamal asked.

“Yeah. That’s… that’s probably fair.” Rick let out a breath as he lifted a hand to rub the back of his neck. “I don’t know, Jamal. It sounds so damn stupid, but I just… I don’t know. I’m fine with someone watching the house, making sure no one who doesn’t belong shows up there. But I don’t think I feel comfortable being followed around all day long. I think having to have someone on my ass like that would just dial the paranoia and the concern up to a hundred.”

“It certainly takes some getting used to,” Jamal agreed. “Though I would much prefer to the safety of a guard following you, it’s not something I’ll force upon you. If you just want one at, say… the house and the school instead, I can make that happen, gladly.”

“And to follow Holly to work.”

Jamal nodded. “Deal.”

“Thank you, Jamal.” Rick shook his head. “God, I feel so damn guilty for thinking calling you in the first place would be like making a deal with the Devil.”

Jamal chuckled. “Well, with the things they say about me in their little opinion pieces, it’s a little hard not to feel that way. But I assure you, Rick, the only thing I require in exchange is knowing that you’re still alive when this is all over. And Bo told you that if you, Holly, or the kids need a therapist after this is open, you just have to let me know, yes?”

“Yeah, he told me. Thank you.”

“Of course. In or out of Los Angeles, I still consider you to be a part of my family, Rick. That’ll always be the case.”

“That the case for Kathy too?” Rick asked after a moment.

“Yes, for better or for worse.”

“It seems like it’s mostly the ‘for worse’ part these days, doesn’t it?”

“A lot of times. But I made a promise, and I have every intention of keeping it for the rest of my life.”

“She doesn’t deserve that, you know. Not from anybody, but certainly not from you.”

“It isn’t my job to determine if she deserves what the promise entails. My job is simply to keep it, and I will. Just as I’ll keep my promise that your family will be safe for the duration of this case. If a man’s word no longer means anything to one person, there’s nothing stopping the man from his word meaning nothing to everyone. I don’t intend to allow that to happen.”

“Well… if it keeps you happy, I guess.”

Jamal chuckled. “Now, ‘happy’ feels like a stretch.” Rick couldn’t help but roll his eyes at that one. Jamal cleared his throat. “Bo says you have the names of the other missing people. Do you still want me to see what kind of information I can get for you on them?”

“God, that’d be great.” Rick grabbed the sticky note from inside the case file but stopped short of handing it over. “That’s not gonna be a problem for you, right?”

One corner of Jamal’s mouth lifted. “I do little more than push papers these days, Rick. You’re just giving an old man the opportunity to feel like a detective again.”

Though Rick still seemed a little hesitant, he handed over the sticky note. “Thank you, Jamal. For sending Bo and Bridget, for coming to get Kathy, for this. Thank you.”

“Ah, my pleasure, kiddo.” Jamal pushed himself to his feet. “Katherine and I have a flight to catch, but I will have these files waiting for Bo in his email in the morning.”

“Thank you. Some of us really do appreciate the hell out of what you do for us. You know?”

A soft smile tugged at one corner of the old man’s mouth. “I know, Rick. And for that? I appreciate the hell out of you too.”

***

When Rick still hadn’t heard anything from Bo by nine o’clock that night, he finally made his way to Ellepath’s clinic. After checking the morgue and finding no sign of the man, he made his way back upstairs and to the break room. He didn’t find Bo, but he did find Heidi. “Hey.”

Heidi, seated on the couch with a book open in one hand, lifted her head. She smiled. “Hey, baby.”

Rick leaned his shoulder against the doorframe, hands shoved into the pockets of his coat. “You seen Bo?”

“I let him sleep in the on-call room. He looked like he could use it.”

“Yeah, he definitely could.” Rick cocked his head to the side. “Why’re you still here? Nothing…? No one came in severely injured or something, right?”

“Nothing like that. It just didn’t feel right to leave Bo here alone once everybody closed up shop for the day.”

“I appreciate that.”

Heidi slid her bookmark into place before leaning forward to set her book on the small coffee table in front of the couch. “Hey, stranger? Why don’t you come on over here and sit with me for a few?”

Rick blew out a breath. “I hope it doesn’t feel that way. Strangers.”

Heidi lifted a shoulder. “Not yet, but you’re certainly drifting away.”

Rick pushed himself away from the door and crossed the room to sit beside his wife. “I kind of feel like a stranger to myself right now, honestly. I don’t know that I can do this damn case again.”

“You mean something similar to California?”

Rick clasped his hands between his knees. “I mean… that this is the case in California. The guy who kidnapped Bonnie? He’s the father of… of the kid I shot in LA.”

“Oh my God.”

“Yeah,” Rick whispered. His little laugh was far from joyous. “I’m the reason he took Bonnie. He took her because my son is dating her, and that association with me made her a target. I did this to her. I did this to Carol. I did this to Sherman. I did to this to Ellepath.”

“That’s… that’s so unfair to yourself, Rick. In no world could you have predicted what the father of a dead murderer would do. And even if, by some miracle, you had entirely accurate psychic visions about what this guy would do, it still wouldn’t be you who did this. You aren’t responsible for what a monster does. You aren’t responsible for what a crazy man does because his son was a killer.”

“He’s doing it because I murdered his son, not because his son killed others.”

Heidi laid a hand on his thigh. “You ‘murdered’ his son because his son damn near amputated your arm, murdered two little girls in front of you, and then came back to you to finish the job. You shot a murderer in self-defense. You aren’t the cold-hearted killer that man was.”

“Boy,” Rick said after a moment. “He was a boy. A kid.”

“A kid who was kidnapping and murdering children half his age. I don’t exactly feel any sympathy for him.” She squeezed his thigh. “I know it’s not that easy for you. I know you didn’t become a cop hoping to shoot anyone, let alone a kid. But you did what you had to that day. Your only other choice was to let him kill you too. The world would not be better off if he were still alive and you were dead, Rick.”

“I know. I mean… deep down, I know that. It’s just, I don’t know. Backup was on the way, only another minute or two out. If I hadn’t shot him, he’d be in prison instead of six-foot under, and if he were in prison, this guy… maybe he wouldn’t be carrying out some revenge plot he’s been cooking up for years. And Bonnie would be home with her mom, and Carol wouldn’t have been savegely murdered, and he wouldn’t have a line-up of dead cops and reporters and psychologists to display for us.”

Heidi laid her hands on his cheeks and lifted his head, forcing him to look at her. “You are not responsible for what a psychotic monster does. You aren’t responsible for the plans he makes or the acts he carries out. No matter his ‘reasons’, you aren’t responsible for them. You’re responsible for what you do, and you know what you are gonna do, Rick Downs?”

Rick swallowed, eyes searching his wife’s face. “I’m… I’m gonna catch him.”

“You’re gonna catch him,” Heidi echoed.


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Heads Will Roll – Chapter Nineteen

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Rick and Bo beat Bridget and Jeff to the lake, but unfortunately for everyone, Kathy had beaten all of them. Rick climbed out of the cruiser, slamming the door behind him. “Are you fucking kidding me?” he asked. “What the fuck are you doing here?”

“Nice to see you too,” Kathy said, leaned back against the hood of her rental car. “I know how to listen to a police scanner, Rick.”

Bo climbed out of the car, clearing his throat. “I’ll let you know if it’s her.”

“Thank you,” Rick whispered. Bo patted him on the back before heading out onto the ice. Rick’s gaze shifted back to Kathy. “I want the notebook you stole from Bo.”

Kathy chuckled, shaking her head. “Little shit. There was a time where the little fucker wouldn’t have had the guts to tell you that.”

“That’s your problem, Kathy. You expect the whole world to just roll over and let you walk all over them. Everyone has a breaking point on how long they can tolerate letting you do that to them. Bo’s at his.”

“You barely know the kid, and you’ve already become one of his groupies.”

“What the hell is it that you hate so much about him?” Rick asked, looking up as Bo gave him a thumbs-up from the body. It wasn’t Bonnie. Thank God. Rick returned the thumbs-up before looking back over at Kathy. “I mean, genuinely, what could he have possibly done to piss you off so much?”

“I just don’t think people like him should be given a million opportunities to prove they aren’t incompetent.”

“People like him?” Rick echoed. “What, autistic? Because that’s what he very likely is. Autistic. You think his mind working differently than yours means he should, what, be locked away in a mental asylum for the rest of his life?”

Kathy lifted a shoulder. “If the straight jacket fits.”

“I’m sure you know my youngest boy is autistic, Kathy.”

“You think I care enough about your kids to know? Or to give a shit?” Kathy asked.

“Jesus Christ, Kathy. You’re so damn lucky that Jamal is forced to continue caring for you. You do not deserve it. Or this job.”

Kathy snorted. “I also couldn’t care less what you think I deserve, Rick.” She pulled a flask from her pocket and took a sip before tucking it back into her jacket. “Princess’s notebook is in the back,” she said before walking toward the body on the ice.

Rick rolled his eyes, choosing not to even dignify that with a response. He pulled open the back door of her rental car, finding Bo’s notebook haphazardly tossed on the floor. Once it was safely tucked away on the passenger seat of his cruiser, Rick locked the doors and started toward Bo and, unfortunately, Kathy.

Out on the middle of the ice, Bo didn’t even have to turn to know the footsteps he heard were Kathy’s and not Rick’s. “Did you get tired of harassing Rick and decide it was my turn?”

“Something like that,” Kathy said. “What do you think you know about him?”

Briefly, Bo lifted his gaze to her face. “You’re insane if you think I’m going to answer that for you, especially without any of my deputies here.”

“They don’t like you as a person, Austen. You know that, don’t you? You are nothing but a convenient tool to everyone who has ever been around you.”

“If you think you’re giving me some amazing revelation about that, you’re wrong. I have long since accepted that I’m a tool to solve crimes. Little more, little less. I’m fine with that.”

“Mm. I’m sure.” Kathy squatted down beside him as a car door slammed at the edge of the lake. Bo didn’t have to turn his head to know that was Bridget. “You want to know how I found out where you were?”

“I honestly don’t care, though I have a feeling you’re going to tell me anyway.”

“I went to the East Department, talked to that Black detective you like so much. What’s his name, Dallas?” she asked. “He told me you and Bridget had gone to Ellepath. He’d been upset at first, upset that you took her instead of him, but do you know how he feels about it now?”

Bo’s brow furrowed. He couldn’t help himself. He lowered his camera and lifted his eyes to her face. “How?”

