I will be taking an intentional break from Highway Butcher. I do not know when I will be in the headspace to write Bo in the same headspace I am in. I didn’t think life could get any worse but yesterday was the absolute worst day of my life, and how I force myself to live every day from here on out is… I don’t even know.
I know that’s heavy. And I’m sorry for that. I cannot in good faith write a character that is also depressed right now. I’ve been depressed for a long time, but it was somehow able to be worse, and it is now. And I just can’t.
I love and appreciate everyone who has read and loved the Bo Austen series. I desperately hope someday I will get back to it. My only request here is that I beg you not to tell me it will get better. I’ve been hearing that since I was four. It has only gotten worse. I cannot bear to hear it any further right now.
I understand. Please take care. You and your health always come first.
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