One corner of Kathy’s mouth lifted, and a sickening feeling settled deep in his stomach. “He couldn’t be happier that you’re gone, Austen. He told me he completely forgot what it was like to work without his freaky little shadow following him around everywhere. Staring at him. Watching him. Touching him. He’s considering transferring departments altogether once you come back.”

“Stand the hell up and get the fuck out of my crime scene, Baker!” Bridget shouted from across the ice.

Kathy grabbed Bo’s shoulder. “Do you really think he doesn’t know about the way you look at him? The way you long for him? God, is he ever thankful to get a break from having to cater to your queer little ass at every turn just to make sure you don’t fuck him over on a case because he doesn’t want to touch your dick.”

Bridget grabbed Kathy’s shoulder and yanked her back. “You call him that again, Baker, I fucking dare you. I will kick your ass.”

Kathy rose to her feet with a laugh. “I’d like to see you try. Cow.”

Before any of the three men on the ice could even open his mouth to defend Bridget, she had Kathy tackled to the ground on her stomach, hands yanked behind her back. Bridget turned enough to face Bo, her knee pressed between Kathy’s shoulder blades. “What do you think? Do we dump the body?” she asked.

“I unfortunately think we would be Jamal’s prime suspects today,” Bo said.

“Damn. Guess we’ll just have to throw her in the slammer till her daddy arrives to save her then. Sound good to you, Baker?”

“Fuck you, Decker.”

Bridget snorted. “You wish, bitch.”

***

After Rick had called out another deputy to cart Kathy back to the station to sit in lock-up until Jamal arrived to get her the hell out of Ellepath, and after Bo had had a moment to truly breathe and bring himself back to, well, himself, he was able to get back to photographs and measurements without further issue.

“He’s frozen solid.”

“So how long has he been out here? Or dead?” Rick asked.

“I don’t mean frozen with rigor mortis or the cold weather. I mean genuinely frozen solid. As in, frozen in a freezer,” Bo said, tilting her head back to look at the deputy.

“Jesus Christ.”

Bo cleared his throat, gaze drifting back to the corpse. “It appears the head was removed after he was frozen. Unlike Miss Jameson, his hands have been left attached. The kerf marks on Miss Jameson’s bones indicated the use of something like an axe or a hatchet, but the edges of the bone here are different. I’ll know more after I’ve been able to analyze this kerf a bit more closely.”

“Why leave his hands attached but not Carol’s?” Jeff asked.

“It’s possible Miss Jameson scratched her attacker. Cutting off the hands rather than cleaning them is the only way to guarantee no DNA is pulled from beneath the nails. Both of our unsubs were sloppy in some regard. Miss Young’s kidnapper left shoe prints, blood, and, more than likely, hair. Miss Jameson’s killer left blood. Whatever she did to make him bleed in the kitchen? Well, I wouldn’t be surprised if she scratched him too. Enough to justify cutting off her hands.”

“And this man, his look clean?” Jeff asked.

“I won’t know for certain without closer examination. But from right here, at this particular angle… yes, they look clean.” Bo tilted his head to the side. “I, umm… I recognize his class ring.”

“You do?” Rick asked.

“Jordan Sherman.”

“Jesus fucking Christ.” Rick took several steps away, hands on top of his head.

“Like, Officer Sherman?” Bridget asked.

“Yes,” Bo said simply.

“I’m a little out of the loop here, clearly,” Jeff said. “Uh, whose Officer Sherman?”

“One of the patrol officers who responded to the original Decapitator scenes in Los Angeles,” Bo said. “Rick’s last case in California.”

“Okay,” Jeff said after a moment. “And… what the hell is he doing here?”

“He… was reported missing three years ago,” Bo said. “I, uh… Rick?”

“Tell ‘em. Don’t have much of a choice anymore.”

“These cases — Miss Young’s kidnapping and Miss Jameson’s murder — they’re related to the original Decapitator case Rick and I worked. The two men involved are carrying out a vendetta against those who wronged them. Some officers, some reporters, a psychologist.” A pause. “Rick and myself.”

“Oh, my God, Bo,” Bridget said at the same time Jeff said, “What the fuck, Rick?”

Jeff walked over to Rick, laying a hand on his shoulder. “You knew about all this?”

“I found out most of it during lunch, yes.”

“Jesus, Rick. Were you guys just gonna keep that a little secret? That both of your lives are in danger?” Jeff asked.

“I brought them here,” Rick whispered. “Bonnie being taken. Carol getting murdered.  Sherman getting murdered. The missing cops and the missing reporters and the missing psychologist. I did that. Me. I did this, Jeff. I-I did this.”

Jeff grabbed Rick’s wrists and pulled his hands off his head. “Rick, what two psychopaths do isn’t your damn fault. You can’t control them.”

“You know why that was my last case, Jeff?”

“I know… that you shot the killer. And that some kids died. And I know that’s hard, but—”

“I was there in the building when he killed the final two girls. I was in the same room when he killed the final two girls. And I couldn’t stop it. I couldn’t stop it, Jeff.”

“So what, that means you deserve to shoulder the burden of this all alone?”

“I don’t know.”

“Well, I do know, and the idea that you and Bo should be sitting on something like this for the greater good or whatever is bullshit. You both need to be protected and kept safe, under guard, and we need to find these fuckers. We are going to find these fuckers. And we’re gonna do that with all of us in the know on everything. All of us shouldering the burden. Okay?”

Rick searched Jeff’s face before finally forcing himself to nod. “Okay.”


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Heads Will Roll – Chapter Eighteen

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Bridget sat down in front of Rick’s desk, arms crossed over her chest. “I called Jamal. He wasn’t aware Kathy had even left LA, let alone come here. So far, she’s not answering any of his phone calls. But once we deduce where she went, she’ll be sent home, and Bo’s notebook will return here to the station. He’s gone through everything and confirmed she couldn’t have taken anything else from the evidence room.”

“Including the evidence itself?” Rick asked. “I… I don’t know how true it is, but I always heard rumors of her swiping evidence before it was logged to be the only one who could solve the case.”

“He checked, believe me. Everything’s accounted for.”

“Good,” Rick whispered. He grabbed his baseball cap from his desk, fiddling with it for a moment before pulling it down over his head. “You ever had to work with Kathy before?”

“Not directly, but I’m still well-aware of her and everything about her. She usurps any high-profile cases from our department if her case isn’t as ‘important’ as ours. It’s just… all about whichever case is going to get her in the press. Honestly, if it wasn’t for the fact that Bo was here, she wouldn’t want to be anywhere near here. It’s not high-profile in the slightest, and by the time it’s a ‘small town murder’ episode of a crime show, she’s going to have forgotten all about it, and the potential air time from it won’t matter at all.”

Rick shook his head. “You know, I always wonder how the hell she’s the detective Jamal raised. I just… I grew up around him, since I grew up around her. I was at his house all the damn time, and he’d play hide and seek with us. Board games, bad mitten, catch, tag. He’d take us to laser tag sometimes. I even got to tag along for horse trail riding a couple times. I just…” He cleared his throat. “I know there are rumors about Jamal, about the things he’s involved in and what he does outside of the police station. But he’s a decent man, you know? At least, he was when I knew him in person.”

“He still is. Decent, I mean. Los Angeles is lucky to have him as Chief. He’d just probably be better off if he could ditch Kathy once and for all,” Bridget said with a soft laugh and a shake of her head.

“Probably,” Rick agreed. “He made a promise to her dad that he’d take care of her if anything happened to him. That’s all I know, but… that promise is why he lets her get away with most things, I think. Even if it’s a bad thing.”

“That, I didn’t know. That she was adopted, yeah, obviously. But not the secret promise to her bio dad.”

“Yeah, just one of those things, I guess. I was always jealous of her for getting to have Jamal as a dad, and she didn’t even want him. Didn’t respect him, didn’t love him. Didn’t anything. My old man, see, he was a son of a bitch, took out whatever his parents did wrong on me and my mom. All I ever wanted was a good dad, and Kathy got him instead. She doesn’t know about that jealousy, and she still acts like… she’s the smartest person in the world. The best person. The greatest. The most talented. The most impressive. She doesn’t even know how many people would kill for the childhood he gave her, the one she took for granted at every turn.” Rick chuckled, scrubbing his hands over his face. “Lack of sleep really does make you feel drunk. Makes you loose-lipped like one too.”

“My dad was kind of a piece of shit too. Explains my usual taste in men.”

Rick snorted. He dropped his elbow to the arm of his chair, tilting his head to the side to rest his temple against his fist. “You do that a lot, you know that? Shift the focus to someone or something other than yourself. Usually men. Your men.”

One corner of Bridget’s mouth lifted. “What can I say? Sexuality and what I do with it is my comfort zone. Bo’s probably one of the only people alive that knows much about me. Keep my inner circle small.”

“Seems like you and Jeff might actually make a good piece of that inner circle.”

“He is pretty cute,” Bridget agreed.

“I can’t say much on that. He does like you, though. Never seen him get all… flushed and blushy with a gal before. Thinks they must make ‘em different in California.”

Bridget chuckled. “Maybe they do. They sure make the lads different here in Ellepath. Jeff is a… homecooked, small-town country boy. He’s a sweet guy, despite that ego you warned me about.”

“I give him shit, but he doesn’t live up to most of it these days. He used to be a ‘peaked in high school’ kinda guy. He’s outgrown it, but I haven’t yet outgrown beating him up for it.”

“He enjoys it. You’re the best friend he’s ever had. He wants nothing more than for this to be over and for you two to go back to hunting down who stole the lawn Santa.”

A little smile tugged at one corner of Rick’s mouth. “Yeah, me too. I left California to get away from all of this, you know? I never wanted to see anything like this ever again.”

“I know. I… I know about your last case there. I’m sorry you had to go through it then, and I’m sorry this is bringing everything back for you.”

“Thank you.” A pause. “How, uh, how much do you know?”

“Enough to know that you shouldn’t blame yourself for it the way that you do.”

“I was right there, and he still managed to kill those two girls before I shot him,” Rick whispered. “I was there. How am I not supposed to blame myself for that?”

“He almost completely severed your shooting arm. From what I heard, it’s a miracle you can use your left arm at all. How the hell were you supposed to recover from that wound quickly enough to draw your gun with your opposite hand?”

“You sound like the shrink Jamal set me up with before I left.”

“Sounds like a smart shrink who knew what they were talking about.”

“I don’t know. You ever watched someone kill two kids, Bridget?”

“No, I can’t say I have,” she said, her voice soft. “I’m sorry that you had to, truly.”

Rick shook his head. “I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy,” he whispered. “And now he’s… I don’t know. It seems like he’s back, and I don’t know how I can survive this a second time.”

Bridget leaned forward in her chair to lay a hand over Rick’s. “This time, you don’t have Kathy Baker to work the case. This time, you have Jeff and Bo and me, and we’re gonna kick this guy’s fuckin’ ass before he ever gets the chance to kill any kids. We’re a crack team, Rick, I promise. We’ll have this guy behind bars before it ever gets that far again. I promise.”

***

Rick came down to Bo’s ‘office’ with a Casey’s pizza box. Bridget and Jeff had left for their own ‘lunch break’ around the same time he had, though Rick was relatively certain their break was more so code for sex than for food. As long as it kept them both functional and working the case, he didn’t mind. Whatever brought Bonnie home. Whatever kept this bastard from beheading any children. Whatever it took.

He set the box on the table beside Bo’s laptop. “It’s just you and me now,” he said as he opened the lid of the box. “It’s time to tell me everything Kathy stole out of your notebook.”

“Bo lifted his gaze to Rick’s face for a moment before grabbing a slice of pizza. “There are three reporters that reported the heaviest on the kidnappings and murders. They were usually the first to the crime scenes, they were known to sneak beneath the scene tape to try and get up-close photos and videos, and they always made sure their stories were on the front page of their respective papers. They’re all missing.”

“What?”

“I’m… not done.” Bo took a small bite of his pizza, chewed, swallowed, and cleared his throat. “Of the standard patrol cops that responded to the scenes before they were confirmed to be homicides, before the detectives were called in, three of them left the force shortly after you did. All three of those cops are missing. The psychologist that gave you the okay to go back to work after the shooting? Missing. I have no doubt there are more. Those are just the ones I looked into in between logging evidence and scanning prints and blood results and…” He let out a breath. “You and I are arguably on the list. I think I only survived LA because I didn’t leave the station the way the others did. The psychologist had retired, the reporters had moved on to different papers, the officers had left. He knows that if they were still in Jamal’s city, their disappearances would be well-known. At the forefront. He’s smart, in that regard.”

Rick was entirely speechless for what felt like an eternity. Finally, he swallowed roughly. “I-if this is about me, he’s toying with me. Did he toy with them before they went missing?”

“To be frank, I don’t know. I don’t know if their disappearances were truly investigated or not. I just know their names are in the missing persons’ database.”

“And all those names were in the notebook?”

“Yes.”

“Which means Kathy knows all of them.”

“Unfortunately.”

Rick let out a breath. “If… you could get me that list again?”

“Yes?”

“Then I’ll call Jamal and see how many potential files he can get his hands on for us. If Kathy has already contacted police stations about them, as long as they haven’t sent the files to her yet, Jamal can easily override that.”

Bo nodded. “Yeah, I can get a list written out for you.” He set the rest of his slice on a napkin and wiped his hands before pulling a pad of sticky notes over to himself. As he handed the list over to Rick, a voice came through the radio on the deputy’s shoulder.

“Rick, are you on?”

Rick closed his eyes for a moment before pressing the button on the side of his radio. “Yeah, Georgia. Rick here.”

“There’s another body on the lake.” Bo pushed himself to his feet long before Rick found the strength to reply again. “Ten-four. Headin’ out.”


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Heads Will Roll – Chapter Seventeen

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Despite Rick practically chasing her out to the parking lot, Kathy had climbed into her rental car and driven away from the station. He headed back inside and made his way down to the basement. Jeff was stationed outside in the hall, arms crossed over his chest and his head tilted back against the wall.

Rick did his best to seem… casual. “Everything okay in there?”

Jeff nodded. “Mmhmm. Bo said was waiting for him when he came back from a coffee refill, but she headed upstairs after he threatened to call Jamal if she didn’t get out of his office.” He snorted. “Apparently our short blonde duo in there don’t play about that woman. Bridget says she’s gonna kill her if she sees her again, and Bo says it’s probably a good thing he’s in charge of the evidence collection and recording, then.”

“Yeah, probably,” Rick agreed. “Bo seem… normal?”

“I mean, as normal as an overworked, sleep-deprived genius can be,” Bridget said as she came to the doorway. “Why?”

Rick cleared his throat. “Is it okay if I talk to him alone?”

Bridget raised a brow. “She didn’t get to you, did she?”

“Nah,” Rick said with a shake of his head. “I know her pretty well. I just want to make sure he’s okay. On my own.”

“Sure,” she said after a moment, drawing the word out for several beats. “Umm… we’ll go out and snag some more good coffee. You need a refill too?”

“That’d be great, Bridget. Thanks.”

She gauged his face through the slightest squint of her eyes before stepping past him and heading upstairs. Jeff seemed hesitant, but he followed her without further question. For that, Rick was thankful. The only person left in the station who could begin to ease his mind was Bo.

He walked into the room, closing the door behind him. At the other end of the room, Bo stood behind the table, eyeing something through a microscope. “What’re you looking at?”

“The hair you collected from Bonnie’s room. Thus far, I’ve matched it to three of the hairs we discovered in the school’s basement. We can officially confirm without any doubt that she was taken down there after being taken in the parking lot.” Bo lifted his head with a sigh. “I just… don’t know why.”

“We’ll get there.”

“I hope so.” Bo’s eyes shifted to his face, and Rick watched the furrowed brow of concern and confusion drop from Bo’s. In a split second, it was simply gone, a well-practiced societal mask of normalcy falling in its place. “What’s wrong?”

“Kathy said something to me before she left.”

“And… what would that be?”

“She said these men… the guy who took Bonnie and the guy who killed Carol… she says this is revenge. Revenge against me.” Rick swallowed roughly before trying to clear the lump in his throat. “And then, uh, she said she’d love to see you try to decipher that one.”

Bo stared at Rick for a moment before turning around and grabbing a small stack of notebooks. He flipped through the stack before letting out a heavy sigh, head tilted back toward the ceiling. “She stole my notebook.”

“What do you mean?”

“I have different notebooks that I use for different things. When I came into the lab, she was holding this one,” Bo said as he turned around, setting a red notebook on the table. “I use the red ones for individual cases. So this one is for Bonnie, and this one is for Miss Jameson.” He set a second red notebook on the table. “She had Bonnie’s when I came in, but I flipped through it after I took it from her, and everything was still there where it belonged. I use a black notebook for basic, minimalist notes of every case I’ve ever worked, and in this specific instance, I’ve been using a gray notebook for the… underground side of our case.” Bo sprawled the rest of the stack out on the table. “It’s gone, which means she knows everything you and I know that… no one is supposed to know, including the things I was going to tell you about at lunch, preferably after you’d taken at least a bite or two.”

“So you knew about the… the revenge thing?” Rick asked.

Bo chewed on the corner of his bottom lip for a moment before nodding. “Yes. Sort of. ‘Knew’ is a strong word, but it was a theory she stole from my notebook, yes.”

“Wh-why do you think this is… is because of me?” Rick asked, his brow furrowed.

“It’s a theory. Kathy seemingly stated it to you as though it were a fact or something I had extreme evidence of. It isn’t, and I don’t. But the Decapitator case was in California. I don’t think it’s a coincidence that our killer’s father ended up here in Ellepath to decapitate people.”

“But his blood was at… at the school. With Bonnie,” Rick said.

“Right,” Bo said after a moment. “I don’t think it’s a coincidence that Bonnie is the kid he chose to take, either. I believe that was also quite deliberate.”

“Why? It’s not like she’s mine. She’s just… j-just a girl. She’s dating my son. I don’t understand what that has to do with me.”

“Her not being yours is precisely the point, I believe. Bonnie allows him to still get to you, to still relate the case to you, without entirely destroying your ability to work it. If it were one of your kids he had taken instead of Bonnie, you wouldn’t have been given the case. And even if they had assigned it to you despite the conflict, there’s no way you would have been able to function well enough to work it. You working this case is… one of the most important parts of enacting revenge. He has to be able to get to you, to play with your mind, to make you trip over your feet, so to speak. And if you aren’t the one going to the crime scenes and seeing the evidence and questioning the witnesses and the families, then nothing happens to you. Nothing tortures you at the… appropriate level.”

Bo cleared his throat. “He needs to play with you, Rick. Cat and mouse, I suppose. He needs to toy with you before he can go into whatever his final plan for you is. Bonnie’s kidnapping was the beginning. Carol Jameson — I don’t… I don’t know. I don’t have an answer for that. I haven’t quite put the pieces together on it, but it’s related. It has to be. And one way or another, it’s all aimed at you. It’s just a matter of why.”

***

On his lunch break, he headed home from the school, more than surprised to see Caleb’s car in his driveway. He shut off the engine and climbed out of the car. Inside the house, he found Caleb standing at the bar in the kitchen, hands clasped together atop the surface, his head resting on his joined fists.

“Thought we had talked about you not coming here?”

“We’re going too far, Zak.”

He cleared his throat. “Why’s that?”

“This was all supposed to be to get back at Rick Downs.” Caleb lifted his head. “This was about him. A-and now we’ve been holding that girl hostage for almost forty-eight hours, and now we’ve killed an innocent old lady too. I-I just can’t see how this is all still something that follows what we set out to do. I d-don’t think I can keep doing this in the name of revenge.”

“You no longer have a choice, Caleb. You agreed to the plan. You agreed to follow the plan.”

“That was before I knew the plan involved killing and decapitating innocent old ladies!” Caleb shook his head. “I can’t do this anymore, Zak.”

“Well, you’re more than welcome to feel that way, but if you decide not to follow the plan, you will be made to join Carol Jameson in hell. If you want Rick to pay for his crimes, you need to shut the hell up, man up, and do as you’re told.”

“Jesus Christ,” Caleb whispered. “You’re a psychopath.”

As Caleb walked past him, he grabbed the man’s arm. “Before you truly consider running to the sheriff, I’d like to remind you that our children are proof that these cops are absolutely not capable of protecting the people they promise to protect, so better figure out whose side you’re really on, and you better figure it out fast. Because if you breathe a word of anything to anyone, I will find out, and you will pay for it. Do you understand?”

Caleb’s brow furrowed before he nodded. “Yeah,” he breathed. “I understand.”

“Good.” He released Caleb’s arm. “Now get the fuck outta here.”


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Heads Will Roll – Chapter Sixteen

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Bonnie tilted her head back against the cold metal pole as a door closed above her. She had come to assume that particular door was one that led outside. Likely a front door, but maybe a back door made more sense, given that she’d heard it shortly before the man had come to the basement door and tossed Miss Jameson’s head down the stairs.

Her gaze drifted down to the blood on the concrete where Miss Jameson’s head had landed. He’d taken her head back, and she hadn’t seen him since, despite how many times she had heard him come and go.

Two more doors opened and closed, and she heard him talking to himself. His voice was quiet and soft, and she couldn’t really make out any words, but it was definitely there. When the basement door finally opened, Bonnie flinched. She closed her eyes, forcing her head to hang at her chest rather than allowing herself to look at him. If he thought she were sleeping, maybe he’d simply… turn around and leave. Maybe he’d go without throwing anyone else down here with her. Anyone else’s head, anyway. At this point, she wasn’t sure she could hope for much more than that.

His feet seemed lighter on the steps than usual. Something hit the floor. Metallic? Ceramic? “I brought you something to eat.”

Bonnie’s brow furrowed. His voice was different? She lifted her head, eyes locking on a masked face that was undeniably different than the one she’d gotten used to seeing. “You’re… you’re not him,” she whispered.

The man cleared his throat and pushed a plate closer to her. “I’m going to uncuff one of your hands. Just one. Which do you prefer to eat with?”

“M-my right.”

He nodded, looking down as he pulled a set of keys from his pocket. “Right, it is,” he whispered.

Oh, my God, there’s TWO of them?

***

If it was possible for Tina to look worse than the last time Rick had seen her, she certainly did now. In the less than forty-eight hours since Bonnie’s reported disappearance, she seemed to have aged a decade or two — the bags under her dull eyes more pronounced than before, the skin on her face a bit taut, her overall face sunken and drawn.

“Rick,” she said after a moment, her voice a bit hoarse. “You, uh… you’ve got a whole crew back there, it looks like. I don’t need to sit down, do I?”

Rick shook his head. “No. Jeff and Bridget — she’s an officer from LA, came down with our borrowed forensics guy — wanted to grab some things from Bonnie’s room, but Jeff was a bit worried about how that’d go over with you. He’s not… proud of the way he handled things when you first came to the station to report her missing.”

“It still got reported that day. I’m past it,” Tina said with a half-hearted shrug. “There are too many other things to think about and dwell on, don’t you think?”

“Unfortunately.” Rick nodded toward the house. “Can we come in? They just need to grab a couple fingerprints from Bonnie’s room and a couple hairs from her hairbrush.”

“Yeah, you know where it is,” Tina said, taking a step back.

After Rick gave Jeff and Bridget a brief rundown on where they’d find Bonnie’s room and bathroom, he stepped into the house, closing the door behind him. “I checked out your ex, just to be safe. I even followed up with his parole officer. There’s absolutely no sign of Bonnie down that way.”

“I don’t know if that’s… a relief or a disappointment,” Tina whispered.

“I’ve kind of been feeling that way with just about every corner we’ve turned in this investigation.”

Tina sniffled as she crossed her arms over her chest. Somehow, that motion made her look smaller and even more tired. “Do you think she’s alive, Rick? I-I’m not asking for bullshit or false hope. You were a cop in California. You’ve seen kidnappings and murder and absolutely sick, sick humans more than any of us ever will. I need the truth. Do you think she’s alive?”

“I’ve been out of LA for so long, Tina. None of that feels like a person I used to be anymore,” Rick said. “So I don’t know what I think. I want to believe she’s alive, and I want to believe that we’ll find her. But our forensics guy? He came from Los Angeles with that detective. He’s damn good at what he does. And right now, he believes Bonnie’s alive. He says that with the way this guy seems to be operating, he’d want us to know if she weren’t okay. If she were dead… we’d know. He would’ve shown us already.”

“I hope he’s right,” Tina said. “I need him to be right, Rick.”

“I know, Tina. I know.”

***

The sight of Kathy Baker seated at Rick’s desk, in his seat rather than one of the chairs in front of it, set off some sort of primal, momma bear rage in Bridget’s brain. She stalked across the station, several feet in front of Rick and Jeff, and marched right up to Kathy. A hand on the back of the chair, she shoved it backward, away from the desk.

Kathy, hands folded over her chest, only raised a brow.

“What in the ever loving fuck are you doing here?” Bridget asked.

“I just wanted to see the super cool archeological dig you and Austen were working on. Jamal made it sound so interesting.”

“Yeah, I’m sure. You bring your little boy toy with you too?”

“My husband is—”

“You know damn well I’m not talking about your husband, Baker.” Bridget pointed back toward the basement stairs. “If I go down there and find that bastard in the evidence room with Bo, I’ll kill him first, and then I’ll march my ass right back up here and kill you second.”

One corner of Kathy’s mouth lifted. “I’d like to see you try.”

“Oh, you do not want to test me, Baker.”

Kathy gestured behind Bridget. “Well, why don’t you go on down and see how many people you need to kill?”

Bridget turned around and headed toward the stairs, grabbing Jeff’s arm along the way. “You, with me. You do not want to give that bitch a chance to play around in your head.”

“What about Rick?”

“He grew up with her. He knows her games better than anyone.”

After a moment of silence, Rick cleared his throat. “Please remove youself from my chair, Kathy.”

“Of course, Rick. All you gotta do is ask.” Kathy rose to her feet, grabbing the folder from Rick’s keyboard as she walked around his desk. She dropped into one of the chairs in front of it. “Looking at these cases of yours, it’s a damn good thing I decided to check in, make sure things were going okay.”

“Oh?” Rick asked as he lowered himself into his chair.

“There’s not a chance in hell Bo Austen is going to find this girl alive.”

“From what I recall, he has a pretty good… live release rate.”

“The detectives have a good ‘live release’ rate. Austen works in the fucking basement, Rick.”

“Not the Austen I remember,” Rick said, forcing a chuckle. “The Austen I remember has been working out in the field and putting himself in the line of fire practically since the day he got hired. And unlike those of us with a badge, he’s not even armed. Takes balls to do something like that, Kathy.”

“Being chronically co-dependant on every cop he’s ever worked with, needing to follow them absolutely everywhere, isn’t having balls. It’s weak-minded idiocy.”

“Well, Jamal always talks quite highly of him. That’s enough for me,” Rick said.

Kathy rolled her eyes. “Yeah, what a shocker that he likes the little brown-noser.”

“Kinda seems like you’d like him too if he’d kiss your ass every now and then. But he’s a little too smart for that, isn’t he?”

Kathy snorted. “You’ve changed since California.”

“Yeah, it’s almost like that was kinda the point of leaving.” Rick pulled off his ball cap and tossed it onto his keyboard. “Anything I can help you with here, Kathy? Since Bridget hasn’t come back up yet, I can only imagine this Travis guy isn’t down there with Bo, but I also imagine you’ve already been down there to insult him to his face. So aside from helping you further torment the kid, what can I do for you?”

She held up the folders she’d swiped from his desk. One for Bonnie. One for Carol Jameson. “Request my help.”

“I had the opportunity to do that when I called Jamal and personally asked for Bo.”

“Are you fucking serious? He sent Bo because you asked for him?”

“I sure did.”

“Why in the fuck would you do that?”

Rick chuckled, shaking his head. “You haven’t changed a damn bit, Kathy. I remember what it was like working with you in California. You were a manipulative little shit when we were kids, you were a manipulative bitch when we were cops together, and you’re a manipulative bitch now. You go on a warpath to destroy anyone you’re worried is smarter than you or better than you. You tear down anyone who might someday replace you. Last I knew, you were single-handedly trying to destroy any female cop in the West Department, and since Bridget also clearly doesn’t like you, I can only imagine you now try to destroy any woman at any of the LAPD departments. Right?”

“If a sarcastic remark here and a questioning of their theories there is enough to destroy them, that sounds like a failure of their character, not mine.”

Rick actually had to bite back a laugh on that one. “Yeah, just a little friendly competition. I’m sure.”

Kathy simply watched him for a moment before shaking her head. “I can’t believe you did that. Demand he send Bo instead of me. He’s nothing but an overhyped little shit. Any damn idiot can pull a latent print and put it in the computer, Rick. A monkey could do it.”

“Maybe. But a monkey sure as hell couldn’t invent that little blood tester Bo did. A monkey couldn’t invent the fingerprint scanner he’s got built into his phone. It couldn’t substantially reduce the wait times for for that evidence coming back to the station. Bo is at the very forefront of forensics right now, whether or not he puts those inventions out to the rest of the world. Do you even begin to understand how vital it is to a department this size to have someone like Bo? Someone who can take nothing more than a table in the back of the file room and turn it into an entire lab? That kid is absolutely brilliant, Kathy, and the fact that you’re still unwilling to admit is a failure of your character. Not his.”

Kathy rolled her eyes, pushing herself to her feet. “Your kidnapper-killer duo? They’re after you, Rick. This is nothing more than revenge against you. Love to see your holy grail decipher that one.”


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Heads Will Roll – Chapter Fifteen

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After dealing with Gerry’s particular brand of ‘compliance’, Bridget had texted a picture of his shoe treads to Bo, and she and Jeff had headed out to Tina Young’s house. Jeff had just shifted into park when Bridget’s phone buzzed with a text back from Bo. “They aren’t a match,” she said.

“Damn.” A pause. “Well… not damn. I don’t know. It’s hard to say if it feels like a good thing or not.”

“Bad that we still don’t have Bonnie’s kidnapper, good that it’s probably not the bus driver,” Bridget said.

Jeff nodded. “Yeah, I can live with that deduction.” He turned off the car and pulled the key from the ignition, letting out a breath. “I, uh… I think we should call Rick in for this.”

“Why?”

“When Tina reported Bonnie as missing, I tried my damndest to talk her into believing Bonnie had just run away, that she just needed a break and would be back soon. She was so upset about it. Rightfully so. And, you know, sure, I eventually took the report, but I should have just done that from the start. Or called Rick over to do it. They know each other better than I know her these days.”

“Was she in your grade in school too?” After a moment, Jeff nodded. “Were you an asshole to her?”

“No. I don’t think so, anyway. We just weren’t in the same friend group. But Rick, you know. Bonnie and his twins, Peter and Jenny — they hit it off basically as soon as they came down here from LA. Playdates, sleepovers, going out for food and movies and shopping trips. I shoulda called Rick over so she had someone who… who would have given her the immediate comfort and respect she needed.”

Bridget reached over to lay a hand on his knee. “I do think that Miss Young will see that you’re working this case, no matter what you thought when she came into the station with that report. But if you think it’s better for her to have Rick here? Then I’m with you. You go ahead and give him a call, and we’ll wait here until he comes in.”

“Thank you, Bridget.”

“Of course. It’s what I’m here to do, remember? To help.”

“I know, but still. I keep thinking of how this would be going if Pitman had sent Baker instead of you, and… and from what Rick’s said, I don’t think she’d be supporting me emotionally.”

Bridget lightly elbowed him in the side. “Or sexually, huh?”

Jeff rolled his eyes, shifting enough in his seat to pull his cell from his pocket. “You’re a whole different fucking breed of person, Decker.”

“And damn proud of it.”

***

“Austen.”

Bo stopped writing, lifting his head to meet Rick’s gaze. “Another… scene?”

Rick shook his head. “No. Thank God. Jeff and Bridget are at Tina’s house to collect the stuff you wanted, but Jeff doesn’t feel comfortable being the one to go in, so I’m heading over there. Do you want to come with, collect it yourself?”

“No, that’s all right. I trust that between the three of you, you can collect fingerprints and hair that meet my standards.”

“You’re sure?”

Bo smiled. “I have complete and utter confidence in you.”

“Great,” Rick whispered. “You got… anything new?”

“Nothing that’s helpful.”

“So you have something.”

Bo let out a breath. “I will tell you, I promise. But I’d like to get you to Miss Young’s house first. When you return with prints and hair, then we can talk. Just you and me, okay?”

“Ah, so it’s for the ‘underground’ part of our case, huh?” Rick asked.

After a moment, Bo nodded. “We can take lunch together or something, give Bridget and Deputy Briggs an excuse to take an early lunch together, as well. Does that sound all right?”

“That works for me. I’ll see you in a bit, Bo.”

“See you soon, Rick.” Bo watched him walk back out of the room before allowing his gaze to drop to his coffee mug. He needed another refill to carry him through to lunch, where he’d hopefully be able to squeeze in a ten to fifteen-minute nap after he talked to Rick about the case. He pushed himself to his feet, grabbed his mug, and headed upstairs. For now, he’d settle for the station’s cheap coffee and creamer. After lunch, he’d ask Rick to head to whatever little shop Jeff had gone to for a better latte. He tried not to be too picky, so long as it had caffeine and didn’t taste like literal poison, but nice coffee was always, well, nice.

Back in the basement, he froze before he even made it to the doorway. Perfume. Perfume that was always worn by one particular pain in the ass.

Closing his eyes, he drew in a deep breath before forcing them open again and taking a step forward. “Detective Baker.”

Kathy turned toward him, one of his notebooks in hand. “One hell of an archeological find you’ve got here, Austen.”

Bo crossed the room, clearing his throat as he set his mug down on the table. “I can only assume Mister Pitman didn’t send you.”

Mister Pitman. God, do you always call him that? Even when he’s not around to hear you kiss his ass?”

“A little respect for people goes a long way, Detective. It isn’t kissing ass. If it were, I certainly wouldn’t offer you the same respect I do Mister Pitman.”

She snorted. “Yeah, you probably wouldn’t.” Bo reached for his notebook, rolling his eyes when she held it up above her head and out of his reach. “Not so fast.”

Bo sighed. “What is it that you want, Detective?”

“I’m trying to figure out why Jamal sent you and Decker instead of me.”

“Because Ellepath is a small town? Because a department with absolutely no resources is a little beneath you and your pay grade? Because they need a walking forensics lab, and you and I aren’t exactly a good pairing? Take your pick, I suppose.”

“Please. You’d work with anyone if it meant helping some poor dead soul.” She shook the notebook. “Or in this case, one decapitated soul and a missing teen. Looks like you’re not thinking runaway.”

“She’s a straight-A student, and we have plenty of evidence that she was kidnapped.”

“Evidence is a damn strong word, Austen. Who made that call? You?”

Bo jumped up and snatched the notebook from her hand before jabbing her in the chest with it. “Just because you’re Chief’s little girl doesn’t make you smarter or better than anyone else. Everyone involved in this case made that call. You know just as well as I do that I do my best to keep my damn mouth shut about my own thoughts and opinions on a case.”

One corner of her mouth lifted. “Except for in your little notebooks. You just let everything fly in there, huh? The full… Bo Austen experience.”

“What do you want, Detective?”

“I want to make sure this case is done right. And with you on it, well…”

“You fucking Travis doesn’t make him a better analyst than me. Arguably, his willingness to sleep with you makes him an idiot.”

For the briefest of moments, she looked angry before she burst into laughter. “Jesus, Austen. You’ve finally grown some balls.”

“I’ve always had the ability to tell someone off. I simply don’t often have the desire to.” Bo pointed at her with his notebook before squeezing past her to drop back into his seat. “Your presence often brings out said desire.”

“I have that effect on people.”

“Yes, I’m very aware.” Bo flipped through his notebook, simply to confirm Kathy hadn’t physically stolen any of the pages from it. Everything appeared to be intact. “Very convenient that you just happened to show up when Bridget and the others weren’t in the station.”

“I know, right?” She perched herself on the corner of the desk. Between the stench of the alcoho, the horrid perfume to try and cover it up, and the general Kathy Baker asethetic, her very presence was nauseating.

“Aside from calling Mister Pitman to drag you back home, is there anything I can do to get you out of my office?”

Kathy laughed. “ ‘Office’ is a hilarious term for this little corner of the evidence room.”

“Unlike you, their ability to treat me like royalty or not doesn’t determine how worthy they are of help for this case. You wouldn’t want to touch a town this size with a ten-foot pole if it weren’t for the fact that I was assigned to it. You’re just mad that I’m one of Jamal’s pet projects, and you want to be the only one, because if he only has you, it’s easier to treat him like a piece of shit and still get everything you want from him.”

“You don’t know anything about me, Austen.”

“I know you a hell of a lot better than I’d like to, Baker.” Bo finally lifted his head to look at the woman again. “Now, are you willing to be an adult and go upstairs on your own, or I do I need to call Jamal?”

Kathy rolled her eyes, but much to Bo’s surprise, she jumped off the table. “I’ll go upstairs and wait for Rick to return. I’m sure he’ll be glad to know this case has someone with real insight now.”

Bo snorted. “Yeah, I’m sure he will.”

“Watch your fucking tone with me, Austen.”

“You’re out of your domain, Katherine,” Bo said. “You’re in Ellepath. You’re over a thousand miles away from home. I don’t have to watch shit.”


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“I heard about Carol. It’s absolutely horrific,” the high school’s receptionist, Lilly, whispered. “Do you guys think it’s related to Bonnie?”

“I’m sorry, Lilly, I can’t say much about an ongoing investigation,” Jeff said.

“Not even to me?”

Jeff shook his head. “I’m sorry, Lil. I can’t. But, uh, hey. I’ve got a weird question to ask you.”

“Oh, yeah?”

“I do. Have you guys ever held a blood drive or anything like that?”

“Every year since after we graduated.”

“Do you guys… have any sort of record of the blood types of people who donated?” he asked.

“No, sorry. That is a weird question.”

Jeff offered a smile. “I told ya.”

“The psych kids do a survey thing every year. One of them did blood types this year.”

Jeff looked back over his shoulder before turning around entirely. “Mrs. Pernell. Damn, good to see you.”

“Jefferey,” the older woman greeted.

From beside Jeff, Bridget lifted a hand to draw the woman’s attention to her instead. “What kind of survey are we talking about?”

“We do a unit covering biases in psychology. Double-blind studies, surveys… That kind of thing. They can choose absolutely any question they want, as long as it’s school-appropriate, and then they go on out and get as many people in the school to fill out their survey as they can. One of the kids did blood types this year. I’m in the middle of grading all of the surveys and the papers they wrote on them, but if you needed to see it, you can.”

“That would me amazing, ma’am. Thank you,” Bridget said.

She nodded. “Of course. I’ll go grab it from the stack and bring it on down. Sound good?”

“Sounds great. Thank you,” Jeff said. After the psychology teacher walked out of the office, he turned back to Lilly. “Are Mister Murphy, Mister Warren, and Gerry in todday?”

“Gerry’s still on bus route, I think, but the other two are.” Lilly crossed her arms over the counter, leaning forward. “Are they suspects?”

“They’re Carol’s neighbors.”

“Oh. Damn. You’ve lost your sense of fun, Jeff.”

He snorted. “I’m still plenty fun, I promise. But right now, there’s just far more important things going on and how much of a fun person I can be or how much gossip I can help spread.”

Lilly leaned away from him. “Wow, Jeff. Way to make me feel like a piece of shit. Classic Biggs.” Jeff sighed rather than responding. “Warren and Murphy should either be in the teacher’s lounge or in their rooms. Gerry usually gets in around eight. Have fun with your not-suspects.”

“Thank you, Lilly.” Jeff pushed away from the counter, double tapping Bridget’s upper arm as he walked past her and out of the office.

Wow,” Bridget whispered as soon as the door closed behind them. “What’d you do? Shit in her Cheerios?”

“I’m pretty sure that’s not the saying.”

“Is now. So?”

“I dumped her on prom night after finding out she’d been sleeping with my brother.”

“And she’s mad at you?” Bridget asked.

Jeff chuckled. “And I quote, ‘But you weren’t supposed to find out’.”

Bridget laughed. “That’s a very particular brand of evil.”

“Tell me about it. I still barely speak to the man, even at family holidays.”

“I don’t blame you one damn bit for that. I”m kinda surprised she thought you’d be friendly gossip buddies.”

“Well, I kinda have to take some of the blame for that.”

“Oh?”

“I slept with her during spring break when I came back from freshman year of college.”

Boo, you whore.”

Jeff chuckled. “I know. Not my proudest moment.” He lifted a hand as another teacher walked past them, offering a short two-fingered wave. “But I generally do my best to keep a pleasant, friendly relationship with folks here in town. It’s pretty rare we have to actually cuff or arrest anyone, but when we do, compliance is nice.”

“Does that really work?”

“Most of the time, in my… limited experience.”

Bridget snorted. “Yeah, that’s fair.”

“Jeffrey. I swear I was going to come back to the office,” Mrs. Pernell said.

Jeff smiled. “Oh, I know you were. Just thought we’d save you the trouble of walking all the way back.”

“Appreciated.” She handed a folder over to Jeff. “There you go. I need the original or a copy of it tomorrow for grading. Is that possible? Or am I going to have to explain to my students that one of their papers is now part of a police investigation?”

“We’ll get it back to you before the end of the day. I’ll deliver it myself,” Jeff assured.

“Perfect. I’ll see around, Jeffrey. And… I’m sorry, Deputy. I didn’t catch your name.”

“Decker, Bridget Decker. I’m just, uh… shadowing at the station for this case,” Bridget said.

Mrs. Pernell gave her hand a firm shake. “Well, I’m sure the boys down there are happy to have ya. If you’ll excuse me, I have a few more things to get gathered for class before the warm bodies start arriving.”

“Of course, ma’am. Have fun,” Jeff said.

“Oh, you know we always do here in Psych.” She patted his shoulder as she walked past him.

“God, it’s so weird,” Bridget said, shaking her head. “If I walked back into my old school, I don’t think a single teacher would recognize me.”

“I think you’d be surprised, even in a big school. I think every kid probably has at least one teacher that remembers them for something, even if the kids don’t think anyone ever will.”

“Maybe. Though I wasn’t runnin’ around dumping prom queens.”

“Hey, I never said she was prom queen.”

Bridget snorted. “Oh, please, I saw her with my own damn eyes, Jeff. That girl was prom queen. Or she was gonna be before she started sleeping with her boyfriend’s brother.”

“True.” He raised a brow. “What’s that? That Californian detective instinct?”

“Yeah, something like that. But she also talks like a popular rich kid, and she had that ‘I peaked in high school’ boob job that you don’t usually see in towns this size.”

Jeff backhanded her shoulder. “Keep your eyes off her boobs, you freak.”

Bridget chuckled. “They looked at me first.”

Jeff elbowed her just hard enough to make her stumble to the side a step. “Her’s ain’t got nothin’ on yours.”

She raised an eyebrow. “Complimenting the cancer boob job is a bold choice, but I like it.” She elbowed him in the side. “You’re getting laid again tonight, Jeffrey.”

He rolled his eyes, stopping in the hall near the teacher’s lounge door. He laid a hand on it, looking down at Bridget. “You really are absolutely beautiful, though. As a whole, not just… Everything. You’re beautiful. I don’t want that to be some one-off joke.”

Bridget’s smile was soft. Light. Warm. Something much-needed in the otherwise deep, dark pit the case was digging in Jeff’s gut. “Thank you. You’re not too bad yourself, Biggs.” She nodded toward the door. “Should we see if our guys are in there?”

Jeff smiled faintly before pushing open the door. “Ah, just the men we were looking for.”

Phillip Warren lifted his head from his coffee mug and offered a smile. “Morning, Jeff.” Owen Murphy, leaned back against the counter, lifted his own cup in greeting. “You guys making any progress in Carol’s case? Or Bonnie’s?”

“We’re doing all that we can,” Jeff assured. “I hate to bring it back to the forefront of your minds here, but we were already here, and I wanted to see if either of you happen to know who shovels Carol’s driveway?”

“Gerry, most days, I think,” Owen said. “I don’t think it’s like, a paid thing or a scheduled thing. I just think he does it sometimes before he leaves for the bus garage.”

“That is… very helpful. Thank you.”

Owen’s brow furrowed, but he nodded. “No problem, Jeff.”

Bridget followed Jeff back into the hall. “Neither of them were wearing our suspected brand of shoes.”

“You could tell that from the door?”

“Keen detective eye, Jeffrey.”

“Aha, of course.” He stuck a hand in his pocket to grab his keys. “I’d like to hang out in the parking lot until the buses arrive, see if we can catch Gerry before he parks the bus again. Ask if he shoveled her drive yesterday morning. See if we can see what shoes he’s wearing today.”

“Sounds good to me. Lead the way.”

***

“That first one should be Gerry’s route,” Jeff said as two buses pulled into the school’s drop-off zone.

“Bus Four?” Bridget asked from the passenger seat.

He nodded. “Come on. We’ll get him after the last kid steps off.” He climbed out of the cruiser, and Bridget followed. They hung back until every kid was off the bus, and before the driver could close the door, Jeff stepped up onto the bottom step. “Hey, Gerry.”

“Morning, Jeff.” Gerry’s brow furrowed for the briefest of moments. “Please don’t tell me we’ve got another missing kid or dead neighbor.”

Jeff shook his head. “No, we’re in the clear on that. We tallked to a couple other folks, and it sounds like you normally shovel Carol’s driveway. Did you do that yesterday?”

“I did, yeah.”

“You remember about what time that would’ve been?”

Gerry finally dropped his hands from the steering wheel. “I’m not sure. I pick up my first kid around quarter to seven. I think it was around seven-thirty when I got the call school had been canceled, and I took the kids back home. So… it probably would’ve been around nine when I got home and shoveled the drive.”

“Did you happened to notice any fresh foot prints there in the snow before you moved it?” Jeff asked.

Gerry shrugged. “Not really, but I guess I wasn’t out looking for any, either.”

Jeff nodded. “Of course.” A pause. “Was it strange for Carol not to come out of the house while you were shoveling the drive?”

Gerry shook his head. “No. I mean, she used to come out all the time and keep me company, I guess, but I told her not to. The whole point of me doing the shoveling was that she wouldn’t have to be out there in the cold. Her coming out to stand beside me sorta defeated the purpose.”

“Of course,” Jeff repeated. Bridget tapped his thigh with the back of her hand, gesturing to Gerry’s shoes as soon as he looked down. “You wear ADIDAS, Ger?”

Gerry looked down, tilting his foot until he could see the logo on the tongue. “I guess. I don’t really buy ‘em for the brand. I honestly couldn’t even tell you the type of shirt I buy, either.”

“Yeah, no worries, I promise I’m not gonna ask about your shirt brands,” Jeff said, offering a chuckle. “Would you mind if we took a couple photographs of the bottom of your shoes?”

“Oh, my God. You think I murdered Carol?”

“I didn’t say that.”

“I can read the paper, Jeff. She was decapitated. There isn’t a chance in hell I’d do that to someone, especially someone like Carol.”

“It’s not about Carol.”

Gerry’s brow furrowed for a moment. “The girl? Bonnie? You think I kidnapped Bonnie? Jesus Christ, Jeff.”

“It isn’t about what I think. We have shoeprints at the scene of Bonnie’s abduction, and those prints belong to a pair of ADIDAS. We’re ruling out everyone in town who wears them.”

Gerry yanked off one of his shoes and tossed it at Jeff. “Then rule me the fuck out, Biggs.”


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Friday: January 31, 2014

Rick had still been awake when Bo texted him just after midnight, asking if he was available to give him a ride back to the station. When he arrived at Carol’s house, he found Bo seated on the front steps, head tilted back against the railing, a cigarette held between his fingers. Bo had been a bit too young to be smoking when Rick had been in Los Angeles, but everything else about the scene was familiar, even the way Bo’s knees were pulled up just enough for him to rest his arms on.

Rick climbed out of the cruiser and made his way up to the house. With a clear of his throat, he sat down on the step beneath Bo’s chosen seat. “I didn’t know you smoked.”

“Only sometimes.” Bo blew a curl of smoke out the corner of his mouth. “The blood on the counter was male.”

Rick’s brow furrowed. “But it’s…? You said the type was O-something, right? Not like the one at the school?”

“Right.”

“So there’s…? Jesus fucking Christ.”

Bo brought his cigarette to his mouth and drew in a breath, turning his head to blow the smoke as far away from Rick as possible. “Miss Young probably headbutted the guy at the school. Maybe kicked him. She got him in the nose, more than likely, no matter which way she did it. Miss Jameson stabbed the guy here at her house. When it came back male, I searched the knives. The whole drawer. The whole knife block. It was in the block. The steak knife.” Bo cleared his throat, tapping the ash off his cigarette. “He washed it, but there’s blood on it. His, hers… I don’t know yet. But blood. And then he put it back in the fucking knife block, hoping we wouldn’t find it.”

Rick buried a hand in his hair. Think. What the fuck was he supposed to say? What the fuck was he supposed to do? “But there are… are definitely two of them?”

“I’m absolutely certain of it.”

Well. There was no harm in asking. “What the fuck are we gonna do, Bo?”

“We’ll figure it out. We’ll find them. Both of them. I just… need a moment.” Bo laughed, though the sound held nothing resembling humor. “I didn’t think you’d be awake. I thought I’d have more time to sit on the cold concrete and… think.”

“Sorry about that. I haven’t really been sleeping lately, you know?”

“Yeah,” Bo whispered.

“What do you need more time to think about? Something specific? Something general?”

“California.”

“What’s… going on in California?”

Bo shook his head. “Not about what’s currently going on. What already went on.” Finally, he opened his eyes and turned to look at the deputy. “The Decapitor case.”

“So it’s not just me, huh?”

“No.”

Rick cleared his throat. “Do we have a clear link?”

“As far as the law is concerned? No.”

“What does that mean?”

“I don’t necessarily want to tell you.”

“Why? Because you’re scared I’ll be an ass about it?”

Bo shook his head, brow furrowed ever so slightly. “Because you can’t do anything productive with the information.”

“Neither can you, right?”

“Unfortunately.”

“Well, then two of us might as well shoulder the non-productive information, don’t you think? Share the burden?”

Bo sighed, but that seemed to get through to him. “Jamal has an… underground DNA system that no one is supposed to know about, but I built the software it runs on. So I… ran it through it, and I got a hit on the one in the basement at the school. It… it’s related to the DNA that we pulled from the suspect in the Decapitor case. It’s a paternal link.”

“The father of the killer in California?”

“Yes.”

“I-I don’t understand. Why is it not a link we have in the ‘eyes of the law’? What do you mean?”

Bo cleared his throat. “It can’t be entered in CODIS because he was never charged with a crime. He died before we could even legally collect his DNA, either through his consent or through a warrant. There are gaps in the system that allow people to fall through, and that’s one of them. His DNA was never found at any of the crime scenes, so it’s not in the Forensic Unknowns. It simply doesn’t exist. S-so as far as the law is concerned, as far as the investigation is concerned… We don’t know anything other than that we have two separate, unrelated males involved in two separate crimes. One involved in the kidnapping of Miss Young, and one involved in the murder of Miss Jameson.”

Rick stayed silent for what felt like far too long, but he was truly at a loss for words. “What are we even supposed to do with this information?”

“I told you I didn’t want to tell you.”

Rick shook his head. “I’m not mad at you for telling me. But now you and I have this incredibly important piece of information, and we can’t do shit with it.”

“From a legal standpoint, yes. We know what we’re working toward, though. You and I, we know that we need to find a way to make a connection to the Decapitor case. We know it for certain. We just have to find something else to make the link, something that isn’t DNA.”

“Please tell me you’ve got some kind of lead on that.”

“I have an idea of where to begin, but it’s going to involve a lot of reading before I even begin to have what you’d consider a ‘lead’.” Bo shook his head, taking another drag of his cigarette. “I’m going to start with the vidence once I get to the station. The external examination of the body, the autopsy, the evidence. And then I’ll get into the reading part of things.”

“Well, we should get you to your hotel room for a nap first.”

“No. Come on, Rick. Do you really think I’ve grown to start sleeping better during investigations the longer I’ve done them?”

Rick snorted. “Yeah, I guess not.” With a slap of his thighs, he pushed himself to his feet. “Let’s get you to the station, then.”

***

Bo’s ‘office’ at the station was a corner of the file room in the basement, where Bridget and Jeff had moved boxes and pushed shelves out of the way for his equipment to be set up. Bo wasn’t picky where he worked, not really, and he actually sort of liked the… closed in feeling of the room. He was sure it was trigger some claustrophobic feelings for some people, but for him, it was a little bit comforting. Cozy. In school, during free periods, he had tucked himself into corners or spaces between bookcases. If one could squeeze himself into a tight enough space, it was like a hug, one where you didn’t have to worry about the other person getting tired of your wants or needs.

After filing the evidence from the Jameson house away, Rick had taken him to the hospital for the autopsy of her body. Feeling as though he were on a bit more of a time crunch than usual, Bo had simply set up a voice recorder for his notes during the autopsy. Later, if she was okay with it, Bridget could write out a pretty good transcript of the recording while he further examined the evidence. At the very least, it would give one investigator something to do until they had an actual, legal lead they could follow.

Back at the station, Bo had started with the evidence from the school, beginning the actual ‘accepted’ testing required to get the important information down on paper. If he had simply allowed Jamal to patent the technology in his name and lobby for its official use, he wouldn’t have to waste the extra time now. They had already had to waste so much time — waiting for him and Bridget to arrive from Los Angeles, waiting for Bo to be done at the lake so he could move to the house, waiting, waiting, and waiting. And now they’d have to wait some more while a psychopathic killer’s father hunted down more civilians in Ellepath.

Before he could think himself into a migraine or something worse, Bo pushed himself to his feet, snagged his empty coffee mug from the table, and headed upstairs. He was surprised to see Bridget in the small break room, and a quick check of his watch confirmed it was only seven. “Good morning.”

Bridget turned to smile at him. “Morning. Did you sleep?”

Bo shook his head. “I can’t.” He cleared his throat, reaching for the coffee pot. “Did you climb your tree?”

“I sure did.”

He snorted. “Was it… a good climb?”

“Oh, the best, B. Mm. The best.”

He smiled faintly, shaking his head. “Did you sleep all right?”

“Yeah, not too bad, for the most part.” She crossed her arms over the counter. “You don’t have to drink that shitty cheap stuff, unless you’re, like… into that. Jeff’s getting us the good stuff from the little cafe here in town.”

“Excellent. I will hold off, then.” Bo slid the half-full pot back into place and turned to face Bridget, one elbow resting on the counter. “Did he seem all right last night? Tree-climbing aside?”

Bridget offered a little shrug. “I don’t know. I mean, I think he’s handling it better than I did when I saw my first, umm… beheaded corpse, you know? But it’s definitely eating away at him. They used to, like, work cases of missing Christmas decorations at this time a year.”

“I hope they can get back to that soon.”

“Me too. That’s what I told him.” She shook her head. “I hope he doesn’t have to learn to compartmentalize all of it. I hope this is it for him and this town. I-I hope they never see anything like this again.”

Bo blew out a breath. “Yeah. Me too.”

Bridget pushed away from the counter as Jeff walked into the breakroom, a small cardboard drink carrier in one hand. “Hey. Get everything all right?”

“Mmhmm. Bo, this one’s for you. Decker said you’d like their iced maple caramel thing.”

“I would indeed, thank you,” Bo said as he grabbed the cup.

“You’re welcome. And thank you for letting her go early last night.”

Bo nodded. “No problem. I hope she didn’t out-drink you too much.”

Jeff chuckled. “Nah, nothin’ I couldn’t handle.”

“Good.” Bo patted him on the back. “I’ll be in the basement.”

“I’ll be down in a few, B,” Bridget said. Bo offered a thumbs-up before walking out of the room. “Which one’s mine, handsome?” she asked, blue eyes lifting back to Jeff’s face.

“They put a little wreath sticker on the lid of yours.”

“Oh, perfect. Thank you.” Bridget grabbed the cup, an eyebrow raised. “Yours smells delicious. What’d you get?”

“Oh, I just get the boring stuff, and then I add hazelnut creamer and a dash of cinnamon.”

“Ugh. I tried that once for the supposed health benefits, and it was nasty. You drink it for fun?” Bridget asked.

Jeff chuckled, shaking his head. “No, babe, you got the cheap stuff. You gotta get the ‘true’ stuff, the ceylon. It’s sweeter and more… delicate.”

“Wow, my playboy sex fiend also knows about spices?” Bridget asked. “Count me in.”

Jeff rolled his eyes. “Try it. The coffee, not the sex fiend.”

“Well, I already tried the sex fiend, and I was a big fan.”

“Just try the fucking coffee,” Jeff said through a laugh.

Bridget winked at him before grabbing his cup and taking a sip. “Oo, that is more delicate. Maybe I’ll buy myself some of the real stuff.”

“You should. I don’t even care about the health shit. Just the taste. My mom drank it like that basically my whole childhood.”

And you talk to your mom? Wow, Biggs, you just check all kinds a boxes,” Bridget said as she grabbed the drink carrier from him and set it on the counter.

“Yeah? What kinda boxes are those?”

“The hot ones.” Bridget leaned up and kissed him.

Jeff let out a surprised, “Mm,” as he moved a hand up to her arm. “Wow,” he whispered. “Mary woulda killed me if I ever kissed her in public.”

“Do you mind if I do? The kissing, not the killing.”

“No,” Jeff said with a shake of his head, his voice still hardly above a whisper. “No, I… I liked that. A lot, actually. Maybe a little too much. Watch yourself.”

Bridget only smiled. “I’ll do no such thing.” She leaned up to press another quick kiss to his lips, adjusting his tie as she fell flat-footed again. “I’m gonna go check on Bo. You go see how Rick’s doing?”

“Yeah. See you in a bit, Decker.”

“Oh, you better believe it, Biggs.” She smacked his ass as she walked past him, straightening out his posture.

Jesus Christ. California sure as hell cooked their ladies up a hell of a lot differently than Ellepath did. Or, at the very least, differently than Ellepath had cooked up Mary.

Jeff grabbed the last cup of coffee from the drink holder and made his way through the station to Rick’s desk. He was hunched over his desk, face buried in his crossed arms. The slow rise and fall of his shoulders indicated he was alive and sleeping. At any rate, Jeff considered both of those to be good things. He grabbed Rick’s empty cup and replaced it with the fresh one before quietly making his way back to the breakroom. After setting Rick’s cup in the sink, he headed down to the basement.

“That’s impossible,” Bridget said.

Jeff stopped just short of the door. It was pretty likely they were either talking about him or the case. If it was the case, he’d go in. If it was him, he’d go back upstairs and let the friends gossip.

“I wish it were, believe me. I ran it three separate times. There are two killers. Or, one kidnapper and one killer,” Bo said.

Jeff eased the door open the rest of the way. “What do you mean two?”

Bo’s tired eyes lifted to Jeff’s face. “The blood found at Carol Jameson’s house belongs to a male. And I examined Miss Jameson’s body myself. She’s a woman, and she was born that way. The blood is not hers.”

“Goddammit,” Jeff whispered. “Goddammit. Does Rick know?”

Bo nodded. “He picked me up from the crime scene early this morning. I already knew by then.”

“How’d he take it?”

“About as well as one can, I suppose.”

“Yeah,” Jeff whispered again. “Do you… know anything about either of them?”

“If the blood at the school is from a nosebleed, he must’ve been standing, or standing the majority of the way. Based on that assumption, he’s approximately between five-foot-nine and six-foot. If he is the same one who left footprints near Bonnie’s car, and again at the doorway to the commons, I believe you called it?”

Jeff nodded. “The commons.”

“If he’s the same one who left those prints, he wears an ASICS size eleven. The one at Miss Jameson’s house, I… I don’t know. The heel that dragged through the blood was hers, not his. The blood on the counter was his, and so were two of the drops in the kitchen, but the rest were hers. If she got his arm with the knife, I put him between five-foot-five and five-foot-eleven. I can’t guarantee the position his arm was in when the blood fell, or even which section of his arm it fell from. The greater estimation gap allows for the placement of his arm to change without putting him too far out of said estimation.”

“And no footprints in the driveway or out back?” Jeff asked.

Bo shook his head. “The driveway was shoveled out when I arrived. Was it when you arrived?”

Jeff looked over at Bridget, and after a nod of confirmation from her, he nodded. “Yeah, I kinda remember it being cleaned off.”

“It probably wouldn’t hurt to see if her neighbors know who shovels her driveway. She was killed sometime around six-thirty yesterday morning. With her retirement, I find it hard to believe she was the one who had the snow cleared off by that point,” Bo said.

“School’s back in session today, far as I know. But we can either stop there today or head out to their houses after school lets out.”

“If you to decide to question them at the school, you should see if the school has any sort of records for the blood type of the teachers or student body. I highly doubt they do, but it’s still worth a shot to simply… ask.”

“Noted.”

Bo seemed hesitant for a moment. “If I’m overstepping, please just let me know.”

“Overstepping… what?” Jeff asked.

“The single-word answer and the tone of your voice makes him worry you’re irritated with him,” Bridget explained.

Jeff shook his head. “Not even a little, Bo. You’re awesome. We’re so incredibly lucky to have you here. It’s the case and… the dead woman and the kidnapped kid and the two killers thing. It’s not you. You’re not overstepping shit, I promise.”

“Thank you.” Bo cleared his throat. “I haven’t yet been to Miss Young’s house. Would you be able to stop there and collect a hairbrush for me?”

“Of course.”

“And… a couple of fingerprints from her room? If you felt so inclined.”

Jeff nodded. “We can do that.”

“Perfect, thank you. Once you return, I’ll be able to compare her hair to the strands found at the school. If any of them are hers, I can conclusively place her in that basement. In the meantime, I still have some evidence to sort through and log.”

“We’ll leave you to it,” Bridget said. “If you come up with something before we get back, or if you just need me for something, I’ve got my phone. Okay?”

A little smile tugged at one corner of the short man’s mouth. “Okay, Bridge. We’ll touch base soon.”


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Heads Will Roll – Chapter Twelve

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Rick was not proud of himself for needing to leave the scene, and he was even less impressed with himself for being unable to make it into the cruiser before his knees gave out on him.

After he had collected himself enough to drive home, he had taken as long of a route as he could, prolonging the inevitable. Now he sat in his driveway, hands still wrapped tightly around the steering wheel, his forehead resting against the top of it. It felt like he barely had time to even breathe before a knock at the window forced him to lift his head. He turned to find Heidi’s worried eyes staring at him.

With a clear of his throat, he reached out and rolled the window down. “I’ll be inside in a few.”

“You’ve been sittin’ out here for almost half an hour,” Heidi said, her voice soft as she crossed her arms over the opening of the vacant space the window had left behind.

“Jesus. I have?”

She nodded, reaching out to comb her fingers through his hair. “You can take as long as you need, baby. I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”

“Thank you.”

“Of course.” She rested her hand on his cheek, brow furrowed with concern. “How bad is it, Rick?”

“Bad,” he whispered.

“Do you wanna talk about it?”

“He killed Carol Jameson.”

“The art teacher?”

Rick nodded. “Left her headless, handless body on the lake for us. And when we finally went inside her house, he had… displayed her head for us on her bed. Up on the pillows.”

“Oh, my God.”

“I don’t know if I can do this, Heidi. Los Angeles came rushing back the moment Georgia told me there was a headless body on the lake. I can’t do this again.”

“I know it’s bad, baby, but this isn’t Los Angeles. This case isn’t that case. It’s not going to be like that case.”

“Headless on the lake, Heidi. Th-that’s, like, intentional.”

“Did you ask Bo what he thought? You guys worked on that case together, didn’t you?”

“I-I didn’t ask. At the lake, it felt like I was just being paranoid, and after I saw her head at the house, I just… I didn’t have the strength left to ask any more questions. I barely made it back outside.”

“You saw a beheaded corpse today, Rick. I think it’s reasonably for that to bother you or leave you shaken. So for right now, let’s focus on that and that alone. Not California. Not the case in California. None of it. Can we do that?” Heidi asked.

“I can… I can try,” Rick said.

“That’s all I can ask, baby.” She leaned in through the open window to kiss him. “You’ll talk to Bo tomorrow and see what he thinks about the similarity. But until then, thinking about it isn’t good for you. Focusing on it isn’t good for you. For tonight, you can try to just focus on the right now. Okay?”

“I can try. I’ll do my best.”

“Okay, baby.” She offered a smile. “You ready to come in?”

“I think I need a few more minutes.”

“That’s all right. If I don’t see you in ten, I’ll come back out. Okay?”

Rick nodded. Before she could pull away entirely, he grabbed her hand. “Thank you, Heidi.”

“I didn’t just agree to marry all the good stuff, Rick. This is just me sticking with you and our vows.”

“Still.”

“You’re welcome, baby.” She gave his hand a tight squeeze. “I’ll see you in there when you’re ready.”

***

After Bo had been entirely satisfied with the documentation of Carol Jameson’s head, he had helped the coroner — which was code for ‘the only doctor in town’ — properly package it for transport to the hospital — which was code for ‘very small clinic’. But unlike the sheriff’s department, the ‘hospital’ had a morgue, no matter how small, and for the purposes of a homicide investigation, that was a necessity.

With the body taken care of, Bo worked to take his pictures and measurements of just about everything he possibly could at the scene, whether or not it appeared ‘important’ enough to be documented. Bo would always prefer to waste his time documenting too much than save time documenting a half-assed scene.

“Didn’t you work a case in LA kinda like this? Bodies being displayed on the lake without their heads? Heads found later on at their houses or other… secondary locations?” Bridget asked.

Bo looked at her over his shoulder. Her back was to him as she dragged gloved fingers over the spines of the mystery books on the shelf. “In a way, yes. The victims were younger than Miss Jameson, and… and younger than Miss Young.” He cleared his throat. “But it’s LA. The lake wasn’t frozen. They were displayed on makeshift rafts in the lake.”

“Still. Kinda weird, right? Little bit of deja vu?”

“A little,” Bo admitted. He had allowed himself to think about the case a time or too as well, but Bridget picking up on the similarities of it too bothered him. Just Bo making a connection meant he was overthinking it. That it was him overthinking it. But a second person making note of it without any prompting or encouragement? That meant there could actually be something to it, and he wasn’t exactly a fan of that.

“I imagine the decapitation and display is a large part of why Rick is struggling with this case. It’s the last case he worked in Los Angeles.”

“Oh, my God. Rick was the cop that…? Jesus.” Bridget crossed her arms over her chest, brow furrowed. “You caught the killer, didn’t you?”

Bo weighed his answer for a moment before lifting one shoulder. “In a way, I suppose. Rick shot and killed the… primary suspect. There wasn’t, you know, a trial or anything of the sort.”

“Do you think it was the killer?”

“Yes, for the most part. But I was never certain if it was one person or two. Before he was killed, two girls were taken at the same time, and the getaway was very quick, as though there may have been a second driver. After the shooting, Rick was taken off the case, and because I was there, so was I. I don’t know if that potential was ever further looked into or not.”

“If there was a second person, do you think it’s possible this is their handiwork?”

“The kidnapping of Miss Young doesn’t necessarily fit their MO. Yes, they kidnapped victims, but they didn’t take on a second until the first was dead. Their age range was entirely young children, between eight and eleven, if I remember correctly. Carol Jameson aside, even Miss Young is essentially a decade past their preferred victim.” Bo cleared his throat. “Not to mention that the switch from a city like Los Angeles to a town like Ellepath is a little strange.”

“A little,” Bridget agreed. “Jeff’s worried about him working this case. He said he doesn’t know what Rick’s last case really was, just little bits and pieces he’s picked up here and there, and what he does know makes him worried about him.”

“I can see if Rick would like to discuss anything about it tomorrow.”

“I think Jeff would appreciate that. Thank you.”

“Of course. I’m sure it’s not the only thing he’d appreciate, hmm?”

Bridget smiled. “You think so?”

“Oh, that man absolutely wants to sleep with you, Bridge.”

“The feeling’s mutual.” Bo snorted rather than responding. “He’s cute, isn’t he?”

“He’s very handsome.”

“And so tall.”

“Bridge, you’re five-foot-nothing. Everyone’s tall. I’m tall.”

“I know. I’m still gonna climb that man like a tree, though.”

Bo laughed. “I don’t know if an Ellepath boy is prepared for your level of freak. You better ease him into the tree climbing.”

“Oh, I will. I’ve got time.” Bridget looked down, pulling off a glove to grab her phone from her pocket.

“Is that your tree?”

She snorted. “It is.”

“Do… you guys have plans?”

“If things wrap up here soon enough. If not, it’s not like tonight’s the only night I’m gonna be in town.”

“I don’t mind if he picks you up early, Bridge.”

“If you’re on the clock, I’m on the clock. That’s the whole point of me being here, B.”

“The point is for you to, you know… be my translator. To help prevent any misunderstandings between the deputies and myself. The deputies have gone home, and for the rest of the night, it’s just going to be me sitting here taking pictures, collecting evidence, marking where I found the evidence, and labeling the bags. It’s going to be boring, and you don’t have to be here for it unless you absolutely want to be. I have no problem with you going out and having fun, and I’m sure Deputy Biggs would benefit greatly from your presence tonight as well. I know your presence has helped me through more than one rough case.”

“You’re absolutely certain?”

“Positively.”

“Okay,” Bridget finally decided. “If you change your mind or if something comes up and you need me back here, I want you to call me. No hesitation, no nothing. You call. Okay?”

“Of course,” Bo said, his voice soft. “I will. But in the meantime? You go climb that tree.”

***

Jeff rolled off of Bridget, dropping to his back beside her. He draped an arm over his eyes, blocking out the dimmed overhead light. “I’m sorry.”

Though he wasn’t looking at her, Bridget raised a brow, turning her head just enough to look at him. “So you either always apologize for actually satisfying a woman, or I’m the first and you’re not sure what to do about it. I’m gonna guess the first, because you were… perfect.”

Jeff snorted, shaking his head. “I don’t… usually have sex on the first date. I’m not really a playboy. At least not that much of one. I usually believe in a little more winin’ and dinin’ and a little less beer and foosball.”

“Oh, I always do. And foosball is my number one method of foreplay. Don’t let it go to your head, Biggs.”

He laughed, dropping his arm as he turned toward her. Her face was flushed, her wavy blonde hair an absolutely gorgeous mess, her blue eyes sparkling with humor. “Thanks for that.”

“Mm.” Bridget rolled onto her side, propping her head up with one hand and laying the other on his chest. “The sex, or the joke?”

“Both.” He shook his head. “I don’t usually thank my dates for sex, either. But today was just…”

“I know,” Bridget said, her voice soft. She pressed a kiss to his lips, lifting her hand up to his face instead. “Cases like this suck. There’s no way around that. You gotta do what you gotta do to… survive it. Make your way through all the suck. Sometimes that’s boose, foosball, and sex.”

“Yeah,” Jeff said quietly. “I don’t think I’ve ever had to use sex as anything but, you know, sex.” He laughed, shaking his head again. “I mean, before this, during this time of year? We worked ‘cases’ of the missing Christmas decorations. The stolen animatronic reindeer. The deflated Santa lawn monstrosity. The occasional ‘so and so fell off the ladder while taking down the lights’. But this? Never this. Not in a million fuckin’ years, Bridget. Never this.”

“I know,” she repeated. “It gets… easier. But for your sake, I hope it never has to. I hope this is the last one Ellepath ever sees like this, and you boys can go on back to finding out who stole Santa Claus.”

“Me too,” Jeff whispered. He reached up and tucked her hair back behind her ear. “I don’t know how the hell you do it, Bridget. Working cases like this left and right in LA. I don’t know how the hell you do it.”

“You learn to compartmentalize eventually. It’s one of the hardest things to figure out in the beginning. After that, it’s just… internally distancing yourself from it and shoving it all into one part of your brain while you try to use the rest of it to live your life and not drown in all the shit you see.” Her eyes looked faraway for a moment as her thumb moved back and forth over the arch of his cheek. Jeff let her hold the silence for as long as she needed. “But I truly do hope you never have to learn that skill.”

“Me too.” Jeff cleared his throat. “You, uh, wanna join me for a shower?”

“You’re not gonna send me back to the crime scene after, are you?”

“God, no. Unless you want me to? I’m happy hugging those beautiful curves of yours the rest of the night, if you’ll let me.”

A little smile tugged at one corner of her mouth. “I’d like that, Biggs.” She climbed over him and off the bed. “Still, though, don’t let it go to your head. I’m told your ego doesn’t need any more fluffing, and I promised I wouldn’t contribute to it.”

Jeff chuckled. “Wouldn’t dream of it, Decker.”


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